Tyler Robinson

I totally agree with you, if you keep it all stripped down, then that's when stage Blue is actually in its most healthy state. It's like water, in its most healthy state its pure and free of chemicals.

What about Barack Obama or do we simply ignore good role models?

@Happy Lizard nope. I'm not forcing my worldview. I'm explaining my worldview so that people who look at stage Blue with rose tinted glasses can wake up to it's sad reality. I'm showing compassion so that people don't suffer the rigors of stage Blue.

Yesterday I saw this documentary and I cried After that I did meditation for 20 minutes approx. And I came to this realization, this insight The greatest evil does not lie in not following morality The greatest evil lies in enforcing morality. Isn't that what old societies did to people. Then Jesus said - An allusion to an utterance of Jesus in John 8:7, viz. “He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her.” ...

I don't know what's happening to me. You make me a more understanding person. You make me a positive person. I'm growing a lot. In the past few days I have understood that most people have an inner child that needs healing. We all need to be healing inside. Your vibe is healing me.

Even Jesus said in the Bible, that people should do good only out of free will. And none of us are truly without sin.

That's ok. But people should follow these ideals only out of self will, interest and freedom. People should not be forced to follow these ideals because that's what toxic blue does. If a person wants to be ethical, let them do so out of free will only (this is stage green). Goodluck.

@Max_V I'm trying to make you aware of the harsh realities of stage Blue which is majority Blue in real life.

@Max_V I'm at stage green. I have gone beyond stage Blue because of my religious upbringing. I had to be stage green to overcome the trauma of stage Blue I have found peace in the Trans and the LGBT community.

This is the taste of what stage Blue looks like in reality, away from your fairy tales. And I hope you never have the misfortune of dealing with stage Blue. The healthy part of stage Blue is extremely tiny and almost invisible Watch this.

@Carl-Richard @Max_V I'll narrate something to you because the way you think about Stage blue, you aren't scarred enough to be fearful of it for the rest of your lives. Ask a traumatized child. The guy in the video is describing a simple redneck lifestyle which feels more like stage Red rather than stage Blue because he is living in nature. Stage blue is living under a strict code of ethics and surrounded by cultish people. Have both of you guys ever lived in a cult? Have you guys heard of Jim Jones? You don't want that horror coming to you. So my ex boyfriend Mr J lived and raised in New Orleans by a crazy single mom who suddenly decided one day that she should send him to a religious organization in Florida for the sake of de-addiction and discipline (so Stage blue), J was addicted to cocaine and crazy mother didn't know how to deal with it so crazy mom sent him to this Catholic organization. You can only imagine what they decided to do with him. They sent him to France and seized his passport and cut all his communication with his mom. And then mercilessly and brutally beat him everyday to make him work. It was a cult. He was beaten everyday by church members and clergy people and then Locked out in the cold with bare feet as punishment if he ever protested against the grim conditions he had been subjected to. He was given nothing other than bread and cheese and eggs throughout the day and he barely had a blanket during winter. He was severely traumatized by the ordeal that the catholic cult leaders put him through and that turned him into an abusive person.. He got help from his fellow friends at the Catholic Cult and he somehow came back to America and never spoke to his mom again. You guys in your cozy European countries, one from Norway and the other from Netherlands, you have absolutely zero clue what it means to live in a strict stage Blue environment. You sit in a cozy armchair and weave fairy tales of an imaginary stage Blue community that has no resemblance to real life stage blue experiences. Experience some of it in real life and I guarantee you'll never even want to be anywhere a typical stage Blue moralist. The guy in the video is not some religious freak. He is just a humble man. Since he talks about being in nature and living his means in the most basic caveman style, I would consider him stage Red rather than stage Blue. Stage Red does not always mean some angry violent person. Any cool caveman can be a healthy stage Red.

@DefinitelyNotARobot I don't wish to integrate something that does not give me basic freedom and dignity as a human being. It's basically abuse of human rights.

I'm sorry but I cannot think of anything healthy when it comes to stage blue. They are all about morality, finger pointing, witch hunt, religion, religious hypocrisy, moral high horse, punishing people for little things, lack of empathy, patriarchy, dogmatism, lack of regard for human life, religious fanaticism, abusive marriages, no support for women, strict monogamies, too much restrictions, zero freedom, power, Domination, authority, superiority, bending to authority, nepotism, extreme corruption. The Bible belt is known for religious hypocrisy Some of the worst war crimes are committed by religious people in the name of religion, example Salem witch trials and the catastrophe of world War 2. No thanks, I want nothing to do with Blue. Even Tribal Red is better than Blue.

You don't exist to engage.

@Razard86 Master: Tell me a joke about Enlightenment. Disciple: Master, Enlightenment is a very serious thing. Master Laughs Out Loud. Disciple: What are you laughing about Master? Master: Nothing.

Here is the thing though: all a dreams is, is just a collection of thoughts. You could call it an illusion, but the same way you could call your perception of reality in waking life an illusion. It's just that when you sleep, you get little sensory input so your brain reconstructs reality based on your memories, feelings and perceptions. That being said, you can't get to know what it feels like to be in a tornado because you haven't been in one. But to think thoughts in dreams don't affect you is the same as saying thoughts in waking life don't affect you. Here is what I'm getting at: the process by which the brain learns new information is not fully understood, but we know that when you do an activity over and over again, the brain behaves in the same certain way - when you play the guitar, the connections that are being used for it are being strengthened(as in more neurotrasmitters are being produced between brain cells). It's the basic principal of the body - what you use is what gets stronger. When you think about playing the guitar though, the brain reacts in almost exactly the same way. You imagine it, you use the same brain connections, you get better. Learning is actually purely psychological phenomenon. Your fingers don't learn, it's only how you rearrange your brain matrix. You can do it physically, unconsciously, or force it with thoughts. There are numerous experiments showing this. The most crazy one is a study with body building. People that simply think about working out during the day, imagine their muscles growing and their power increasing, build muscle mass faster than those who don't, with the same exercise time and routine. You can question the objectivity of those studies sure, but I personally have experienced this with other things as well. When you dream, when you think, you rearrange your brain so that it is more efficient at thinking that way. That's learning.

@UpperMaster I think you can probably get some stage Red stuff from him about success but much of it would be based on grifting, I don't know how far that would take you. Some people who are too desperate and don't care about morality as long as what they get might actually see the appeal with this dude.. But his success is not for the long term. Because long term success is based on something you build. Not on boasting. If you thought that life is totally meaningless then you might actually find value with his lifestyle because at the end of the day Stage Red focuses on getting what they want by any means. Although it can do collective harm, it is useful for the person who is doing it. I'm kinda confused when it comes to morality because it's very Stage blue and I don't like that, anything that contributes to everyone's wellbeing is good

Just an interesting video I thought I would share. Getting back to ego death.. What the guy describes in the video I would say is actually awakening. You are aware that you are not your ego, but the ego still has it's effect on you. I would say what ego death really is, is when you have been living in an awakened state for a while and have noticed your ego so much to the point where you no longer properly identify with it. At this point you may have an identity crisis and go through some hard times... Is this correct? Has anyone experienced this and if so how did you deal with it? I had this realisation that there isn't really a 'me' (awakening) the other day. It was very profound at the time and then I became scared, worried of the implications it would have on my /love life etc. Then I started to see more of the positives to it. Since then I have been very calm and still for the last few days. At the same time, I feel like I've uncovered something that is non reversible. It sounds awful but its a bit like opening pandoras box LOL. I feel like I don't have a choice in being on this path now and that more is going to unfold without my will. The only thing I can compare this feeling to is from when I experimented with drugs for a while. I spent a few years experimenting with drugs and had a few experiences where I was high and actually believed that I had uncovered another reality, the way it really was... This reality I thought I had uncovered is very similar to what I feel now. The more I think about it the more I trip out. LOL I just hope I don't end up in a mental ward..!

@Oeaohoo I hope you feel better

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Well you did see what happened on January 6. So we know how dangerous Trump can be with his propaganda.

@puporing what do you think of this one? I really love it.

So far what benefits have you seen?

I actually had a window experience on my first mushroom trip. I looked out my bedroom window and realized I was eternal everything and I could fly. Yet there was no "I", so it was more like there was eternal everything and flight. Then there was a desire to fly. It was so beautiful and free. . . Yet, in the back of my mind, there was a soft voice that said this could be harmful to me and to go downstairs. I didn't understand. There was no difference between jumping out the window or walking downstairs. In this mindstate, rational and intuition are flipped - so rational thinking seems to be some odd sense that I don't quite get. I ended up walking downstairs and later realized what it would be like to actually jump out a window or cliff on a high dose of mushrooms. I've had to deal with harm anxiety while tripping. For me, I reduce the options. For a while, one of my anxieties is that I would send inappropriate texts / emails to my friends while tripping. So before my trips, I would drain my phone battery and put the phone and charger in a place that is difficult to access. IBut I felt relatively sane during the trip so I did end up sitting in my 5th floor balcony looking down at people walking by. Didn't desire to hop or anything I couldn't even do this sober, let alone tripping. I have severe anxiety of heights with sharp drop offs.

I'm a firm believer in tolerance. I have been extremely depressed and had to cope with really frightening thoughts and feelings that could have turned into actions. From that perspective, I feel like I can understand evil. I believe that there is potential for absolute good and evil in every person. I am no better than the worst criminal in the world. Maybe I am just more fortunate. Don't hate people who are less fortunate than you. I try to live by this guideline.