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This is why I am seriously considering moving to somewhere within Los Angeles in about 6 months to a year from now. I live about a couple of hours away from there and I have a few months left before I am done with my school program.

Oh I see. Yeah, hopefully he wouldn't be freaking out around them or be like "No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no! Corporate Democrats, Republicans, and Libertarians are evil!" or "Why are you saying all of this?! I know why! You're all part of establishment media that trying to brainwash me into believing that everyone else who is not a progressive are good people! You all make me sick!"

Bret Weinstein seems too judgmental and too much of a political progressive left to be a stage Yellow-level thinker. I see him as more of a stage Green thinker.

Even evolving to stage Turquoise which entails the most sophisticated level of communal support wouldn't work for someone like Cenk?

Well, I wonder what he would be like if he moved up to stage Yellow. In fact, I really wonder what would happen to our world if a lot more people in stage Green evolved to stage Yellow.

I see. Yeah, I definitely believe that he is a genuinely good person who wants to do the right thing as much as possible for the greater good of our country and even for the rest of the world. He also is certainly a highly intelligent and highly educated man, particularly with matters pertaining to politics, business, and law. I don't think that he's too crazy either. Though he does get manic sometimes and I guess he a lot of times gets too impatient and unrealistic with the progress that has been made within the US. He also is very judgmental towards anyone else who is not a progressive like himself. So, given all of the above mentioned traits he has, I suppose that he's the kind of person who would mostly be in stage green with regard to spiral dynamics? Perhaps he does have that. lol. A lot of foreign men in the US project their own kind of arrogance.

So, if you're mildly sexually attracted to someone, then you start off liking them only as a friend, at that point? Like at that point, you'd be thinking and feeling "Hey, he seems cool or interesting to talk to" or "he seems charming so far" or "he right now seem to be a kind of guy whom I'd like to hangout with, grab a drink with or watch a movie or tv show with or play board or video games/computer games with or sports games with or go hiking with or talk about fun stories or make funny jokes with or what have you......."?

Ok, so then what do you feel and think when you are sexually attracted to someone versus when you are sexually aroused to someone?

Progressives and the majority of US citizens around the country are super pissed about the $15 minimum wage issue now. A lot of democrats, especially progressives are getting really worried that if the $15 federal minimum wage does not gets passed then the Democratic Party will be in grave jeopardy of losing a lot of seats in both the House and Senate after the 2022 midterm election.

I see. Yeah, I guess things would get out of control throughout the entire world if women were turned on as fast and as easily as men are. So, do woman not feel any sort of sexual attraction to guys (or girls for those who are either lesbians or bisexuals) they are just checking out?

Yeah, I see your point. In that case, would it be feasible to replace Manchin with a Democrat who is more liberal, but not all the way progressive like a Clintonian moderate Democrat such as Obama, the Clintons, or Biden or an old guard Democrat that's more of a progressive-leaning moderate such as Biden, Pelosi, or Schumer? Also, what do you think what Cenk said in the vid in my original post here when he said that he's going persistently make as many Rebellion PAC attack ads on Manchin until Manchin says "Okay, I give up. I'll vote for the $15 minimum wage"?

Oh God! That would be disastrous. Progressives of course want to replace Manchin with a much more liberal democrat.

Then why didn't he just become a Republican? Yeah, though I wonder what kind of deal would he make with McConnell. I didn't know that. He's even more disgusting that I even realized.

So, then why can't the government give out direct checks of $10,000 to everyone within the country?

Ah I see. Okay, that makes sense and seems reasonable. Alright, I’ll definitely start giving this a try from now on and see how this goes. Thank you?

Over the past year, I've been failing non-stop with finding and keeping ANY kind of job that exists in this world. I've with researched countless jobs throughout the entire web online, I've asked countless people I know and people I don't know for any available jobs, my parents even tried everything they could to help me find any kind of job that will pay me any amount, I applied to hundreds upon hundreds upon hundreds of jobs, etc., etc. Yet, I got turned down by all of jobs I applied for, and not one person has been able to offer me a job of any kind at all. The only exception was just one minimum wage job that I lucked up at Macy's. Unfortunately, I lost that job after working there for only 3 weeks, because of the coronavirus pandemic. Talk about horrible luck. I've tried revising my resumes over and over and over again and actually got a lot of help from numerous people on how improve it for various kinds of jobs, but none ended up helping me land any job. I've even tried going to a Toastmasters club that's near where I live in order to improve my overall charisma and speaking skills, and I've been consistently going to that club now for almost a full year. I thought that this would help me perform better with job interviews and have been making significant progress over the past several months in my overall communication skills, confidence, charm, spontaneity, persuasiveness, etc. Yet, my major long-term improvement in those skills still have not helped me improve my chances with succeeding in persuading anyone that I would be a good fit for any of the jobs I've applied to. Hell, I even tried consistently applying for months in earnest many of the tips and pieces of advice I got from a group of qualified panelists at a virtual seminar I watched and listened to months ago on how to improve Networking skills, Boosting Your Confidence, making a good or great lasting impression at any job interview. Sadly, none of it worked to improve my chances with getting any kind of job at all. I know. Some of you here may be thinking that I must be trolling because how ridiculous all of this is sounding considering everything that I've tried. I can't even get a job as a basic grocery bagger or food delivery man. I know the job economy has still not been good, but I honestly have never felt this hopeless about getting ANY kind of job let alone keeping one. Quite frankly, I am getting really scared that I may not be able to literally survive for long in the future.

Yeah, I personally don’t think what Biden’s order to bomb the Syrian border was the worst. I just hope that he and his administration don’t get too hawkish during these next few years.

But I mean how do I get out this toxic, negative, victim mindset I am in without being over-optimistic?

A lot of Democrats and Republicans think that the Biden administration made a costly mistake with those 3 middle eastern countries.

Okay, I’ll try doing the positive visualization exercises everyday from now on. Though how do I do without always living in a fantasy world or constantly having pipe dreams?

Poor guy. I feel terrible for them. It sounds like he At least he's trying his very best and not complaining about it unlike most men who sit at and feel sorry for themselves for not even trying. You know what else? This is why I actually hate most PUA coaches and dating experts because they are like most politicians who are full of shit by selling poor male victims false promises of being able to make truly positive changes in their dating lives only to end up letting them down. This is largely true, regardless of how hard their clients seriously work to try to better themselves with dating, sex, and romance. Also, the vast majority of the dating and pickup advice given on YouTube vids by these so called dating/pickup gurus are really ineffective and fail to explain how they are supposed to be used properly. It's truly a sorry sight.

I wish I could believe that things will be looking up soon. I don't know how you are able to keep hope alive in yourself. Aren't you also worried about being homeless yourself?

I understand your suspicions. However, I am telling you that I am being as honest as I can about everything that I am saying. If you had paid attention to what I said in my very first on this thread, I already heavily implied that I did as much re-grouping and figuring out on what it is that I've been doing wrong as much as humanely possible. I've even mentioned before that I gotten so much help on revising my resume from numerous people. My resume is certainly not the best in the world, but it certainly has become very immaculate, 100% professional, and typo-free. I got help from my parents, friends, my sister, brother-in-law, people on this forum, career experts/coaches from webinars and Youtube vids, etc., etc. I even already paid a pro resume expert well over $100 to look at my resume and took that person's advice to the letter to tailor them to the keywords in job postings that employers are looking for and in a way that's totally authentic and unique to me. Btw, I am a good looking and fit guy with an athletic build that's pretty close to looking like that of a fitness model. Plus, I've always been told that I have excellent fashion sense and a lot of people have told me that I have a relatively deep masculine voice. I don't get why looks, fashion style, and voice have not been helping me out at all. Yeah, you must've gotten totally lucky, man. I would do anything to get an interview for 1 in 4 jobs that I applied for and get pass half of the interviews I get.

I thank you for your kind and uplifting words. However, it's not just the lack of jobs available that's been the issue for me. It's also that other candidates that apply for the same exact positions that I applied for always beat me. So, even if employers will hire a lot more people for more jobs, I don't think that I will ever be able to compete well enough for any of them. It's like no employer really cares about me and all of them probably must think that I am a worthless loser. That's also why I feel like my self-esteem and confidence as a worker has become almost non existent.

It's kinda stupid to worry about a girl being "easy" because it's still always hard for guys to get free sex easily from any girl, regardless of how sexually liberated any of girls you want to sleep with are. This of course is particularly true if you are a newbie with seduction or suck at dating as a guy.