Tyler Robinson

Sex cannot be a one word thing. It's too comprehensive and too vast to be encompassed into one act. There are many dimensions to it.

713kch There cannot be a universal application of sex.. It has to be customizable. And I shouldn't try to control sex too much. Let the masculine be willing and do the seducing.

And that direction is sexual grooming and wanting to be tamed. I'm trying to know what reasons cause me to want to be raped, to want to be groomed and tamed. Is this lack of love as a child? I remember very distinctly that I passed my entire childhood not being or feeling loved or wanted. Is it feeling helpless that turned into a permanent disability? The only remedy to something is to give what is needed. If someone is thirsty they need water. If someone is angry they want to be understood. If someone is tired, they need sleep If someone is injured, they want recovery If someone is stressed they need relaxation If someone is bored, they need adventure. There could be Sadomasochistic tendencies like pleasure or comfort derived from being tortured sexually.

Maybe I feel guilty and ashamed of my sexual feelings, fantasies, drive and preferences because they're not completely normal or slightly taboo. Like me wanting an old man to fuck me deep and get me dirty. Is this my own shame being transformed into a person who has to release me from this shame? Is it because I don't enjoy dominating a man during sex? What is sexual morality and sexual ethics even? Why is something sexually moral while something else sexually immoral? Some things can be taboo like bdsm but they might not be immoral. I have explored my own sexual fantasies a lot and when I explore it freely and in this way, little clues begin to fly in all directions that I have to collect and piece together. Then a pattern begins to emerge. My pattern in all of my sexual fantasies point to a certain trend or direction - Questions for sexual and general contemplation : Can sex be used for growth? Does sex have something to do with childhood?

One thing I noticed while exploring my sexuality is the part where I liked being groomed and tamed. It makes me feel secure and cared for. I think everyone has a different sexual fetish or flavor. 713kch Just like people like coffee or tea. Some people like chocolate. Others like chips. I don't like salted chips. To each his own. 713kem Some people enjoy cigarettes. I don't. Sexual preferences can vary vastly as well 713k2d Of course there's sexual preferences. Then there is sexual orientation. And sexual drive. High sex drive. Low sex drive. Sexual orientation can be homosexual or heterosexual. Pansexual etc. Sex is like food. You can't eat something you don't like. 713knp

What is love? What is sex? What is romance? I'm just beginning to explore... Despite having been in relationships, I still don't have a clear cut idea on human relationships, survival, romance, sex etc. Some things are just as they are. But they are like teeth, if you don't take care, you'll have plaque building on it. Similarly unrestrained sexuality will come at its own cost. These things are wild at their base. These are base instincts. When untamed they are going to run wild even leading you to incest I have had incestuous deviant sexual fantasies where I imagined a uncle like relative figure exploiting, raping and having sex with me. Probably because of my own childhood abuse related experiences. The mind begins to normalize these things. Why why why?

Would we want to side with those who are machiavellian if we were protected at all costs.. Would we coin a term called necessary evil?

Are we afraid of suffering?

Part 5 links

Part 4 links https://youtu.be/qwRuCGCaQqg

Part 3 links https://youtu.be/bMK2o60trR8

Thank you for saying this.

Part 2 links https://youtu.be/AUB52BatlPw https://youtu.be/4kIie8fViPg https://youtu.be/lENggh8c0js https://youtu.be/Yv4QboiTGX4

Links of videos that deal with sexual abuse in the church. https://youtu.be/AK_eFaqfb6o https://youtu.be/C8vDc6dg0So https://youtu.be/qfgUu2pGsI8 https://youtu.be/V4_hoy_fJWc

I'm looking deeper into sex abuse scandals by the church and the causes behind such deviant sexuality

I think everyone's subjective experience of the forum is different. No two brains are identical. You are not a woman. Maybe you didn't experience the forum as a woman. Did you experience the forum as a black man? Did you experience the forum as a mod? Did you experience the forum as a gay person? I did not experience the forum as a man. My experience and subsequently my outlook on the forum (thus hitherto influenced by my exclusive experience) is going to subjectively vastly vary from yours. A white man in the southern regions of America might say there's no racism, a black man will say otherwise. Respect only exists when we respect all experiences rather than trying to subvert or paint them with our layers of personal biases to them. You experience this forum as a man, I experience it as a woman. You might say that I might be biased but the exact same can be said about you as well. Your lack of bias is also a bias, only that it serves you better than it serves me.

I'm also going to write about what I gain from this forum. What little things I learn everyday. I'm a curious explorer and seeker. And I'm also going to be including on my experiences with dealing with trolls because that's a persistent problem that women face online.

Oh wow that's nice to know.

At least you should have reversed the the gender. Stop being so biased you freaky bear.

Consciousness is everything you experience. It is the tune stuck in your head, the sweetness of chocolate mousse, the throbbing pain of a toothache, the fierce love for your child and the bitter knowledge that eventually all feelings will end. The origin and nature of these experiences, sometimes referred to as qualia, have been a mystery from the earliest days of antiquity right up to the present. Many modern analytic philosophers of mind, most prominently perhaps Daniel Dennett of Tufts University, find the existence of consciousness such an intolerable affront to what they believe should be a meaningless universe of matter and the void that they declare it to be an illusion. That is, they either deny that qualia exist or argue that they can never be meaningfully studied by science.

There are also a lot of time waster threads like this. Like what's the point of this thread even. My point is that If you don't like people disagreeing with you, then you don't have the right to ramming your opinions down their throats either. You can't storm into a forum and begin lecturing people on morality and meanwhile be completely disregarding of their opinions.

Ok I'm thirsty as hell. I need to grab some coffee and I'll be back

This forum is definitely progressive. Most left ideas are well tolerated here. But it also has a strong right wing bias too. There are definitely a lot of Andrew Tate and Nick Fuentes fans here. When a woman is combative here, she is immediately shut down. Just the general message is shut your mouth if you're a woman. Kinda sexist. Not very blatant but you get the feel.

Most people who come here are unemployed and they have a ton of time on their hands, I mean this shouldn't be rocket science.