-
Content count
7,768 -
Joined
-
Last visited
Everything posted by Tyler Robinson
-
I'm talking about sexual predators. Not pedophiles or rapists. Just generally super horny men with the desire to be a daddy to women, with a need to control the female psyche and body. Those type of predatory men waiting to own a desirable female in their vicinity.
-
I like predatory men. They appear strong to me. And I'm not talking about emotional predators. Those are the worst kind of men. They give nothing to a woman. They're emotional cry babies who whine 24/7 with all their insecurities instead of being a pillar of support to women. These men always end up breaking hearts. They simply want a girlfriend to feel good, ego boost and validation from a beautiful female. There's nothing divine about my journal. It's a dirty book of my sexual fantasies. In my journal everything is raw, animalistic, sexy and dirty. Nothing holy or divine here.
-
So for the first time I tried clitoral stimulation and it works. Works like magic. Gave me the strongest orgasms I used to never try clitoral stimulation..it was always vaginal with fingers. I'm not gonna lie if a guy inserted his fingers (first two fingers) directly into my vagina I might cum immediately. Because a guy's fingers are very stimulating to the private areas of a woman — the lady parts. Something about a man's fingers. They are bigger and rough. And they express the man's intent very crudely and directly. It's like he wants the woman to be ready for sex with that gesture. It's a way of sexual seduction that doesn't fail It's literally grabbing the pussy..
-
I want him to dress me up. I want him to shower with me. I want him to fuck me in the shower.
-
I think this fantasy relationship has the highest power differential.. It means I have to be totally obedient to my Dom Daddy. Not go against him at all. Plus he gets the chance to own, groom and tame me. Without it being an additional responsibility. I am in the same house. I'm not his wife yet I'm his side thing. What could make a man feel more powerful than this. When I come home, I go to my room to change clothes and I leave the door open. I let him watch me get naked and I'm okay with it after he raped me because he already saw me naked, I don't feel shy anymore. I feel sexy when he watches me from far. The sexual tension with him is the highest because it's forbidden love and it makes the tension that much awkward and that much intense.
-
If I make Dom Daddy happy then my goal is accomplished. This kind of fantasy gives me a certain purpose and direction. Which other romantic fantasies didn't.
-
Finally I feel like I want to live this fantasy.
-
Dom Daddy stare. This is such a sexy stare.
-
Frankly I don't prefer too much muscle on a man.
-
Looking for a Dom Daddy Pic to strengthen my fantasies.
-
. If you give her a short calm stare and she coyly looks away smiling or smirking like you said, she will be receptive to an approach. If she keeps staring and doesn't have a resting bitch face, then it's on...
-
I'm imagining an older man dominating me. But he needs to look attractive as well. Tough and strong and active. I'm looking at older men who look like they can break me.
-
This fantasy hit me much stronger than expected. I wanted a fantasy to stay. And this one stays. A Dom daddy. Haha. So a guy can completely control me if he becomes my Dom daddy
-
I feel like part of the reason this particular fantasy is so comforting is because it appeases the devil. I consider the step dad as a hateful monster, a sign of evil, a sign of devil. I will use evil gods instead of devil. In some way I have appeased the thirst and hunger of the evil gods by offering them my pussy. Now they won't trouble me. My step dad would probably stop doing evil things to me since I gave myself to him.
-
This sexual fantasy was comforting. It was nice. Because a daddy figure was taming me. I seek relief and release in these fantasies.
-
Sexual fantasies continued — I'm in the kitchen right now. Taking a sip of water. Just hoping he won't find me becuz I'm semi naked and just relaxing and I don't want him to find out. He is in his bedroom on the base floor. There's a kitchen knife, a heavy one, sitting on the table. And I accidentally place my hand on the knife and it slides off the table and falls on the floor. As I try to pick it up, the sleeves of my dress gets tangled into the sharp tip of a large jug that gets yanked and tumbles on the floor making a loud sound. And my step dad (I'll call him Allan) So the sound startles him and he rushes to the kitchen and finds me. I'm looking at him, dazed, wondering what's gonna happen. He looks at me and there's a slight smirk and he comes straight to me and holds me at my hip and then kinda lifts me up and takes me to his bedroom. Then he locks the bedroom door after he places me gently on the bed. He leans towards me and slowly begins to untie my robe. He can see my underwear. He stares at my breasts for a second. Taking a good look. And then stares at me. With those hunter eyes. I feel frozen with fear and the obligation to just go with what he wants since I don't want to upset my step dad. What if he breaks up with my mom. This is where he establishes a power dynamic with me, he has inherently developed a power differential with me and it's a threatening kind of power which means that if I break the code then I'll be the one to suffer. Going against him is going against myself. Power of coercion.. An obligatory form of submission to such power. So he slowly begins to untie my robe. Then he rubs my tummy. He gently places his hand on my breasts. Just to test my reaction. He looks in my eyes again. Then he slowly drags and pulls my underwear to my knees and then my ankles and drops it on the floor. Then he gets up and suddenly vanishes and the door shuts behind him. I'm thinking what is he planning to do. He comes back with rope. Really thick rope. He is cutting the rope into pieces with a knife. Then he holds my one wrist and ties the rope around it and then ties my wrist to the pole next to the headboard. My other hand is free.. And he looks at me again. Now he is on top of me and begins to penetrate me forcefully. Really hard and rough. I'm moaning in pain. I hold his shoulder with my free hand. And I let him fuck me. As deep as he wants to. And then he forces me to call him Daddy which I do. While he is fucking me. He tells me to repeat — daddy please fuck me harder. And I repeat whatever he wants me to. I'm feeling pleasure and enjoying him raping me but at the same time I am filled with deep fear. I just don't know if I can resist him. If I can push him. If I can make him angry. The feeling is strong. I should not offend him. I should not resist or tell him to back off. I should be a good girl and just surrender to his force. His power. There's no way out of this now. He continues to fuck me for a really long time until I orgasm. I start pulsating. My pussy is throbbing and so is my body. My heart is racing with both pleasure pain and fear. I'm just surrendering and not wanting to resist. Let him have me. He will have it any way. He always has his way. So I let him. After he is finished his way with me, he pulls out and ejaculates over my pussy. And then he leaves. He comes back. Unties my wrist. And then lays down beside me. And pulls me to him. Places my head on his bare chest. And then raises my chin and looks into my eyes. It's like — do what I say. I'm your step dad. Just do what I say. And I nod in agreement because I'm still thinking that I should not upset him. And then he pulls me again and leans in to give me a long kiss and then we keep kissing intermittently for hours. And then he gently places his arm around me and says — you have been such a good girl today. Mmm. Don't ever change that about you. And I say - yes Daddy.
-
So the fantasy goes like this — I'm grown up and I still live with them. He finds me more interesting than my mom. So one day I return home from my friend's place and he is home alone and my mom is out. So he looks straight at me. Then I kinda look down because I'm a bit shy. And nervous. I can sense the sensual tension after meeting eyes with him. His hunter look. That gaze, that stare. As he approaches me. I tend to fumble a bit. I walk away and run upstairs. I immediately shut the door and lock it and sit with a book. After some time I am really thirsty and I need to walk to the kitchen which is on the base floor to get water. So that's what I do. I run down the stairs to the kitchen and I'm just wearing a see through gown with just a bow keeping it in place and I am wearing underwear. Ok I have the perfect description of what I'm wearing. I'm wearing a sheer red robe with a bow or knot in the center and underwear inside. I'm not wearing a bra. I'm not expecting my step dad to show up, that's why. I'm wearing something like this.
-
So the fantasy goes like this — I'm grown up and I still live with them. He finds me more interesting than my mom. So one day I return home from my friend's place and he is home alone and my mom is out. So he looks straight at me. Then I kinda look down because I'm a bit shy. And nervous. I can sense the sensual tension after meeting eyes with him. His hunter look. That gaze, that stare. As he approaches me. I tend to fumble a bit. I walk away and run upstairs. I immediately shut the door and lock it and sit with a book. After some time I am really thirsty and I need to walk to the kitchen which is on the base floor to get water. So that's what I do. I run down the stairs to the kitchen and I'm just wearing a see through gown with just a bow keeping it in place and I am wearing underwear.
-
My orgasms to the above mentioned fantasy are the strongest. Because that dynamic / fantasy holds the strongest submissive Dom dynamic. It cannot get any stronger than that. I can't think of having sex with my biological dad. It doesn't fit into my ethics. But I have had feelings for dad like figures, men who are older than me, men who tend to treat me like a child, men who hold that power in terms of leverage, physique, knowledge, authority, social power, experience etc. Those men have a commanding presence. I tend to submit to such men rather easily. These men are a class apart. They know how to wield power. They know how to manipulate. They also have enough mental stamina and enough social power to handle every situation the right way. I mean these men are like an old alpha. They aren't very young because they won't have enough life experience so less power. The power quotient of these men only gets bigger with age.
-
So the fantasy revolves around me being in the same house as my mum. And then she happens to have married a second time and now I have a step dad.. And he is a bit of a monster to me. I'm grown up and I still live with them. He finds me more interesting than my mom. Now this is where it gets interesting. This relationship dynamic between me and him is purely based on power. I can't think of any other relationship with a man where he can automatically have that level of control and power over me that is intrinsically embedded in the relationship. I have explored the relationship between Janessa/Tyler and Philly. There was a power dynamic there. However it wasn't strong and tyrant enough.
-
Coming back to my fantasies. My fantasy is that I should be groomed by some man to love and obey him. One of these fantasies is around incest. But not with my real biological dad, never. He used to love me a lot and he was my dad. My everything. My protector. He never treated me badly. I'm most fortunate to have him as my dad. Now my fantasy surrounds a dad like figure. In this direction my mind is kinda dirty. But being honest with myself is my only choice. So the fantasy revolves around a step-dad. Did I watch too much porn? Frankly I never watch porn.
-
I think I'm sexually perverted and I have deviant sexual fantasies that I must learn to own and understand that this is also a part of my psyche blueprint unique to me. There's no point in shaming something that the mind is attracted to. I won't say the same about pedophilia because that thing is without consent and hurts children. And no adult has the right to decide a child's sexuality and prey without consent. They cannot control a child no matter how tempted they feel to do so. It's just based in power and control.
-
Mental, moral, spiritual, physical, energy, emotional, sexual match
-
Sexual bonding preference. Spiritual energy traits match Soulmate preference Magnetism and polarity
-
So yea phenotypes A person is a combination of many things. Nature nurture Phenotypes Social Environment Evolutionary wiring Upbringing or nurture MBTI Personality traits Character and moral framework Energetic type Spiritual type