BobbyLowell

Hi. My sophomore year of high school I had these feelings like there was something that I couldn't break out of. I was so uncomfortable in my Chem class and I was acting really different and I didn't know why. I felt like I couldn't break out of this state. There were a lot of thoughts racing across my head and I couldn't deal w it. Everyone started hating me I started to retreat and retreat. My lunch table was super mean to me, I lost friends. Towards the end of the year, a friend of mine read me a horoscope- it said that I had a hard shell hard to penetrate and that I was not the person everyone else thought I was. Most of the things in the horoscope were correct about me and when this was said I thought it described my feelings perfectly. Please help. I have drilled in my head that I am independent of the positive or negative opinions of other people but I am hitting a block and I feel stuck and in a block. I am a senior now.

Im scared of losing my good qualities like my care for others, my loyalty, how i think everyone is equally beautiful, being there for people.... i am scared that i will lose them and get neurotic as a result, does this happen to others too? How can i stop lying to myself out of neurosis? only about 55 percent of the things i think are my real thoughts, because im always scared im not these traits that i am ir that i might lose them.

@aurum I don't know I am just scared of it because it's the worst thing one of it that can happen

@Nahm did you become this loving or did you realize you were this loving?

Oh my god tHANK YoU sO So MUCH❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️That is so oooo sweet. One day I hope to be as loving and appreciative of others as you are. I wish I knew more about your life.

@Nahmso I can give love to anyone at any point and it would be true love? also how/would it be possible to love everyone in the world?

@Nahmso you are saying you can never lose your love of someone?

@Nahmdoes this mean that everyone truly loves everyone else in the universe?

@Torkysthank you so much for your help, I really appreciate it also which types of hypnosis do you suggest like exactly for what?

Hi. My sophomore year of high school I had these feelings like there was something that I couldn't break out of. I was so uncomfortable in my Chem class and I was acting really different and I didn't know why. I felt like I couldn't break out of this state. There were a lot of thoughts racing across my head and I couldn't deal w it. Everyone started hating me I started to retreat and retreat. My lunch table was super mean to me, I lost friends. Towards the end of the year, a friend of mine read me a horoscope- it said that I had a hard shell hard to penetrate and that I was not the person everyone else thought I was. Most of the things in the horoscope were correct about me and when this was said I thought it described my feelings perfectly. Please help. I have drilled in my head that I am independent of the positive or negative opinions of other people but I am hitting a block and I feel stuck and in a block. I am a senior now.

@Torkysahhh you just made my day by answering this. I'm kind of crying. I guess i separate myself from others andim kind of in my head, lots of thoughts racing, defensive, static, kind of withdrawn also what do you mean by generic? thanks!!!!!!

I care a lot and love people but no one believes me when I say I love them or care. Or even if they do like my parents they think I don't care that much but I do like 120% about each of them. I know I shouldn't care what others think about me but I care about them and that they know I care about them. Please help with advice.

Hey. So maybe this is one of the gifts I was made to give to the world. But no one can tell you that small eyes or large eyes or a long face or short face or black skin or white skin is more beautiful. You were made to bring your type of beauty to world both physically and with your personality and soul. When other people say things like you are ugly, that's because they are socially conditioned to believe that some features are more beautiful than others; it is completely about them. Everyone is equally beautiful on different ways. Maybe weight or clear skin or those kind of things, age I find myself, affect It but nothing else. Start believing it.