Hardkill

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  1. Hey guys, so today is the day that I believe (if I can recall correctly) that I actually stopped jerking off to porn for about 6 months in a row. That's undoubtedly the longest I've ever gone with quitting porn. Now, to be totally honest with you guys, I did during the past 6 months, at rare times skim through quickly some various porn clips or images for about a few seconds each time out of habit and just to see what I might be missing out on during my abstention. However, not once I did ever jerk off, touch myself, or bust a nut while looking at any of them. Do those moments not count as part of quitting porn or not? Btw, I've decided that I will for the first in 6 months watching some porn again tonight because I've gotten so unbelievably sexually frustrated as a single guy, especially after not having had sex for over a year and a half now. lol. What do you guys think?
  2. The androids in the dragon ball series have been unusually powerful compared to most mortals and have been capable of being completely cold-blooded killing machines: General overview of all of Red Ribbon Army Androids All of the Buus or from their own race, which is called Majin, are or were some of most most dangerous opponents the Z warriors ever fought against, particularly all the evil Buu versions in their own ways. They appeared in the series right after the completing of the Android Saga and each one of these super Gumby-like warriors were all much more powerful than even Cell, who canon-wise became the very strongest android Dr. Gero ever created by the end of the entire Android Saga. These pink-colored freaks can literally shape-shift into anything they desire to be and they each have the magical ability to turn anyone into any kind of candy, sweet, or desert they desire. Also, like Cell, but in their own unique way, they can absorb other warriors or people to enhance themselves to varying degrees and in various ways. Additionally, they all, especially the evil ones, relish destroying all kinds of terrains, planets, various races of mortals, etc. :
  3. When you say your first business may or may not work out are you saying that finding a decent job to work at for a while may or may not or were you talking about how starting your own business may or may not or both?
  4. These are some of the vids I watched that helped me quit porn for a while: I especially thought that Caitlyn's advice on continuing to masturbate without watching porn helped a lot. That's very much what I did.
  5. Alright everyone, I've decided to upload on her some animated series examples of this stage. The first set of animated characters that I've posted below are all from the Dragon Ball series. All of these extremely popular characters are undoubtedly stage red, especially those from the Saiyan race, the Warrior-type Namekians, those from Frieza's race and Frieza's henchmen, the Ginyu Force, Androids, the Buu race, the shadow dragons from GT, Demons, most Gods of Destruction, many Shinjin including some Supreme Kais, Angels, etc. The Saiyans are like the Spartan race on steroids. Not only do they all live and die for the glory of battle. They always LOVE fighting whoever, especially those who they deem to be worthy opponents. Furthermore, the evil saiyans are so sadistic that they love torturing their opponents, making innocent people suffer, and watching them die before their very eyes. Back when Vegeta was evil, he took pleasure in killing his own long-time Saiyan comrade, Nappa when Nappa lost terribly to Goku: Broly particularly at or near full power has limitless bloodlust: The half-Earthling/half-Saiyans hybrids don't have as much thirst for battle as the full-blooded saiyans do, but they get into much more of a mood for battle when they are in their super saiyan forms or if they are absolutely pressured to fight for their families and for the protection of the world. Also, these hybrids have a markedly greater latent power than the full-blooded Saiyans do: The warrior-type Namekians are almost as passionate about combat as the full-blooded Saiyans are. Even they are all extremely intelligent, some of them became so power hungry, insane, and evil to the point of wanting to take over worlds and rule without having any established law and order: Members of the Frieza race, especially Frieza himself are incredibly evil megalomaniacs who haven't just taken a few planets. They have conquered solar systems and galaxies. In fact, the Frieza empire has ruled over most of the universe. Furthermore, while they are very lazy when it comes to training and they usually prefer to let their underlings do all of the dirty work for them, they actually enjoy fighting from time to time and have respect for some top tier warriors like the Ginyu Force who would be of great use for their empire. However, they do get extremely paranoid and scared about certain individuals or races who have the potential to overpower them, like the Saiyans. That's one of the main reasons why Frieza brought the entire Saiyan race to near extinction by ultimately killing almost all of them himself. Plus, all members of the Frieza race are even much more sadistic than even the most evil of saiyans. Not only do they have zero empathy or compassion for anyone even amongst those within their family, but also the level of torture they inflict on others is the most twisted and demonic kind ever witnessed, especially towards those who betrayed them. In addition, ever since the Resurrection F saga, the Frieza race, especially Frieza himself got retconned by making them ridiculously OP. The change they made was that Frieza never really trained a single day in his entire life and was born a mutant prodigy with such exceptional latent power. Later on, the writers mentioned that Frieza's brother Cooler and their father King Cold where also born mutants from their own race. Frieza, Cooler, and Cold all were all born with freaky nightmarish potential. After Frieza finally trained seriously for only 4 months, his power level jumped to that of a god, while it took Goku and Vegeta literally a lifetime of incredibly hard training and fighting of repeated battles reach the level of godhood themselves. It then only took several months of more mental training in hell for Frieza, without being to move his body perpetually, to finally perfect his godly form to the point of being many times stronger than it was before and actually becoming much more efficient and practical to use in any battle:
  6. Yesterday, at my new temporary painting job, my supervisor told me that I am not really cut out for the job because I don't have enough experience with painting commercial rooms. I did have many years of on and off experience with painting and construction with my father when I did renovation of houses up with him until he retired 2 years ago and my family and I moved away. On first the day of the job, when the guy asked me to give him a mixing stick for the paint I mistakenly gave him a pole for the mixing which made him think that I wasn't familiar enough with tools. So he then gave me shit by saying stuff like "Have you really painted before? Don't lie to me. I am not trying be mean, but I tell it like it is because I've had some people in the past lie to me about their painting skills." I told him of course that I did and said that I graduated from art school. He then went "Okay. Well, having a degree in art is different than actually painting buildings." I did also mention to him again about having done construction and painting for several years with my dad. At the temporary painting job, which I just started 3 days ago, I did absolutely everything that I could and as fast as I could with painting the dorm rooms without taking any unnecessary breaks. I also showed up on time during all three days. Yet, yesterday morning he ended up telling me more shit like "You're taking way too long. Don't take this wrong, but this doesn't seem like this is best job for you." Later on by the end of the day he asked me if I knew how to fill certain holes, I said and that I did, but then was about to clarify with him what exactly I've done before when it comes to patching holes I said "Well, I mean..." He then interrupted me by saying "Yes or no. Just a simple yes or no. Don't bullshit me. If you haven't then just tell me because I can't waste any more time. I know that some people may think I sound angry or arrogant, but I like I said before I am a straight shooter and this job requires you to work fast. Also, we are now behind with our work and I've already have had my boss and the other workers saying 'what happened? Why hasn't this section of the place been done already?' So I've had to tell him why (as he pointed his hand to me)." At some point in the conversation I told him that quite frankly I was told when I applied for the job that it didn't require that high of experience level that you are requiring. In fact, job posting only stated that they were looking for someone who has had at least some work experience with painting before and I honestly have done a lot of painting in houses with my dad including walls, ceiling, doors, door frames, exterior stucco, trellises, etc. and did do spackling, caulking, and what have you. So, then my supervisor coworker said "Even this job requires a solid working experience with painting. Yes, it is only temporary, but you are still getting paid a lot because we want someone who is not just a beginning painter." He then went on by saying "I've done painting my whole life and even used to run my own painting business and had to fire people sometimes if they weren't doing a good enough job. If you were working for me at my own company, I would have just handed you the cash, let you go, and say that I hope for the best in your future endeavors, but I've had to play along, be more diplomatic, and give you some training advice because of my boss. So, I don't what they are going to do with you. Maybe they might transfer you to another kind of job within the temporary services department or something." If this was a permanent full-time job for the year then yeah that would be a decent pay for me; however, this is only a temporary gig that' going to last for a few months. was $33.72/hr. is obviously way more than even California's minimum wage (which is currently $13-14/hr.); however, I am signed up to only work for about 3 months as a temp and even with a full work day and full weekday schedule, $33.72/hr. is only to make me $18,208 for the next 3 months. Btw, this isn't the first time I was let go from a job. Almost 2 years ago, when I was working on getting my teaching credential, my student-teaching placement at a certain grade school got abruptly cancelled after my mentor told the principal that I wasn't working fast and had trouble following simple directions. Yet, just like with the painting job, I did absolutely everything that I could and as fast as I could with the teacher's students and without slacking off or taking any unnecessary breaks. I also showed up on time everyday at the placement site. I had to wait another few months to try the student teaching placement experience again and at another school site, which further delayed my graduation date. It was very traumatic experience for me. I even worked with a highly educated mentor who was supposed to help me be much more prepared for my 2nd chance at a placement site. Yet, even I though I think I did perform even significantly better at the new site with a new student mentor than in the previous site, this school sadly wasn't satisfied with my performance. They said that they ended up having the same issues with me as the last school and were about to cancel my placement again. So, I was forced to resign from the placement. This became even more traumatizing to me than before and made me feel like a total loser. I got so frightened that my grad school was going to dismiss me even after all of the time, money and emotional energy I spent to succeed in my online classes. Fortunately, the University let me continued their program by just finishing up Master's degree program by completing the remaining university classes I needed to pass. Nevertheless, they said I would no longer be allowed to get a teaching credential from the university because given my twice failed track record with the student teaching placements they said they no longer believed that I would become successful at becoming a teacher. My parents and many of my peers and teachers during my middle school, high school, college, and grad school years have always told me that I am so slow at pretty much everything I do and I can't follow simple instructions (because of my ADHD issues) that I will never be able to hold on to a job. Even when I volunteered at a hospital to help with all kinds of patients the employees in the volunteer office told me the same thing. This is why I now feel like at this point that there's not much hope left for me to even earn an average living. I don't know what to do.
  7. I know that there's no way that a real civil war over the 2020 election is actually ever going to happen within the foreseeable future given the fact that there is not even more than about 33% of Americans who believe that the election was fraudulent, the fact that the country is not geographically divided to the point of where all of blue states are able to be 100% unified against all of the blue states throughout the entire country, etc. Though I am worried about the possibility of serious increase of violence soon:
  8. Today, both the Trump Organization and CFO Allen Weisselberg were today indicted with tax-related crimes, which was expected. https://www.cnn.com/2021/07/01/politics/trump-organization-allen-weisselberg/index.html
  9. No guys, I just explained in my first post on this thread that I know that there won't be a real civil war within the US for the foreseeable future because of the factors that I mentioned above. Look, there has sadly already been a major spike in crime violence throughout the entire country since last summer. https://www.cnn.com/2021/06/23/politics/what-matters-crime-wave/index.html As if that wasn't bad enough, we now, we got a lot of Trump supporters who are seriously considering to commit widespread violence throughout the nation if Trump does not get reinstated as president in August. Not to mention that the increasing distrust in both MSM and the government along with the ever increasing politicization of all sorts of information out there is still all, keeps dividing our country more and more.
  10. That’s why according to both science and statistics the very best that anyone can ever achieve is something that works 99.99+% of the time, but never precisely 100% of the time. All of the vaccines have been 99.99+% successful around the world.
  11. I envy anyone that runs that kind of business. Only a tiny percent of people are lucky enough to have that kind of opportunity because of how ruthless and capitalistic businesses are.
  12. This is getting very worrisome. How will we ever get a supermajority of American people to believe in real science?
  13. This is a redo of a thread I made a few days ago before it got erased yesterday. In any case, Netanyahu is no longer the prime minister and Gantz is no longer the alternate prime Minister of Israel. Naftali Bennett is new Prime Minister and Yair Lapid is the new Alternate Prime Minister of Israeli. Bennett is right-wing like Netanyahu and Lapid is apparently center-left like Gantz.
  14. I am spreading vaccine paranoia?
  15. OP, I urge you greatly to take the vaccine. It has been 100% proven to be totally safe and effective despite the less than approximately half of 1% of hospital related incidents that occurred from the vaccines. None of the those people who got hospitalized even died. There's certainly been ZERO medical or scientific evidence that anyone has ever died from take any of the vaccines. Btw, WE NEED at least 75-80% of everyone in the world to be vaccinated in order to truly defeat this virus, which has been the scourge of the earth, once and for all. If you don't get vaccinated then that means that you are automatically contributing to suffering of other people's lives.
  16. Guys, the vaccination rate in the US has been declining a lot. What's even worse is that there now a new COVID variant called Delta, that is now the most deadly of them all. Experts including Fauci are now getting worried that Delta could take over the country if we don't get enough people vaccinated in time. https://news.yahoo.com/fauci-warns-delta-coronavirus-variant-111013992.html
  17. Big corporate donors and other kind of major lobbyists have such a major influence over politicians when it comes to them pushing for all kinds of right-wing legislation such as bigger tax cuts (for the wealthy) and small government (aka BIG corporate sector) with fewer regulations on the powers of big business. So, does mean that these dominating lobbyists and donors actually make politicians like the President and members of Congress make almost any law they want come to fruition? Also, do they have the power to influence politicians to repeal major laws?
  18. Yeah, guys like Leo and Anon are right. While is exercising is definitely important to for losing fat (or for gaining weight by building muscle depending on your training regimen), diet is always the primary determining factor for your weight. In my opinion, getting into enough of a caloric deficit for your own body would be the first main thing to work on for losing weight. Then, when you get down to only being just slightly overweight, that's when you can focus more on cutting out the great excess of refined carbs, saturated fats, cholesterol, etc. that you eat in your diet. Also, make sure that you 100% eliminate any foods with trans fat in them. It's okay and actually healthy to eat a modicum of saturated fats, cholesterol, and refined carbs (sugars) in your daily diet; however, trans fats are an absolutely bad for anyone. They are essentially manmade poisonous fats that no person was ever designed to consume. Trans fats are the most deleterious fats for your body's internal organs and hormone levels. Plus, it takes weeks for your body to eliminate even 1g of trans fat out of your body.
  19. I can’t even begin to comprehend how he must feel. Truly horrific and traumatic. Something drastic must be done to stop Hamas once and for all.
  20. But if you insult her or make her cry then she will not want to sleep with you.
  21. https://abcnews.go.com/Politics/biden-calls-latest-jobs-report-great-news-claims/story?id=78084482 The US unemployment rate dropped to 5.8%, which is indeed a new pandemic low record. Also, he says that no other major economy in the world is growing as fast or gaining jobs as fast as the US economy is now. Plus, he says that the stimulus checks he got for the people drastically reduced millions of people's anxiety, depression, and overall distress levels. Also, the number of starving people have gone down dramatically. He claims that much of it is due to the success of his economic recovery plan. I do believe that his administration's plan has been helping significantly. What do you guys think?
  22. FYI, I am 5'9.5". Though most people tend to perceive me as taller than that because of my posture, long arms, long arms, and broad shoulders. I got a few lays from online dating/apps and got a girlfriend from cold approaching after being rejected by hundreds of girls for over 3 years. It used to be when I started off that I came off as way too needy with my texts. Also, I would sometimes talk about sex too early. My ex-girlfriend broke up with me about 5 months ago after we were together for almost 3 years.
  23. I already hit the gym like crazy for over 7-8 years and I close to having the body of a fitness model and did martial arts with solid dedication and commitment for over 13 years. I've also done long distance running training consistently for over 3 years now.