Tyler Robinson

I don't feel that masculine at all. (I'm a biological female). But it seems like a lot of the guys these days are getting inspired by Hyper masculine alpha male role models in the media, think of David Goggins, Dan Bilzerian, Jocko Willink etc. Do you think these will benefit me as a female?

No. Because it creates anxiety in me, going to public places like hospital. Feels like pressure And I'm feeling unusually depressed and anxious and low motivation.

I had to visit a relative in the hospital tomorrow and I just can't bring myself to it. They had left some documents with me a week ago and I don't know where I kept them. They are asking for those documents. I feel lost, absurd and Disorganized. And I feel zero motivation to go. So I don't know.

I wanted to go but I'm feeling extremely anxious. I spilled coffee all over and now I'm having to clean. I spent an hour cleaning and missed out on my important work. Still there is time.

No. What I meant is that I agree that sex is a basic need like all others so I would consider that to be an important component of someone whose life is ideal.

Agreed!!!!

No. That's not good for you. Try avoiding that.

Gone away for a while. Will be back soon.

Countdown begins Super duper busy right now.

@Someone here Dude that profile Pic. you look very happy.

@Nightwise BTW what does your signature mean? How can someone achieve that?

Women are scared to commit. Very simple logic behind this - Women are deeply scared of being dumped. That explains their flakiness

I kinda came to similar conclusions during my contemplations.

To @something funnyy Leo has videos on Visualization exercises. Look into those. God only knows when his course will come. Till then watch his video.

What teachings of McKenna resonated with you the most?

Nice post.

Yes it is.

In any case its best to avoid a fight. Nobody wants a violent society.

@Zigzag Idiot that's huge.

@UpperMaster so I guess I need to cut Dan Bilzerian out.

This Comment resonated with me. For a long time I was thinking what healthy Red would look like. And this is something I would like to integrate as a healthy aspect of an idyllic life. It's actually a quite visceral feeling in my chest that I can feel right now when writing these examples: "fuck you"-energy; confronting a hard situation, not just for something like an injustice, but for your own future gain, like initiating a conversation or influencing a decision; saying no to a suggestion from somebody you respect or like; saying what you want, asserting your preferences; meeting adversity with strength and decisiveness; speaking, walking and moving with assertiveness and confidence, taking pain and fear as motivation; getting shit done without thinking twice; don't wallow in your own self-pity, etc. Essentially just Red. I'm seeing all these things as genuine resources and as an intrinsic part of myself that needs to be expressed, while before I saw them as things to be avoided. It's also coming from a place of necessity and health rather than obsession or desire, something which you can maybe accuse Tate of, although I would argue that the pure energetic signature of that isn't what makes him dislikeable. It has more to do with his beliefs and values (about money, gender roles, society, government etc.), e.g. what he talks about, not how he talks.

How would you integrate healthy aspects into your life and how will each aspect manifest itself?

Look into emotion therapy. Do exercise. Stay away from psychedelics for a while.

If you're planning on marrying her then you can spend.

I'll look into that.