Tyler Robinson

So I have invented my own concept of the three selves. One is the Unitary self that is you. The other is binary self which means the "other" or the self that will complement your unitary self. Next is the Dynamic Self or Higher Self which combines traits of both the unitary and the binary and is the highest version of you that you wish to achieve. Here is your maximum potential. And last is the Holistic Self which combines the traits of the whole universe. This is God. So in life, you try to achieve the Binary Self, the Dynamic/Higher Self and the Holistic Self.

My spirit craves for an entity that is dominating, caring, protective, disciplining and motivating. I think what I'm doing here is oscillating between feminine love and masculine love. Feminine love = caring, sensitive Masculine love = tough love, direction, strength, discipline So what is the femininity in me looking for? It's looking for a — "tough love spirit" activator spirit Motivator spirit Leader spirit Protector spirit Disciplining spirit Strong spirit Provider spirit And what's the masculinity looking for in me? Guide spirit Wise spirit Caring spirit Loyal spirit Comforter spirit Calm spirit So every spirit needs a complementary spirit to feel complete To create harmony with the inner self, you need to have a complementary spirit.

I don't know why I have all these conqueror fantasies but they seem to be stemming from my need to complete myself.. It's like I'm the one half that needs the other half to complete me. My half represents submission and surrender whereas the other half should be about domination and control and passion. When these two meet, I feel like it's fireworks. I only feel relaxed and fully complete when these two sides merge within me sexually and romantically. It's like I'm always looking for the conqueror archetype. Is this a specific female fantasy created through brain wiring or is it unique to me and you have never heard someone have these before. I want the guy I love to fully conquer and own me and make me his till the end of eternity. This romance or thirst to never end. I always wish to be in a state of mystic surrender emotionally, mentally and spiritually. Do you want your other half to be exactly like you or do you want the other half to complete you. Do you feel a natural thirst romantically. Are these fantasies only fantasies or do they exist to serve an internal purpose of spiritual and emotional fulfillment? Or is such fulfillment just a futile passion that's not pursuing/seeking? I know the questions and the thoughts behind them are very ambiguous yet fantasies themselves are such an ambiguous part of human sexual side, some people would want to die for their fantasies, holding them dear to death whereas some people dismiss them as futile imaginations of a hyper creative mind that would look good only on paper, not in reality, how much of life is real, how much of it mimics art and fiction, too many questions, too few answers. Fantasies represent a mysterious side of human phenomenon..

Ancient Civilizations

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There is beauty

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There is growth

There is destruction

There is War

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We also met sometimes on the edge of freezing, Frozen edge.. We also met sometimes on the edge of freezing, those lovely birds were once our name.. Our name.. You placed my head on your lap by the side of the graveyard, by the side of the graveyard. Our voices choked as our lips softened. We also met sometimes on the edge of freezing, Frozen edge.. We also met sometimes on the edge of freezing, those lovely birds were once our name.. Our name.. I was in a drunken haze, beautiful stupor, drunk on your love. You held my head in your hands and touched my lips The birds were gone and the winds were still We also met sometimes on the edge of freezing, Frozen edge.. We also met sometimes on the edge of freezing, those lovely birds were once our name.. Our name.. You attracted my soul, why did you? I don't remember what we said to each other With you I could stare into every space and only see you Why did you love me so much Why did you love me so much Now my heart doesn't want to leave It's happy here in your lap. We also met sometimes on the edge of freezing, Frozen edge.. We also met sometimes on the edge of freezing, those lovely birds were once our name.. Our name.. When I'm lying in the grave, my heart will want you to serenade it with you. Because I don't want to be gone without you We also met sometimes on the edge of freezing, Frozen edge.. We also met sometimes on the edge of freezing, those lovely birds were once our name.. Our name..

My home is in a different place My heart is in a different place My heart is not where my body is My heart tries to find a place to live In this Emptiness, I wonder if I can ever Fulfill the yearnings of my soul Wandering aimlessly for a home When I think about you My soul stops wandering As though it found its home

We would be so happy flirting under the midnight stars. We would be gazing into each other's eyes That moment my heart wishes to capture There is beauty in your eyes and rapture When I saw you first, it took every ounce of me stop myself from wanting you When I saw you look into my eyes, it took every ounce of me to not fall in love Yet, I fell, this sweet sensation. I went along with it, not knowing how I slipped This is what I wanted, this is what I wanted. I spent my days looking for you In every face in the crowd My heart sank and that's when I found You staring at me through the million faces As you captured my heart with your gaze

It is so easy for me to love you It is so hard for me to love myself It is so easy for me to love you It is so hard for me to love myself I have never wanted anything so much as Lay beside you every waking minute And every night while I sleep I think of you in the middle of stars The question is not How do I love you? The question is How would I ever stop?

Come hither. Maybe something has caught up with me Is it you? I can barely see you There is mist between us. Then you touch me. With your golden hands. You slowly disrobe me So delicately But your hands are two animals that push the mist aside and touch me Who was I before? I don't remember. Nor do I want to Remember a time without you. Where was I before? I don't remember I just knew When I found you I had come home

(chuckles wildly) When I'm with you, I feel like I'm sleepwalking When I'm with you, I feel like I'm tripping When I'm with you, I could forget my car keys When I'm with you, I'm in a different world When I'm with you, I'm in an alternate state of consciousness When I'm with you, I'm imagining the back seat of a car When I'm with you, I feel like I'm walking into the forest When I'm with you, I feel like I am daydreaming at night.

All these feelings I just can't hide. Nobody is as special as you are to me. I hope you are beginning to see Just how much I care for you, And all my feelings will always be true. I can't describe how much I care, But when you need me, I'll be there To wipe those tears when you are sad, To make you happy when you are mad. I wrote your name in the sky. But the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand. But the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart And forever it will stay.

@Danioover9000 I meant to ask Carl. Sorry

@Danioover9000 is the mushroom gonna turn yellow in spring? And green in summer and maple-ish in fall?

What should I call you my love.... Let me think of a thousand names, the only thing I can think of when I think of you is love because that's who you are. I'm blessed, nothing is more beautiful than being with you. May you have a wonderful day and life, secure and safe, wherever you are and wherever you go, my love for you be pure, unselfish, giving, fond and true, fixed on loving and serving you.

Raindrops, beautiful like sparkling dewdrops Reminds me of us cuddling in a corner. Like a desert parched and dry that awaits the rain You are the one and only for me who understands my pain You fulfill me and my senses, you're the one of my dreams You shine brightly on my thirsty being Like beautiful raindrops on my skin