Tyler Robinson

I really don't know. I have watched porn in the past. It only made my sexual frustration much worse, it also got me addicted. Porn is like alcohol. Sorry but that's the truth. It creates serious dependency and alienation from intimacy.. It's not true sex first of all. Because there are no emotions in watching porn so it makes sex look very mechanical. It's like junk food. It pumps you but makes you vomit later. I started to feel disgust after watching porn. Now since 2 years I didn't watch porn. Completely off porn. Feels very good. My romantic feelings are back. The disgust is gone. Now I imagine being with my ideal man and him doing clitoral stimulation to me. And this works like magic. It is not disgusting like porn and it also makes me feel intimate and romantic and connected with my imaginary partner. Very clean, healthy, romantic fantasy that keeps my vagina and heart connected properly and in sync. Our sexual organs are connected with our heart. Porn removes this connection, that's why it's unhealthy. A healthy romantic fantasy establishes this connection again. Sex without connection to heart and intimacy is like eating food laced with poison. What guys can do? Imagine your ideal girl in your mind. Probably keep a picture of her. Then imagine you are having passionate sex with her. No porn. No mess. Just beautiful passionate intimate fantasy.. The connection between your heart and penis is restored and kept healthy. Say bye bye to porn and use strong Visualizations and imagination with your ideal partner. Most healthy.

Masturbation is the only solution. I didn't want to have sex. So I chose masturbating as a solution. That's the only natural solution really. When you feel tired then give a one month break and it will fill up again. You will go through periods of post nut clarity where it dulls a bit and you feel repulsed. But with time it fills up again. Masturbation is the most most healthy thing that nature gave us

Boredom is not a good sign. The solution is internal and not external. Partners aren't video games. If I like a guy genuinely I will never be truly bored of him. There will be a lull period but I will never be completely bored. Try to treat the root cause not the symptom. Your boredom is the real problem. That's because you are lacking in intimacy. This happens because you are afraid to submit emotionally to someone and that's why you don't experience true bliss. Work on your cognitive biases and learn how to surrender completely. Then you won't get bored and you won't feel like doing such things. If you get bored by this, what's the guarantee that you won't be bored by your sex doll? In the end you will only keep chasing things like a chimp chasing booze. You have to fix the chasing itself. If you're not chasing pussy, you are still chasing something else as a replacement. Fix the chasing by healing yourself inside through real intimacy. You are lacking in love Find love.

I don't know. This subject bothers me spiritually. I think there are deep mental effects to holding an object and giving it human values. You're basically transferring your spirit into it I have heard stories where people died but these toys and objects carried their owners spirits and became malevolent. It's like a voodoo thing. There's something very unspiritual about it. I also feel like people who do this are deeply lacking in love and extremely lonely but this coping mechanism can create perverted desires because you don't have an agency to control you or tell you what's wrong, you're free to do anything, and I think when you have absolute freedom, it's the highest form of devilry. One has to have Turquoise level of consciousness and extremely morally ethical to use such dolls in an ethical way without wanting to enslave it. Only God knows what it might do to the human psyche. I shudder to think.

I wanted to make an alarm post on exotic pets. It's the new "what's awful this week" trend. It is catching up. No no no. No exotic pets please. My God I have heard stories of people whose faces were ripped off. Children eaten by pet pythons. Go Google this shit. As though we don't have enough suffering already, now this.

@Chives99 What do you think about this? https://www.feministcurrent.com/2018/08/27/open-letter-dangers-normalizing-sex-dolls-sex-robots/.

This is so weird. I think you should just give yourself time and you'll return back to your natural desires. Seems like you exhausted yourself to the point of wanting something really different to satisfy yourself. To be fair, a sex doll won't satisfy you. But to each his own. Try it out. Pretty sure you'll get bored of it very quickly and regret buying it. It looks quite unnatural to me. Something about it is also making me laugh, forgive me. But just imagining fondling a plastic full body just looks too desperate and unnecessary to me. Like a failed experiment. This can have serious mental effects like depression or hallucinations. Just work on your arousals and give your body some rest. It will automatically reset.

@SuicidalBug @SuicidalBug I hope you recover as well. It can be a debilitating experience. It took me months to get over it. I'm doing okay now. I hope you heal completely. Take care.

My ex asked me to show my self harm scars to him during the relationship Do you think it was appropriate for him to ask me such a request? I felt a bit uncomfortable because it meant becoming more vulnerable to him and I said No. I just couldn't do it. It's not like I didn't trust him. I just didn't want to show my self harm cuts to him. Because I have never shown it to anyone.

Press charges. I forgot to press charges when I was raped.

You won't ever forget me and I hope it stays that way, that's your curse for separating me.

You're trying to forget me, but you can't forget me, right?

If you are/were equally obsessed with me as I am with you, then it would have been a relief to my soul. ..... That you weren't that heartless. Show me that you had something for me, that it wasn't fake.

This song is for you.

I should effing stay in your memory for the rest of your life you goddamn cold slimy human who snatched my soul and left me cold. I was an innocent child and you robbed me. None of my exes matter but you. Yea you you you you you. You hurt me. And I still like you.

How could you be so heartless?

At least if you would have shown me a ton of anger, I would have felt like you really loved me lol. Maybe I should take this as a sign of your anger. Show me more anger. Show me. Show me you really care.

I just can't believe that I fell in love with a man who didn't give a shit about me.

I vote you to be the CEO of Twitter replacing Musk. Then I will join Twitter. I have a Twitter account but not using it since Musk owned.

You gave me so much hurt and pain that nothing else would be needed to kill me. Your heartless cold sick beast. And now you will live a normal life. Yea. Lol. What hurts is that I still love you.

The coldest story ever told Somewhere far along this road She lost her soul to a man so heartless

I put this person on a pedestal. And he dropped me to nothing. How can someone be so heartless?

Yea lol. Like a final slap in the face.

By removing Musk, just joking.

His name is Voyage.