Tyler Robinson

So my ex "Mr Something" at it again. I don't know why I don't block him. I have tried blocking him several times. My boundaries with him are getting stronger. Today I told him I'll report him if he makes me nervous. I was firm in establishing my boundaries. We had a toxic relationship. It was a disaster. He acts very rude and uncouth with me. The problem is that we shared a deep trauma bond. Its tough to block him because he is often suicidal. There are days when we have meaningful conversations and then days when he will be a total pig to me. He is my Norwegian ex boyfriend.

I just can't live without this part of my life figured out. I'm a die hard romantic so everything about relationships is super attractive to me It's a world I simply can't live without. I had several boyfriends. Before......

My God, great insight. Yea this is exactly what happened to me. Exactly word to word. It's hard to distinguish between a manipulator and a real person because manipulators are good at mimicking.

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This is a very important point. I've always observed this with myself that it I find a man as "the man," I am kinda nervous to test him. I feel I might lose him as you say. Maybe one of the reasons why women fall in this trap and end up suffering, they never tested him because they thought he was the top G, classic trap for manipulative relationships. I'll note down your valuable insight because it's a trap/mistake I don't want to make again. Self awareness of one's own mental traps.

What kind of a partner you attract also depends a lot on you and your level of development. If you want a high quality woman, you should be able to offer her what she expects in a partner. Relationships are a give and take. Not exactly transactional but you can't expect someone exceptionally high value to just drop in your lap. You cannot be low value yourself meanwhile looking for a high value partner, it's just not gonna happen. You have to elevate your own value in terms of character, personality, status and behavior where you can find people to align with your level of development, you automatically attract them when you develop yourself, look at who you hang out with, that's the kind of people you will attract, if you want a better quality person, you have to increase your social value and find high quality circles where you meet desirable people. It needs a lot of hard work and working on onself to get there. And also some luck. Most high quality women have high standards for men. Since these women are dedicated themselves, they want a dedicated husband too. If they don't see that value in you as a male, they're most likely going to reject you. What's the point of desiring and wanting a high quality woman when she doesn't want you? So it's pretty much boils down to raising your own stakes. Remember. Men date down. Women date up. This is harsh but true.

@John Paul you have to value your own time and experience and tap into it. It's not up to someone else to decide what works for you. The same woman could be drama and mayhem for you, and the same woman could be a saint in another man's eyes. The difference lies in your own perception. It takes a certain wisdom/love to see beauty in garbage, but nobody would share their life with garbage. Nobody is too innocent. You just have to conserve your energy, space and time for people who align with your values. Like attracts like, however this is not the case always. You find compatibility only after meeting a lot of people, OR meeting the right people right away which is a part of luck. Use intuition, cognition and most importantly be a good judge of character.

There's a difference between shit tests and screening tests. Shit tests are somewhat manipulative and debasing. More like a control tactic. Where screening tests (regardless of gender) are done to find a genuine compatible partner and nothing wrong with it. If a woman is constantly getting under your skin, there could be many reasons for it, not condoning her actions, but just assuming that there are underlying factors that cause such behavior, one of them being bad upbringing and too much insecurity, make of it what you will.

Him selling NFT is both tactful and tactless. He wouldn't spend a dime from his pocket on personal expenses, claimed he didn't take salary from the government, yet went on expensive vacations where the bottled water at Mar-a-lago was tax funded. So much for spending his own dime! His NFT is tacky but a strategic move. Will help him cover his legal costs over his tax fraud. He already made $5 million. This is a lottery for him. He will continue to bank on this long term. It's almost like looting from people first and then throwing them a party and saying - "I spend my own money."

What should an ideal forum with proper moderation have looked like?

I have significantly improved over the past two years in terms of processing my own behavior and emotions. I know that I can't be completely healed from all of my combined mental disorders because mental disorders are like sticky gum, they are hard to come off. But I can expect some relief and partial improvement km symptoms so my life becomes manageable at least. The condensed list of my mental struggles and problems Chronic PTSD Suicidal behavior Victim and Survivor of narcissistic abuse Lack of love and lack of self love Sexual repression Low IQ Emotional Distress/Stress Syndrome Anxiety Disorder Anger issues due to trauma Autism Long term on and off depression BPD(panic and paranoia being a part of it)

I need to research on Kundalini. ? ?

I have terrible self care.

My only hope is that whatever weed you are taking, you won't be getting addicted to it. Just take care of that. Because weed addiction is a tough thing. So I hope you stay safe from that.

Trump parody NFT cards.... Sold out faster... When Trump fails, their prices will skyrocket. My Dream. Trump meme collection pack.

This is very true and an excellent observation on your part. Commendable.

You mean to say that it acts as a stock then? In that case, it acts as an investment,am I right?

This video has really helped me

So these are my problems PTSD Chronic PTSD Suicidal behavior Self harm Hypersensitivity Harmful coping mechanisms Victim and Survivor of narcissistic abuse General mental illness and emotional issues Lack of intimacy Lack of love and lack of self love Medical problems INFJ Hyper sensitive personality Childhood abuse and trauma Sexual abuse and sexual trauma Sexual repression Hostile behavior from people Lack of motivation Low IQ Emotional Distress/Stress Syndrome Anxiety Disorder Social Anxiety Generalized Anxiety disorder Trauma related to death in the family. Improper processing of grief Anger issues due to trauma Abusive relationships and toxic relationships Bad relationships at home Autism and low cognitive development Premature birth and low birth weight causing some brain disabilities and balance issues. Self destructive behavior Long term on and off depression BPD

I need huge amounts of emotional space. Just huge. To heal.

I want emotional space.

Journal protection sigil.

This is beautiful. Kundalini symbol.

Autism struggle. How does autism get worse?

Free speech is not entirely free. And precisely because it's called free speech it gets moderated all the time. Basically free speech is — free speech plus caveats. This is to prevent people from abusing free speech and using it to weaponize and as a license to offend or spread hate speech. So you see, free speech limitations exist to protect people from the destructive misuse of free speech. This almost applies to anything at all. Nothing is really free. Everything comes with an inherent set of limitations and caveats and conditions to prevent abuse