Hardkill

Science, math, and art. I did sports and played too many video games and sometimes hung out with friends from school.

I don’t judge if a girl sleeps around when she’s single. It’s better than cheating on someone.

The vast majority of dating coaches and pickup experts do a terrible job at teaching men how to pickup. They don’t explain how many girls to approach per day. They don’t give effective methods to have good inner game even when you get rejected countless times. They also manipulate you into ultimately paying for their expensive courses or personal training. They tell you certain contradictions that are not helpful for your self esteem such as “don’t take it personally when you get rejected because the women you approached don’t know you, but then essentially say “you suck with women and u gotta own it and learn to be an alpha male or a better person.” Furthermore, they don’t effectively teach guys how to they can analyze and deduce what they need to fix given the seemingly infinite number of variables they are in any given interaction. Plus, many do not explain how much of pickup is a numbers game. It’s fucked up and these dating coaches and pickup artists need to be held accountable for misleading poor bastards on how to approach and date women. As far as I am concerned, men like me have been allowed to deceive ourselves into thinking that we definitely have a solid chance with the woman of our dreams. I am telling you, I’ll probably defame all of these dating coaches and pickup scum bags one day.

Well, it's another week of torture in this god forsaken miserable world that we live in. Recently, I've thought about what I want to REALLY DO for a living and I can't decide what kind of career I want to have for the rest of my life. I actually envy people who already know what they want to do for a living and know that they will love it.

I am extremely physically active and fit and eat healthy, and I am close to my family. I have a lot of hobbies. Yet, it’s still very hard to deal with the lack of success I have with women.

I have become mentally disturbed by my thoughts and memories of all of the failures I've made in my life including my dating/sex/romance life, social life, school, work, etc. For years, these things have been negatively affecting my life including my concentration on my schoolwork, my job, my workouts, my social life, etc. It's as if I have demons in my head that have been haunting me for eternity. Since pickup, dating advice, and social advice of all sorts from A-Z have failed me I really wish I didn't feel anything towards anyone anymore. For over 15 years of my life, no therapist nor has any medicine been able to help me with this matter. Also, meditation takes years to for it to work. So, I don't know what to do and don't know where to go now other than committing suicide or continuing to suffer through this forever. I don't want to castrate myself literally because I am too afraid to do something so gruesome like that. I would like to somehow be like a machine with no feelings or emotions for about year. I know that if I were a robot then I would have 100% laser-like concentration and work virtually non-stop on achieving my personal dreams. I am begging with all of my heart, soul, and every fiber of my being that someone here could tell me how to lose my humanity, at least for a brief period of my life.

Bullshit. I know guys whose lives are well put together and they still can't get laid.

but there are so many things to try that I don't know I'll even live long enough to try them all.

No I am not entirely happy with my other areas of my life.

That's right. I am inspirational and full of high testosterone. In fact, I am sure that Leo would say that I am a hero.

@ajasatya have u ever done intense physical training to the limits? Have u ever had a heavy bar on your shoulders and squat ATG or below parallel for a 1RM or for max reps? Have u ever pulled an extremely heavy weight from the floor until failure or for multiple reps with a moderately heavy weight? Have u even bench press or overhead press for multiple reps or for a 1RM? How about an intense kickboxing session for an hour until you’re about to puke? How a conditioning session where the lactic acid keeps building up and feeling like hell? How about a running training session until your cramping hard on your sides? Or a sparring session where u feel like you are about to die have experienced all of that for over 10 years. Most people tell me that they have never seen anyone like me have such mental toughness even though I am usually depressed. If u haven’t or haven’t trained consistently like a true warrior or a Marine corps or Navy Seals soldier then u haven’t ever felt real pain before.

Maybe it’s all a number’s game and status

Thanks for the response, but I feel like I've seen countless vids and reading innumerable books on self-help. How many more books and vids on self-help do I need to go through to master my emotions? It's so overwhelming

You know something? You are really useless and condescending. Yes they do get fed one way or another. If you want something so badly it SHOULD and WILL happen. I deserve better than my current situation.

Oh yeah sure. I am just gonna quite my school program and move to somewhere in southeast Asia by paying a few thousand dollars or more to travel there. As much as I'd like to visit some of those places I have no interest in moving there just for sake of getting laid. Can't you give me a more realistic and compatible idea for me?

Right now I am suffering so badly. I can't concentrate well on my work and studies now. I really want to know the secret to guys who are natural with women every since high school.

Does she at least Twerk on your D?

This may seem like an odd question, but I remember Leo mentioning in one or two of his Youtube videos on masculinity vs. femininity that men generally are more ambitious, competitive, strong, tenacious, courageous, aggressive, analytical/logical, and career-focused than women because those traits have all been determined not just by society, but by genetic evolution to be masculine qualities. However, we all know that there are many women out there in the world who have become very successful business women, entrepreneurs, lawyers, doctors, mathematicians, scientists, politicians, pro athletes, celebrities, etc. or soldiers, law enforcers, etc. who are strong, aggressive, courageous, and tenacious. Have all of these women been exceptions to rule of femininity? Are all of them rare women who were born to be masculine? I am just curious.

I don't like to always brag, but as a matter of fact, I always been extremely good looking ever since I was a baby. In fact, I would say that as I get older my looks keep improving because I keep sculpting my physique from being extremely physically active for several years. Unfortunately, I am only of average height and so it has been too difficult to break into the modeling career. Though, I have been working on becoming a fitness model (hopefully I'll make it one day). I'll PM you my instagram so you can see what I look like.

I've tried every "game" u can think of or know, and each and everyone one of them gave me more bad than good results. The only small rays of hopes I may have are getting an expensive legit coach for dating or finding a PUA lair or an experienced wing guy (which are very hard to find). Even I am not optimistic about either one of those options working for me because I am a freak.

I am tired of having to put so much work into trying to improving my dating skills. No one should have to go through this much torture. Is there another way besides cold approach/pickup or social circle to ensure that I will find a hot girl/woman as a partner who truly likes/loves me?

You fail to see that you don't know what you're talking about.

This is not helping me at all. None of this advice has worked at all for me. I am very disappointed.

You guys should watch Dragonball Super and Goku's Ultra Instinct form. The Angel of the God Destruction explains of attaining complete instinct in all your movements.

Suggest to those deluded freaks to be institutionalized forever.