Tyler Robinson

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  1. Establish intimacy with your gf through regular communication
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  3. Ma'at is said to have been born of the sun god Ra (Atum) at the beginning of creation through the power of Heka, who was magic personified. Her name means "that which is straight" implying order, justice, and harmony. She is thought to have been present from the beginning of time when, from the primordial waters of Nun, the ben-ben (first mound of dry land) rose with Atum (or Ra, the sun god) standing upon it in the presence of the invisible Heka. In the moment that Ra spoke the world into creation, Ma'at was born. Her spirit of harmony and balance infused the creation and caused the world to operate rationally according to purpose. The principle of ma'at was the operational function of life and that of heka (magic) the power source which allowed for it. It is for this reason that she is considered more of a concept than a goddess with a specific personality and story like Isis or Hathor. Ma'at's spirit is the spirit of all creation, and if one is in tune with that spirit, one will live well and have good reason to hope for eternal peace in the afterlife; if one refused to live in accordance with the principles of Ma'at, then one suffered the consequences which one would have brought upon one's self. Margaret Bunson comments on this, writing:
  4. @Judy2 no I don't have anyone. My family is extremely abusive. That's why I come online. I have zero friends because nobody has time to listen to someone's trauma 24/7. Even therapists get tired and most therapists are useless anyway. Plus I'm autistic and anxious. So I never feel comfortable enough to open up to a therapist. I just shut down and become completely blank in front of therapists. My only solution is to write down my thoughts and feelings, that's the only time I'm not feeling stressed out or anxious and that's the reason why I need journaling so badly, especially public journaling. I'm protected from degrading mentally when I journal.. My family is worried that I'll commit suicide at some point. Although they are not going to do anything about it because they don't really give a damn. They think of me as a loser They just pretend like they care. They are abusive too. So I'm left with little option. Today I felt like cutting myself. I even feel like killing some people on this forum because they are driving me so insane. I feel like snatching the keyboard from them because they are abusive and misuse their freedom to type online to abuse vulnerable people like me who feel helpless in stopping them I feel like there should be a cyber bullying crime center on the internet. Because people with abusive families come online to seek help and feel better. And these abusive sharks are sitting everywhere to prey on vulnerable people by bullying them constantly. They know that they are able to get away with it. That drives me mad with anger. Because they can use words to hurt others but nothing will happen to them, they will never have to face consequences. The internet will never be a safe place I wish there was an online center where you could complain about such online abuse and they would quickly disconnect the internet of such trolls and abusers so that they won't be able to misuse their freedoms and privileges to abuse others freely. If you walk into a park and if someone verbally or physically assaults you, you can immediately call the cops and get the person arrested. I don't know why this can't be done online. Why online abuse is simply neglected? You know how many people kill themselves every year due to cyber bullying. Nothing will ever be done about it unless more and more people die out of frustration and suffering. Then maybe someday people will wake up and there will be stricter measures and policies on internet protocol and finally maybe something serious will happen and we will actually be able to deal with online abuse/harassment and put an end to it. Till then many people will have to commit suicide for some awareness to actually spread and knock sense into people that any kind of abuse is abuse, offline or online. And it's not simple as logging off. The internet resources are needed especially for vulnerable people but abusers get there first and start preying. I wish there were safer websites that took online bullying very seriously and put measures so nobody can get away with using their keyboard anyhow they want. This website is definitely not one of those.
  5. @Carl-Richard since nothing is going to be done about it as we know, the only temporary solution to it is what some other user has suggested above. Just removing all Intrusive comments and keeping the journal clean. Sorry there's just not much other than that that can be done.
  6. This is good idea. Since we cannot stop someone from commenting, we can simply request to remove any Intrusive comments from journals. That's that much relief.
  7. I'm seriously tired of how nobody gives a fuck about mentally ill people here
  8. @Judy2 I don't like private journaling because I feel like I am talking to a wall and it makes the whole journaling useless to me.. No healing happens. I don't feel like I vented. I feel like I simply wrote words on paper, it doesn't impact my emotions at all. Private journaling makes me uncomfortable, it gives me the opposite feeling as though I have suppressed/repressed my emotions instead of expressed. But when I do public journaling, it gives me an illusion that I'm putting my feelings out there for the world and it actually feels like venting and healing, as though I spoke loud about my troubles and feelings, it feels like I put it out there and I feel like someone heard me, the world heard me, I don't feel repressed/suppressed, I feel like I expressed and got it off my chest and then I begin to feel better. Private journaling makes me feel anxious, stressed out and suppressed. Because my trauma is mainly related to repression of feelings So the more I do public expression the better I feel. The downside is that it allows people to pick on me and pick me apart and use my personal details to bully me. The right kind of people who are empathetic understand and don't interfere. The abusive people, they take advantage of this and try to prey on my weaknesses when I want space. I only want to be heard. I don't want to be told because it instantly creates fear in me. It's like a psychologist who is constantly arguing with you instead of patiently listening. This will generate fear response instead of relief I don't like the feeling that someone is keeping a tab on what I'm writing. I feel spied and stalked. I want to feel heard without anyone interfering into my world. It's just a small thing that this website can do is to afford some privacy to journalers. Just Leo or mods announcing that nobody should comment on journals will be such a huge favor for those who want to feel peace while journaling. I don't know why this is such a big deal. It's ridiculous that they can't make such a small change for the benefit of mentally ill people.
  9. I quit caffeine months ago My problem is social anxiety. And I become Hyper anxious when someone tries to talk to me who I do not wish to talk to. I become avoidant and paranoid and feel intruded on. I feel like someone is watching me. It drives me sick with fear. I don't like this feeling that someone is obsessed with me when they enter my private world. I feel stalked and then I feel like ending my life I have fucking trauma.. Why doesn't someone understand that traumatized people need care, empathy and space and like to be left alone.
  10. MA'AT IS CONSIDERED MORE OF A CONCEPT THAN A GODDESS. ONE WORSHIPED THE GODDESS MA'AT BY LIVING A LIFE IN ACCORDANCE WITH THE HIGHEST PRINCIPLES OF JUSTICE, ORDER & HARMONY.
  11. She maintained a vital role in the mortuary rituals of Egypt where she weighed the hearts of the deceased. This mortuary role evolved over the decades into the principle of ma'at, the desired right attitude, which remained the ethical and moral foundation of the Egyptian people.
  12. Ma'at (pronounced may-et) is the ancient Egyptian goddess of truth, justice, harmony, and balance (a concept known as ma'at in Egyptian) who first appears during the period known as the Old Kingdom (c. 2613 - 2181 BCE) but no doubt existed in some form earlier. She is depicted in anthropomorphic form as a winged woman, often in profile with an ostrich feather on her head, or simply as a white ostrich feather. The feather of Ma'at was an integral part of the Weighing of the Heart of the Soul ceremony in the afterlife where the heart of the soul of the dead person was weighed in the scales of justice against the feather.
  13. However, Ma’at was more than just a goddess to the ancient Egyptians. She represented the crucial concept of how the universe was maintained. The ancient Egyptians believed the universe had an order to it, and it was Ma’at who kept everything in balance. This helped the ancient Egyptians develop a strong sense of morality and justice. Ma’at was extremely important in achieving the Afterlife. According to Ancient Egyptian mythology, after the death of the body, everyone had to pass through the Hall of Judgment, where a person’s heart was weighed on a scale against Ma’at’s feather of truth. If the deceased person’s heart balanced with Ma’at’s feather, they could continue their journey to the Afterlife. If not, their journey ended. This influenced the daily actions of the ancient Egyptians.
  14. Ma’at Ma’at was the goddess of truth, justice, balance, and most importantly - order. In paintings, she was depicted as a woman who is either sitting or standing with an ostrich feather on her head and, in some cases, she was depicted with wings. According to the creation myths, Ma’at was created when Ra arose from the waters of Nun (chaos). Ma’at was often considered to be the daughter of Ra and was married to Thoth, god of wisdom.
  15. Make it possible for mods to restrict a user from commenting in journals. It's very annoying. That would be a huge blessing.
  16. It sets up a weird dynamic where people get trapped and it sends everything into an overdrive of mayhem. Understand that gossip hurts the person being gossiped about. I learned this the harder way and one day in 2021 I pledged myself that I'll never engage in gossip again. And all of the mayhem it caused suddenly stopped. Consider gossip as slander. It's bad faith. It will never lead to anything good. It's ruining someone some way. It is never useful. Slander weakens harmony in society and weakens it, pits one against another. Gossip is not rooted in love but in hate. Practice infinite love and you'll not feel the need to engage in gossip
  17. I'm sorry but I keep logic for business and emotions for relationships. I don't treat relationships the way I treat business or a job. It's called being human and not a capitalist robot. Thanks for the nonsensical advice. I guess you even treat your family members and pets the same way.
  18. Why would anyone work under socialism? Socialists have a different idea of how things should be run. How would we get anything done if nobody has to worry about survival? Socialism has its own limitations. That's because socialism is not a perfect utopian society where everyone is happy all the time. How does capitalism incentivize work? Capitalists love keeping their profits. A big way capitalists incentivize people to do stuff is by imbuing work with innate value. You might have heard this called "protestant work ethic" before. Capitalist cultures have all assimilated the idea that work is good in and of itself. No matter how degrading, punitive or boring, it's morally good to work and morally bad to not work. The other significant way in which capitalism If you have a bad boss, there's little you can do about it. A better work environment.
  19. Yea abuse of the centralized power is the hallmark failure of a socialism based economy.
  20. This looks freakish. I hope this is real and not propaganda.