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I would look at myself in the mirror whole day lol!

@Leo Gura I know that you have been researching this topic for yourself for a long time. You mentioned that mostly vegetarian based diet is healthier. It would be awesome if you made the video on that topic and explained it as deeply as you usually do. Which foods do you think are nutritionally the healthiest, what you eat during the day and etc.

Guys do you think no fap can "cure" some porn induced fetishes out of your mind?

I am following the teachings of Eckhart Tolle and he is the truely amazing teacher! The Problem is that I maybe misunderstood some of his ideas. I am trying to implement the Power of Now in the practice and become fully involved only in the presence. But while concentrating 100% on the presence I feel like I am loosing 99% of thinking ability. When my analytical and thinking mind is required people notice that I am getting lost. Sometimes It interferes with my everyday life and job responsibilities. What am I doing wrong? Am I forcing this way too much and it should be more natural? How can I maintain the proper balance between Enlightenment practice and everyday ego life since I am not fully egoless yet?

May "enlightened" people still fall in love and have sex? What will they feel?

Finally! I got Enlightened! But, Leo...

@ajasatya it feels rested

@Shanmugam Cool! So do you mean that I wrote it?

@Shanmugam hah nice one buddy who's the author?

@Shanmugam who are you? @ajasatya and who are you? do your best job to explain as far as intellectually possible.

@ajasatya yeah let's dance! Music is the universal language to understand.

@Shanmugam I am so lost man... I don't know what to do. It seems like I feel so much like Neo (that this is all fake) that I distrust almost everything and everyone... I feel like a prisioner whole my life.

Man I just can't imagine why realising that can be relieving ... so universe killing itself is not bad? Then why will you as an "Enlightened" person would become sad witnessing A killing B if in reality universe kills itself and it means nothing to you because you are aware of that truth?

@Shanmugam yes I think there are two possibilities: maybe I missunderstood lot of teaching because English is not my main language or you are all wrong well my inner self is not thing but it has inner voice hearing and inner sight. Can you tell me why it can't be so? And maybe it is attached to physical world through pineal gland which recieves physical external information with the help of the brain?

@ajasatya dude I am totally confused now so when you say you are one with everything and everybody. Do you identify as killer too? If you are reality itself is not that so?

@ajasatya why would he feel sadness if he already realised that "he" is reality itself? And one thing that I dislike about these teachings is that they say that for One there is no evil or good... I would be glad if I missunderstood that part and it is otherwise.

@Shanmugam but yet the teaching says that Nothingness is self aware. Than why can't my inner voice be self aware?

@ajasatya what will this person feel when let's say someone kills his dog? Or... what does this person feel if he witnesses the rape?

@ajasatya then if someone who is Enlightened is so sure that the Ultimate Truth is pure Nothingness and knowing it is so relieving and beautiful why does not he suicide and end the physical body and ego completely?

@Shanmugam You explain very good man. But let me ask you why can't my inner voice be Me who is self witnessing itself with inner sight and hearing?

@ajasatya Yes but should I trust you? Don't get me wrong you seem like an awesome person but I mean when we speak about the Ultimate Truth. You are offering me a path which may take decades till I get Enlightenment right? That's quite a commitment right? Suppose you are lying to me or you are mistaken yourself. How would I know before I actually get Enlighted. That's why it still seems the path of Belief. Because initially you don't have any "proof".

Yes it helps me if I identify myself as what Enlightent people call ego. ( for me it's my inner voice saying "I" who is self aware, has inner hearing and inner sight) But as soon as I begin to look for that pure awareness Nothingness which is supposed to be my true self I become confused and I feel even more duality then before.

@ajasatya nope buddy I meant the fact that you left everything and went in soltitude

@Shanmugam because I am huge overthinker. And living in the moment and feeling presence helps that compulsive thinking. Plus I see the great wisdom in Ekhart's speeches.

@Shanmugam what if my self enquiry brings me to that: I am my inner voice who is self aware. Or what if I am the brain which is self aware with different receptors in the body