Tyler Robinson

Theory.

I obviously had bad dreams because I was MB

The bloop is my inspiration I need to worship the ocean.

The Sea means = Refuge A refuge is a place away from bad things to shield and protect a person Meaning of refuge refuge /ˈrɛfjuːdʒ/ Learn to pronounce noun the state of being safe or sheltered from pursuit, danger, or difficulty. "he was forced to take refuge in the French embassy" a place or situation providing safety or shelter. plural noun: refuges "the family came to be seen as a refuge from a harsh world" Similar: shelter protection safety security asylum sanctuary preservation safe keeping place of shelter place of safety haven safe haven sanctum safe house harbour port in a storm ark retreat bolthole foxhole hiding place hideaway hideout fastness querencia an institution providing safe accommodation for women who have suffered violence from a spouse or partner.

What will my ideal world / life would look like? Only positivity. Imagine a world under the sea.

The days I will do a lot of work will be Greenlight days. I'll mark them green on the calendar.

The days I will do a lot of work will be Greenlight days. I'll mark them green on the calendar.

People like Andrew Tate are attention seeking troll. All they do is nitpick and spread negativity.

This is December 2022. I'm keeping a track Keeping a track on the trouble days of the forum. I'll call these the bad mood or BM days on the forum.

Trust

Do you have a female friend? Get a female friend to go with you. She'll defend you in awkward situations. The hostile woman who you're complaining about, they're dime a dozen. It's like dust off your shoulders. If you overthink about her, it will kill your mood and that vibe will be reflected in how you talk to people there. Some people are just bad energy. Instead of thinking too much about them, it's best to avoid them. I think going into that place with friends will help, especially an older female friend who can defend you when needed. Social calibration cannot be learned on your own. You'll bump into these situations not just in the bar. But everywhere. You will need someone to act polite on your behalf, to kinda navigate you around. Doing all of this alone is a risky business. I lack social calibration too. That's why I don't go out alone especially to social places.

My back is aching really bad. Usually happens when I wake up in the middle of the time.

I woke up in the middle of the time and it was bad enough. It kinda screwed me. I felt an enormous need to vent out stuff. I have independently evolved into my own

The great thing is that i have begun talking to myself again. And finding comfort in it. That's awesome

Yea I was diagnosed with autism that made things really bad.

Learn to chill. Then they will take you. Violently angry? This is not even something that someone should be violently angry about. Where's your compass on what's legit and what's out of control? You've massively overblown the situation in your mind. Learn self awareness and social calibration and your problem is solved

Have you done psychedelics before? - yea. Just once I took LSD and I felt great. I felt like a dancing snake for a day. That was a unique funny role play. I wanna role play a lot more but still be in touch with reality.

Understanding social dynamics is a huge part of my growth. In retrospect whatever actions I did and the impact I suffered it all came together to help me understand my own reality.

Random scattered thoughts - random musings I invented this acronym. Lack of cognitive ability. LOCA. This is the best way of describing my autism. I think autism manifests itself differently in different people. In me it was lack of cognitive ability to understand my environment. LOCA was the major reason why I was almost unresponsive to gaslighting and bad stimuli. You would obviously need an ignore option in a mental asylum.

Day 1 How do you feel today? - not so good. How can you describe your feeling? - I feel like a brain fog. A little tired and confused. Lacking in energy. Random talk Why do you think there's division in society? - - because it's taken in a certain direction that automatically triggers hate and division. When haters protest a system or status quo, it's not because of the strong Nazi hate, it's because there's always a half truth to all the accusations. These partial truths are never fully addressed. It will obviously lead to lack of social cohesion How is your forum activity today? - the last 24 hours someone was bugging me. I put that person on ignore. I spent 3 hours correcting that nonsense. But it was worth it in the end. Some people are neurotically obsessed with me. They come and tell me that they love me which I don't believe for a second. Because I know these people are objectifying women. Anytime a guy says that he loves me on the internet it means he is objectifying me. Because how can you love a woman who you haven't even met. How are you developing feelings for someone unknown? I usually respond positively to such men. I used to in the past, 2020ish times. Now I'm more self aware and kinda out of that. Random scattered thoughts - I invented this acronym to understand the phase I was in during those days when I was caving into bad relationships. I call it

I see huge potential but I don't see it as a threat. One major flaw being that it's not human. It cannot induce emotions. Followers need someone who can connect with them emotionally. AI is too robotic, rightly so. It can act as an assistant. That's how far it will go, like a pocket dictionary you carry around, just more efficient at providing information. It is good but still, it's only an assistant. It can't be a leader. Now if it were human-like, for example giving me warning points for being dogmatic then I would have looked at it with great worry. Till then no problem. It won't take away jobs. And it can't replace teachers. Think about it this way. What if humans begin to act like AI. If humans in the near future get AI like capabilities, then the competition will be too tough and that would be very depressing. If certain humans get extraordinarily efficient at working then the rest of humanity will be nuked by poverty and joblessness. That's a real hazard. Instead of worrying about AI acting like humans, worry about humans acting like AI. People must have thought the same about computers in the 80s and 90s..but we still control and run computers.

After those 10 months had passed peacefully I was slowly getting back to my self. This was August 2021 and this was the first time I fell in love again, this time ready to trust someone after a long break. I thought the trail of abusive relationships in my life had come to an end. Little did I know. My next relationship that lasted 6 months put me in a chokehold. My trust was betrayed. This period, although quite brutal taught me an awful lot about life, love, relationships and the world. It was painful, anxious, depressing yet the hardest lessons were learned during this time. Never to trust again unless someone is really invested in you. And that trust is the only commodity that should be given sparingly. I hope that the new year is tender on me. Tenderness is what I need now. I was pushed to my limit. --> <--