Tyler Robinson

In the beginning of the conversation I repeatedly ask him if he would die for me. And obviously he says no. Loser. He tells me that I'm too insecure. He also threatens to spread my nudes. Lol. Then he proceeds to order me to kill his Russian ex girlfriend. I'm like no-noooooo that's not my job, I'm a woman and I'm a delicate flower. He wasn't having it. He thinks I should protect him. Seriously Delusional Dude.

I kept triggering him and insulting him, because why not? I tell him that Jim is my God. I tell him Jim is my prophet, my everything. And then I tell him that he is not Alpha enough. He is mightily pissed off. I really wanted to trigger him bad.

Hmm. So that's my ex. I'll call him "Mr Something." He refers to his new girlfriend as the Russian whore. What a dude. I proceed to tell him that I love my ex Jim. And I send him a picture of Jim. He is pissed off. He really expects that I should be in love with him again. But nah.... Dude you treated me so badly and then cheated on me. Are you nuts? You expect me to respect you? Why should I? And after everything you did to me, you still expect me to fall in love with you? Then he proceeds to act jealous of my ex and even threatens to kill him as well. He is a coward. All he knows is giving death threats.

End of the horrible conversation.

I'm trying to get things off my chest The abusive conversation I had with my ex yesterday.

It is my father's death anniversary on December 18th. And it's going to be a hard time for me.

Trying to be strong. Trying to get through this period. It's my father's death anniversary in a few days.

November 28 was a bad day for me on this forum. A lot of people just going at me. I was just so depressed. I remember December 1, my mother's birthday, completely ruined. And I had been thinking about like leaving the forum for good because I kinda felt hated here, too much attention given to me when all I wanted was people to focus on my idea rather than me.. And then the whole fallout happened. I was taken ill from the period of December 5 till December 9. During this time certain users were actively trying to create trouble for me. It started around December 9th. The same day I was barely recovering. By December 10 th, it had turned into a Discord related shit show which involved gang bullying. And then I talked about it to mods. This was very anxiety provoking time for me. From 10th to 12th. Finally Leo put an end to my trouble by making the thread on banning Discord people

I wish I was on a talk show like Joe Rogan where you can discuss ideas freely and literally talk about anything, at all. Literally anything under the sun. I'd talk about such a huge variety of topics and it's so good to talk without feeling suppressed. I'm more suited to that kind of thing. Like say all the controversial stuff without getting into trouble. Without inhibition. It's a great mental exercise. Some people call it mental masturbation. But for me this mental masturbating is the gateway to new wonderful ideas and insights. I wish even common folks like me had a chance to say things louder.

The one thing that is really bad about this forum is that you can never have highly controversial discussions about anything here without it completely flying off the handle and the suppressive culture of this place sabotaging these discussions by locking or creating a negative atmosphere around it. If you can't have controversial opinions and debates, then you also can't have breakthrough insights. No pain no gain

Everything is about Accountability, PSR-proactive social responsibility, and truth, and awareness, rightful condemnation and courage. If you have the right balance of the above concepts and qualities then you create an extremely healthy unique society and a great environment. It's a trickle down effect

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Sometimes women aren't good at giving off the right signals, just saying. We don't like to walk around with angry faces. And often a polite gesture like a smile is made a big deal of and taken as a positive signal. Being a woman is doubly hard when men expect to be spoonfed on every emotion and gesture. You're sometimes expected to read a woman's mind. How do you achieve that? Talk a lot with women and you'll get into tune with how they feel just generally. Most men don't even do 3% of this. How do you achieve this? By befriending a woman who wants to be your friend. I can give you hundreds of examples where men plainly reject women who want to be friends because they don't see any sexual value in it. Yes of course, there's no sexual value, but that's not the goal. The goal should be mental value. By being around women who are just friends, you get to learn the female psyche better, you get to observe female mental patterns of behavior, you understand why they do what they do, then it's much easier to read a woman's mind. Otherwise you stay clueless to what a woman might be thinking and always do the opposite of what she wants. The whole idea of relationships is not using women to gain something because they aren't coin slots in a vendor machine that produces Pokémon cards. The whole idea is intimacy and being in tune with her body, mind and spirit and flowing with her, through her and let her do the same to you. Most men don't want to put a dime of effort into understanding women, they sit and complain incessantly about how women are so difficult to understand and then mess up their relationships. These men expect sex to magically land from the skies, they want sex to be served on a silver platter. Oh yea really. Most men don't understand that a woman needs a proper game, and I don't mean manipulation and playing mind games, I mean proper seduction, if you fail to seduce a woman, you can't get her, if you want to learn seduction then see what turns a woman on and note it down, to learn what turns on, be friends with a lot of women, watch how they talk, get to know their preferences in men, watch them talk about their boyfriends. I'll say frankly that most men hardly ever bother to understand women but want women falling into their arms like some Hollywood movie. Winning women needs hard work and creativity and dedication to the female psyche. It needs learning the art of seduction. A woman is not going to be attracted to you even if you are a high quality male who doesn't know the art of seduction. The bad guys who are manipulative learn this art quickly and that's why they win Also if you feel it's intimidating to seduce a woman, that's because you have catastrophized the idea of seduction to be something magnanimously difficult and impossible courtesy your insecurities that lie to you and warp your sense of judgement. Seduction is quite simple if you learn how to connect with the woman you want and develop deep listening skills, you'll automatically read her body language and know the right thing to say.

Well that's good. I'll leave it to Leo and watch his opinions on this.

Self love is the porridge. Elements of the porridge I also wanted to talk about maat

That's exactly the evil Leo doesn't want. Leo is not Sam Harris and that's why Leo is the OG of free spiritual communities. And that's why people love Leo. Love love love love Leo. Yay!!!

At the end of the day, there's charity, there's hope and there's empathy that bonds humanity together. I wish to work for abused women in the future, for psychologically abused people who are confused like me, for women who have been victims of domestic violence. My own road to my sexuality hasn't been easy and filled with challenges and confusing perspectives and issues.. I want to be able to guide other women who deal with similar issues with their sexuality and find it difficult to open up due to taboo and social shaming. Maybe I can be a pioneer for such women for their sexual revolution. Free women from the judgement around sex, that's a long term goal in my mind. Free women.

You might have to buy your own coffee, because the day you host a monthly subscription for this forum is the day you lose all the freeloaders who spend their time here which is the majority populace. Half the population is broke or unemployed or looking how to make some money. You think that they would pay monthly for an app when they don't even regularly visit this place. Yea lol, your strategy is a sure shot way of losing half the forum members. The other half will be lost to splintering off by random Discord groups. Kudos to an empty forum. enjoy your coffee. Lol. Your idea is like charging homeless people to sleep on the streets. Brilliant!!! I think the best thing I love about this website is that it's for free. Leo couldn't have been more charitable. On the flip side if you assume that you are going to improve the quality of this place by charging people, you also have to be ready to morally compromise with the fact that you will lose a lot of people who are a part of this community and who genuinely need help. You might have an improved more competitive forum I agree, but you're also causing a subset of people to lose the benefits of free help, if that sits right with you. There's very few stuff out there which is both good as well as free and you have no idea how valuable it is for people who desperately need help, maybe they need a place like this more than you do. There are loads of wonderful paid places on the internet that you can pay for and explore. Maybe leave a few places free for the homeless and the destitute. I don't know if Leo's decision was out of charity or business or both, but either way it is hugely beneficial.

But a lot of immature men actually do hang out in malls, grocery stores and parks to do just that. They call it day game. They literally ask out a woman and when she walks by, they approach the next woman. It can be annoying and so shallow. Having a man bump into you accidentally at a grocery store is not a bad thing at all, it can in fact be a nice experience once in a while to have a gentleman help you with groceries and then connect with you. But the random immature guys who bug every girl at the store, they can actually make the whole experience unpleasant and one can feel invaded. These men also tend to have a pestering mentality and they act very entitled and get angry when a woman ignores them. I would recommend that men should have the basic social calibration to approach a woman hanging out at a club. That's far better and less hostile/creepy. Everything has it's own place and time. For the reasons stated above, day game is kinda shallow and creepy most of the time. Just my 2 cents.

@Gesundheit2 I'm not sure if the app can be made available for free. I'm not sure about the hidden costs like hosting the app on Google Play Store or Apple Store. I've seen most apps being pay-for-play or pay-for-subscription so I'm assuming they are some hidden costs apart from just developing an app. Making an app is more like a business unless you are providing the app for free. For example my Twitter app is totally free. But that's because the costs of the app are born by a large corporation like Twitter, they won't need subscription fees to cover up costs. Most small businesses need a paid subscriptions. Leo is providing this forum for free which is already a great great privilege to all the people here. It's a service not a business. I guess if he has to make an app, he might have to charge people for a subscription. It can surely become a lucrative business, this is something that Sam Harris did with his meditation app, but that's because Sam Harris wants to run a business off meditation and spirituality. Leo is not looking for making money off the advice he gives here which is just the greatest free gift ever. I don't know if the app can be completely free. Maybe not. I'm just happy that this forum is totally free of cost to me.

My whole point is that you can hire a company to do the job instead of a person. Having a single person contract like the "cup of coffee" developers is very risky. Through a company, it's much safer although quite expensive. The company bears all the risk. If I make a contract with a person, even though he is affiliated with a company, I'm taking a risk if he is working independent of the company at low charge, since the company is not involved in the contract, they are absolved of any responsibility. Hiring companies to do your job is always expensive versus hiring a single person no matter the level of expertise. I've never known companies that charge low fees for app development and maintenance, so far not in my personal experience dealing with the app market. If there's a company that charges low, I would still be skeptical of their overall reputation because maintaining a company of software developers is not a cheap thing at all, most high quality highly trustworthy software developers ask a high pay, so to maintain a consistent supply of these developers has to be a pricey thing. Most software developers monkey jump from one company to another to get higher pays, so it's extremely hard to keep them unless it's a high end biz company. Which basically means high costs to the client. It's a lose lose situation either way.

Whats the guarantee of your profession? If I want to hire your service, why should I trust you? Anyway I can know if I can trust you other than actually risking my trust? I've been approached by many devs who talked about hacking for a minimum fee and I said a big NO. Leo works on high integrity. The last thing he would want is someone who breaks the very foundation of his organization - integrity.