Tyler Robinson

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What are some examples of insensitivity? Like for example - I visit a psychiatrist and they laugh and make light of things when my situation is serious and I'm on the verge of tears describing my ordeal they continue to laugh and joke around meanwhile I'm feeling ignored and uncomfortable with their laughter.

God/Goddess list ? ♡✸? ???????? ◉_◉

People like Andrew Tate often describe how they always want a high quality high value woman and when they meet a high value woman, they dismiss her and or make her feel bad by being condescending and acting superior, yet when you look at the dating history of such men, you will find him dating really low value low quality women who will cheat on him or are extremely shallow golddigger types. Curious about why this is the case? What explains this anomaly?

God/Goddess list Gods Seth Horus Dayhrium nekbet Monusi Gauwgel Anubis Tawaret ..... Shethyeth Nut Goddess Maat Hathor Dayhrium Bastet ..... Kerymet Nut

@Carl-Richard you have been banned for 2 days and told to do community service in a psych ward in these 2 days. (just joking) Nonsensical joke, don't mind.

And one of the Supreme Gods but at a lower position than Kerymet and Shethyeth is the Goddess Nut, my most favorite Goddess/God. This is a unique pair of Gods. They symbolize love and healing and special protection, they are the Gods of connection. They are like a home, a refuge for those victimized, sick, suffering, dying and those that need help through supplications. These are Goddess Nut and God Nut. Goddess Nut. God Nut Also known as Aaaak

This is relatable. It sucks when you are trying to work on your health and someone is demonizing those health problems. It takes away the energy to get something done.

Dear God, There's an injury in my feet that's not healing and keeps getting worse despite treatment. Please help me heal. Please heal my injury that I have been suffering from a long time. Please give me freedom from this pain. Please allow Kundalini energy in my life. Please activate me with your love and blessings.

I pray for a gift this Christmas.

Dear God, I am going through some family issues and it has been really tough on me to deal with this. I seek your guidance, hope and patience. I seek your comfort and assistance.. Please God help me. I have tried to be the best person that I can be. I ask you for certain gifts. The gift of health and the gift of love.. Give me these gifts this Christmas.

It's not up to a girl. Girls will flake. You have to hijack her if you want her. Mind games won't work. Expand your feathers. Tell her that you are not happy if she gives attention to another. Show your jealousy. My ex did that to me. When he told me that he was jealous, I immediately stopped doing what he didn't want me to do. Jealousy is a potent way of establishing and claiming territory. If a girl likes you, then she will be afraid to lose you and she will pay close attention to your jealousy and not upset you. It's also a good test to check if the girl is really into you. She cannot afford to upset you if she is really into you. She will try to please you in whatever way she can. Grab the opportunity. I can see a lack of readiness on your part. Why waste time? Just confront her. Don't be afraid.

@John Paul use the principle of abundance. Date lots of women.

@John Paul you can't change such people. Just like toxic boyfriends. You have to leave them and find people who are less toxic. Nobody is perfect so you have to find people who are relatively healthy. These women are parasitic, in the sense they feed on your emotions constantly. That's not healthy.. If I were a man I would never date such women. If you make a family with them, it's the children who suffer because most of the time, such women make bad mothers. They are very demanding.

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I have decided to cut off with my mom. I don't want to talk to her. She is an evil woman. The most evil presence in my life. The one who mentally and sexually abused me.

No I did not call the police on him because I always felt like he was doing all this because he had mental illness I don't wish to go into all details. My family is not aware of it because my family itself is abusive. I tolerated because I'm mentally not fully developed and autistic. At the time I wasn't aware of narcissistic abuse. I learned about narcissistic abuse at the end of the relationship. I don't want to forget the abuse, instead of forgetting I want to use the word processing, I want to process my emotions so I find healing, forgetting means the poison is still inside you and you're just ignoring it, processing it means that you are actively confronting it, resolving it, finding closure for what happened and then throwing it out of your system, that actually helps with healing. (I'm getting better at articulation. Wow)

Even 6 months ago this same Mr Abusive Ex, had talked about wanting to rape me.. That time I had blocked him. Then a few days ago he kept begging me to be his friend and accept his request. So I relented. Once again he gave me a rape threat. I blocked him. I never want to talk to him again. Every time I assume that he must have changed as a man, he goes back to the same behavior. Some people never change. So much happened yet he has no remorse. I'm surprised.

Someone asked me why I sent such triggering and intentionally provoking messages to my ex. Well this is the answer - He wasn't make me feel like a cute child. It was the next partner making me feel like that Regarding the low consciousness behavior - I could give 2 fucks about low consciousness when I was severely abused for 2 years. What I'm doing is give him the taste of his own medicine, I have never intentionally hurt him in the relationship so this is my payback time You have probably never been in a severely abused relationship where you felt like someone stole the soul out of you and gave you tremendous trauma. He constantly talks about raping me. He has given me several death threats, kicked me when I was suicidal. Do you think I should care how I behave with this dude? He is the worst thing that happened to my life. He is the reason I started suffering insomnia. He is a cancer and a poison. He should be sitting in jail. In fact he had been to jail for abusing other people. But they always let him go because he uses his mental illness as an excuse He even used his mental illness as an excuse for abusing me. He physically hits people and threatens them. He cheated on me. He caused me immense harm. What you think is low consciousness of me is me serving him some well deserved karma. He should have a person slap him for the mental torture he put me through. What I did is zero in comparison to what I had to go through. I'm a saint for tolerating and forgiving his abuse.

My post on attraction theory.

Toxic women

@John Paul one way of describing your situation is this - - no matter what you do, the woman is not satisfied, never satisfied right? So it always feels like she is testing you. If you try to do something positive, they turn it into negative, right? These women are very unhealthy and they do that because they have never been specifically told that they are dysfunctional. They enjoy troubling others and they feel stimulated by the neurotic abuse of their power. I think the root cause of the problem with these women is power. When they lose power they feel upset Another aspect of their behavior - they are always angry for no reason. Nobody actually upset them. Yet they will find a reason to be angry. You need to leave these women because even standing up to them doesn't work m I remember my dad used to struggle with such women in his family. His sisters were like that.

I think these are women who are drama creators. You're talking about some low quality women. Don't be around them. They can act negative and push others away on purpose. I have such women in my family and they are hard to deal with. They will do everything in their power to disrupt things. They will trigger and then see if you react to it and when that's not enough, they will keep pushing your buttons over and over. I call them "button pusher" women. They do this to always act superior and have a sense of entitlement. They don't test to know a person. They just want to know how much is going to be tolerated. I'm dealing with some of these kind of women right now. I had a girl in my family call me non stop and every time she calls me she calls for a fight.. It is extremely difficult to deal with these women. And you have to stay 10 feet away from them. They purposely start shit. You should not even think about them much less analyze their behavior. Just run away from them because they will spread into your family like cancer. I know this from personal experience.