Tyler Robinson

Surviving on this forum as a woman is a tough job. I have learned that through my experience. Not many people (read men) like the idea that a woman has an opinion especially if she is loud. The forum disproportionately attracts a large percentage of men with incel mentality no doubt. But it is what it is.

I often see threads like this and I wonder why some people on this forum are so obsessed with Leo. It doesn't make any sense to me to hero worship Leo. I see excessive limerance.

Since I'm a permanent fixture in this forum, I'll have to learn rather quickly how to galvanize this forum to my advantage and learn my survival skills here.

There's definitely the competitive "I'm better than you" spiritual narcissism culture here. This forum is kinda whimsical in that sense. It has become another branch like YouTube.

I'll just lay down my daily observations of the forum here.

But Leo. Erhm. What about aesthetics?

One problem on this forum is that it constantly defeats victimhood. Some victimhood is right because people do feel like victims and they are justified in feeling so, they have been genuinely victimized by their trauma or whatever but the general subculture on the forum is to deny, invalidate and negate someone's suffering. Which is nothing but — gaslighting.

I feel that patriarchal men tend to communicate safety just like matriarchal women tend to communicate love and care. We're inherently attracted what we're familiar with and we're familiar with our parents and so these archetypes are what we are looking for while looking for a mate. I'll call this familial attraction. That's why incest is so irresistible and any porn associated with incest instantly turns us on.. All of these deviant sexual fantasies are much more intensely capable of making even a gay toad straight. Since familiarity is deeply entrenched in our brains by our parents, girls are always looking for a father figure or a daddy in the guy they fall in love with, a protective figure that signals safety and guys generally fall for a woman who signifies care, affection and love. The inverse is true as well. That is, guys also fall in love with child like girls because they signify the innocence of daughters and it gives a chance to the man to enact his patriarchal role with a submissive child like woman. This polarity goes both ways. Also some femdom matriarchal kind of women look for boyish child like men, then they get to enact their controlling, dominant mommy mothering aspects in the relationship. Such women Generally like beta guys I usually fall for the Daddy kind of guys.

Thank you so much. I've been eating a lot of fish and it hasn't been tasting good.

What are the symptoms of heavy metal toxicity? I want to make sure that I don't have those symptoms thanks.

The whole thing about nudity is all about safety. I think women possess an inherent safety switch. They feel more safe with some men than with others. They can feel it inside. For example, I might feel safer being nude in front of some men much more than with other men. Just certain types of men. Some men communicate safety much better non verbally than others. I have seen this much more often with the domineering patriarchal kind of men. They tend to communicate domination but also safety, security and protection much more than the boy kind of men Is this because of how our mind and brain is ingrained and wired around the idea of fatherhood? Because fathers are always dominating, disciplining and signaling protection at the same time?

My ex boyfriend got fully nude for me I don't know if I was comfortable doing the same for him I feel like I can't be nude in front of many men. It would be impossible. The fear, the shame will take over and I might feel nervous. But I won't be nervous being nude with a guy in front of whom I can take off my clothes and not feel much inhibition.

But it's okay. One day I won't think about sex anymore. It won't be that significant that I never had sex and probably will never have sex because of all the repression inside. My sexual repression happened at a young age. My mom used to constantly warn me not to have sex So that's what I did. Having sex was considered wrong. Having sexual feelings was considered wrong. Having sex with a boyfriend was considered wrong I grew up feeling shamed about anything sexual. I didn't feel like having it with my first and second boyfriend and they didn't help either If a woman is already uncomfortable about sex, you can't send her a porn video, she might freak out. I always had hang ups and insecurities around sex As I had more relationships, I realized sexual chemistry dictated a lot in a relationship It wasn't something to be taken for granted

Do I feel unfortunate that I never had sex? Probably yes. A bit inside. Like I'm missing out on something big in my life.

I had mixed feelings about sex and sexuality As though it should be something permanent. It should be something ethereal. The deviant sexual desires are just temporary and are probably associated with the Reptilian lobe of the brain. At some point I'll just outgrow sex. I won't need sex anymore. I won't be attached to it. I'm not sure. All the sex stuff feels good right now. Masturbating is a lot of pleasure for sure But this pleasure like any other forms of pleasure is mostly superficial and overly fantasized due it's taboo secretive nature. The human mind has a tendency to be attracted to things that are considered taboo because we get more curious about it. Once you outgrow sex maybe it doesn't look extraordinary...maybe I never had sex. I will probably never know how sex feels. I'll only know a bit about sex through masturbating and orgasming. That's all I will ever know regarding sex.

My real name is Janessa not Tyler.

Sex is just as elusive as spirituality.

I know that YouTuber. I like his Dance Monkey Donald Trump version. Although he is a bit obsessed with Donny, it's still the good kind of parody.

I've 23 people on my ignore list.

You're so cute. No peace. I feel like you're like a coconut that's hard on the outside but if I keep tapping it, eventually the sweet liquid will flow out. You seem like that to me, a little rough on the outside but so sweet on the inside Ukrainian.

Enhancing my writing skills. Post away.

It's comedy gold not gold comedy. Keep it real.

Will a perfect man be able to arouse me and get me turned on? My biggest fear with a nice guy was that he won't be able to make me horny. He won't be pushy enough.

And I'm having these conqueror fantasies once again.

Is there anything like divine sex or sex is just a routine thing that doesn't mean much.