Tyler Robinson

The next year is going to be amazing

The breakup happened in the month of March I think for some reason I had to go through some terrible experiences last year and this year to figure out what love is and how worthless humanity is. I had to figure out self love and relationship abuse. Hitherto I had always believed that love existed and that I had to only find it and that my past mistakes prevented me from experiencing love. I guess I had to go all the way for the universe to teach me. So I went full circle with it. First it was a series of breakups that had me very scared and angry at men. I had begun to hate men due to those turbulent relationship experiences. Then came a temporary lull that lasted almost 10 months and gave me time to reflect on the narcissistic abuse I suffered. I did a lot of narcissistic abuse research during this time. I

2022 was wasted in dealing with a lot of crap. I was fine till mid 2021. The Corona thing was making me very lonely. I weathered that somehow the same way other people did. Then I fell in love and had a relationship for the latter half of 2021. This continued into 2022 and I began to suffer depression. I got Covid twice in the early months of 2022. That had me bedridden for a few months. Following which I had a massive painful breakup that almost shook me and drained every ounce out of me. I was at my end. The next month I was diagnosed with bpd and it felt like one storm hitting after another. And then I fell in love again and this time it was just solid all consuming love. It was a huge emotional roller coaster. At the end of it I went into temporary insanity because I couldn't deal with back to back breakups. I was tired and suicidal during this time. The months were June, July and August and these were full of anxiety and frustration. October saw me recovering back to normal but it was still a difficult time for me. Too much stress from my family. Finally it was December and there was some bullying going on on the forum I tried to recover my mental strength and I never had the chance to focus on my health. My family makes it difficult to get anything done.

My new year resolutions and goals To get good sleep and cure my insomnia To work on my health and become fit again Not waste time in relationships Create a stable routine Develop a strong self care regimen Recover from my mental health problems Look for community work Look for a new job. Learn how to deal with a narcissist or find an exit strategy Connect with God Implement my spirituality skills and techniques I learned over the last 4 years. Develop a flair at writing

I want to see what's waiting for me in 2023.

I have to delete certain tabs. Strict work. And listen to this woman and save passwords. God give me strength to get through.

https://www.myjournalate.com/a/write

I didn't know you had a gf. But you told me that you love me.

I'm working with a coach who is a colleague of mine and who is working on the subject of narcissism. She gives me wonderful insights on narcissism. . ..

This song is special. It gives me the feeling that I'm coming closer to God and bliss and love. I've named this song - "Come Home."

I want to make a collection of my own quotes.

I have a super bright positive aura. I'm sorta born with it. I spread positivity wherever I go. That's my job. I want to see hope. I want to see strength. People are attracted to my positive aura. Because I don't want to see someone down and hurting. Often when I work with people as an empath, I'm left conflicted between wanting to help them and them wanting more out of me and challenging my strength. I'm a human not a saint. I have nothing to prove. I am good in my heart. Goodness needs to be felt, it can't be proved. I find it appalling when someone challenges my empathy and uses it to abuse me which is fairly common. I have learned over the last 3 years that such empathy is toxic. Empathy cannot be a one way street. When someone doesn't cooperate you, they lose the privilege of deserving your empathy. You should not succumb to their gaslighting. Help those who also respect you and are grateful for your help and not those who weaponize your empathy against you to cause you distress. These are people who are acting vulturish, they're trying to drain you dry. They aren't respecting your giving hand. You have to remember that you are not obligated to show empathy. When you show empathy, you're being a good human being and that should be respected. For that you have to respect yourself. You have to love yourself. You have to consider yourself deserving of respect and care and not be treated like trash. You're creating a soul family of you and others like you. People who don't respect you don't belong on your plane. It's best to let them go. —Tyler Robinson

When people make it difficult for you to progress, you need to tell yourself - I won't let you waste my time. If you don't have something better to do, I pity you — Tyler Robinson

Best question to ask when you are dealing with a low consciousness person is - how can i stop wasting my precious time with this person and get my job done quick? Whatever you need to do to get on your path, do that. Your focus should be solely your path. Low consciousness people are often just a distraction from your major goals and waste your time. How you choose to spend your time is solely your responsibility.

I suffered massive failures, losses, deaths, destruction, medical problems, heartbreaks, abuse, violence, rape, torture and still I'm alive. I want to keep moving. Things like trauma still hurt and make me thin skinned. There are good days and then there are awful days. Yet I won't give up. I want to be strong, stronger than life. My heart wants to live and cope. I want to see the beauty in this life. I want to create beauty. I want to create hope where there is despair. — Tyler Robinson

Come Home. You're a sweet angel. Inside you is hope. This world is for you. You're not for this world. Don't let anyone bring you down. Don't let anyone tell you that you are not good enough. Don't let anyone drag you and point something bad on you. When it's valid criticism it's okay. But most often people are just throwing hate and negativity. Don't back down. You are the one. You deserve all the dignity, love, compassion in the world. You were born for it. You are the winner of your own movie. Remember to love yourself and make yourself so strong that nobody can get under your skin. The above words I speak to my future child. — Tyler Robinson

Exactly this. I hate it when a woman's negative emotions are demonized when too often being positive and naive always gets her in trouble.

Enough monkey business. I need to start working hard now. I always wanted to be a good girlfriend.

People should not be known by how they look. They should be known by how they treat others. — Tyler Robinson

Who who who who are they?

Where you at?

As though we're going to live for billion years.

I escaped.