Tyler Robinson

Gods Maat Maat - God of abundance and charity, mercy... The ultimate God of goodness, that will eventually cause the victory of good over evil (Eva will reflect the joy of victory) Seth Evil is weed. Weed is the creeper that grows everywhere. God Seth. The God of Evil - evil spreads by convincing that some part of it is good. Evil spreads through lack of innocence and negative energy. Hate. Horus the hawk God The God of Alpha Energy. Combines the forces of Hathor and Dayhrium and nekbet. Goddess Hathor Hathor the goddess of motherhood and motherly love. Dayhrium Serpent God/Goddess Dayhrium is violent, tribal, intimidating and revenge seeking. Nekbet Vulture God. The God of machiavellianism Psychopathy. Sadism. Wicked wisdom. Cunningness. Sexual seduction. Ownership. Domination. Predatory. Eva is symbolized by the Gazelle. Eva is not a God just a mystical being and energy. She has innocent mystical energy. Alpha is symbolized by the Amun Ram. Alpha is not a God but a mystical being that worships the Hawk. And is a smaller everyday version and representation of hawk.

You're not serving motherland. You're serving husbandland.

That's a good suggestion. Thanks. I usually feel a bit stressed and low vibration whenever I wear headphones.

@Lila9 thanks for sharing. @Proserpina who is AH? Yes I agree that a flow state helps with IQ. You're right that physical health contributes to cognitive skills. My IQ generally tends to improve the more I interact with people, the quality of interaction being a vital key. Because of my autism, I always make sure that I'm talking to people, otherwise my brain begins to rot quickly. @TheGreekSeeker thanks for reminding me of brain plasticity. I had forgotten that term. Brain plasticity gives me hope. I was born premature at 7 & 1/2 months. That could be a significant factor in brain deficit.

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Gods Anubis Horus Protective S Serpent Goddess/God Horus the hawk God of Alpha Energy Anubis the God of wisdom Hathor the goddess of motherhood and motherly love. In order to preserve the energy of the Alpha, the Eva has to work hard to keep it protected, not through sheer force, because Eva doesn't stand for might and power, Eva stands for gentleness. Eva should pray to Maat The Goddess/God of protective energy. It's the ball of light. The lesser God is Hawk who is everyone's God.. This is maat So we have the Hawk, the Maat and Eva. And the Serpent or Snake God. I'll call the snake God Dayhrium. The God of motherhood is Hathor. The cow goddess. The God of fertility, motherhood and motherly protective energy. ... Hawk derives his energy from the combination of Hathor and Dayhrium. Dayhrium is violent, tribal, intimidating and revenge seeking. As well as Nekbet. .. ..... Eva energy. Maat energy Alpha energy Serpent Energy Hawk energy Protect journal with a sigil ...

I don't think conservative is the right term to describe it. You can say "survival oriented." Conservative is a system that adheres to specific principles. I would call it Stage Blue with some layers of Stage Orange persistence and monopoly/monotony baked into it. Stage Red has elements of snatching things for oneself, zero group orientation, inclination to amass wealth and power and enslavement of the weak. Of course this is unhealthy Red. Healthy Red can be standing up for oneself and others and seeking vigilante justice and Not giving a Fuck and being very assertive and not submitting to authority, public pressure, peer pressure etc. There's unhealthy Red mostly but there's healthy Red too. You have to balance it out and take the good, leave the bad..

I'm thinking about many Gods. Mostly Egyptian inspired Gods. Pantheon of Gods. One God for wisdom ...... I feel a ton of love flowing through me. Now I realize love is the answer. Hehe. I wanted to talk about spiritual energy and psychic energy.. The role of wisdom and motivation. Divine strength. Snake energy. Protective S energy. Pleasant floral feminine energy. Remember one thing - haters neither have a masculine energy nor feminine energy. They will always suck. Everything evil in this world has two aspects or qualities to it One aspect is that it tends to entice you with something good as a part of it. Second that it is hateful and destructive It has neither masculine nor feminine energy and it is fickle, shallow. Meaningless. It's very egotistical and toxic. Selfish. Full of hate. It's like cancer. It pollutes everything. It's devoid of innocence. There is zero Vulnerability or innocence in it. evil spreads by convincing that some part of it is good. Evil spreads through lack of innocence and negative energy It is narcissistic, gaslighting and psychopathic and sociopathic.

I feel a ton of love flowing through me. Now I realize love is the answer. Hehe. I wanted to talk about spiritual energy and psychic energy.. The role of wisdom and motivation. Divine strength. Snake energy. Protective S energy. Pleasant floral feminine energy. Remember one thing - haters neither have a masculine energy nor feminine energy. They will always suck. Everything evil in this world has two aspects or qualities to it Criticism is valid only in two circumstances. One where the person is benefitting from it And second where the person is doing something really wrong like murder or rape causing deep mental physical harm, then condemnation of such actions is necessary so that the innocent can be defended. In this case it's not really criticism, more like condemnation. And this is absolutely necessary.

Caffeine is unusual. It causes both insomnia and sleepiness. Haha.

Actually caffeine helped me during my worst times in life. Boom boom. It made me cope with dissociation because I have a mental illness in which I suffer dissociation I suffered the most intense level of dissociation where I had to be literally held while walking to the bathroom because I wasn't able to understand that that's where the bathroom was. It was spatial. Lack of awareness of space. Feeling like nothing is real. Brain fog. Lots of severe brain fog Then I took loads of caffeine for 3 days and the fog disappeared slowly. Although it raised my heart beat and it's not healthy at all, but it was necessary for me to stop my dissociation attacks. It saved my life when those days I could hv fallen off the stairs.

Don't let hate impact you. The worst part of someone hates you and throws negativity at you is that you let it impact you. Their hate is just a wave around you. A reflection of their pestilence. You don't need to smoke this wave. You have zero obligation to show love to someone who doesn't reflect back loving energy to you. (that's very charitable of you. I pity you though that you don't see the light in me) They keep hating, I keep rolling Be confident and hate won't impact you. (don't worry about what haters have to say. Their hate will never change and it's not up to anyone to change their hate because hate is like murder and you can't change someone who just wants to kill. Let their own hate dowse them in negative energy) Sometimes we tend to internalize hate of others towards us by feeling hurt, angry, frustrated and miserable. This is bad because that's what the hater wanted in the first place. They want to inflict as much pain, suffering, demoralizing as they can. So when you absorb their hate, it's like absorbing poison and then it tends to impact your mental state and makes you feel miserable. That's what they set out to do. They feel satisfied after having punched you and used you as a punching bag by making them absorb their poison. The first step is to carefully detach from this poison. And then stay strong and positive amid all the negativity and distress the person trying to throw at you. This is a challenge but this is the only option Use sar.

@Blackhawk you need a loyal girlfriend who will madly fall in love with you and be with you. Then you will rest. Your energy needs a partner. Sorry that's the truth. You have a love disorder. I suffer the same illness. People with love disorder usually talk the way you do because they lack a certain love in their lives. I'm aware of how you feel. Your heart, spirit and soul needs a peaceful place in the arms of your lover. But that's not possible because the world offers very little romantic love and people cheat all the time Hang in and hang on. Don't slip. You will be addicted to drinking and other things to compensate this deep need. But don't learn to love yourself, cultivate the essence of love in your life even if you don't get that romantic love. There's love in charity and in compassion. You can practice loving kindness meditation and give love to this world. You can adopt a dog and give your love to an animal. You need something someone to give love to. Till then you will be dissatisfied with life. Because you can't find that one thing you want to live for. Recognize this need and channel it into something that will help you feel like there is still love in life. People don't stay forever. But love stays forever. Love wins.

Why is this so attractive to people? I'm dumbfound.

Boom, nuke. My new phrase. boom boom.

Hehe... Maybe bad things will be over

I just woke up.

Conspiracy

I just want to feel free.

But true beauty goes beyond appearances, It shines from within the soul. It's a kindness and compassion, A warmth that makes us whole.

@Danioover9000 reminds me of the phrase negative nancy.

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