Tyler Robinson

Impossible. You need arousal..

One more. Girls aren't attracted to cigarettes. One firm rule I had when I passed out of high school was that I would never date a guy who smokes cigs. The smell of cig smoke is unbearable and those chain smoker dudes have horrid temperament issues, they lose temper quickly and tend to be Hyper manic. So I learned to avoid and screen them out. Maybe control your cig addiction. Any interested girl will be eventually turned off if she saw that. I wanted to break up with a guy who used to smoke just for his smoking. It was tough for me to tolerate his habit.

This is so normal. Don't expect every date to turn out into a fairytale. Hardcore dating requires persistence and steely resilience. You have to pursue a shit ton of people (male or female is irrelevant) in order to find just 1 compatible person and even then it doesn't work sometimes. Now you might reach the relationship stage and it can result in a breakup People aren't easy to win, men or women. Both can skip and flake on the pettiest reasons, this is default. One of the key lessons in dating is that it's rarely ever successful. It's worse than having a career. A career at least pays off your hard work. Dating isn't like that. You could be struggling even after a ton of hard work and self improvement. You might still not find that perfect match and if you finally did find that perfect person, they might suddenly leave you for no reason, this is even after a relationship. Relationships and dating are the most unstable components of life and you need to accept this, you're no exception to the rule, everyone is suffering equally and just like you. The only people who don't suffer are those that are insanely lucky to have stumbled on their soulmate right after the first few attempts, this is rare and also requires that the person be insanely attractive, emotionally intelligent, extremely social and great with people skills in general. If you don't tick any of the aforementioned boxes, then sorry, you have to accept that dating is going to be incredibly harder for you than a guy who is already successful and generally good with the ladies. Trust me, most people suck at social stuff. The so called social butterflies are actually very rare. Most people struggle with dating and you're no different. Just relax and keep trying to find new people and friends every day. Don't change yourself because it's difficult to keep up and attracts wrong kind of people. Just be authentic and keep connecting socially. Expose yourself to larger crowds, meet more people. You will find someone who takes interest and likes talking to you. Be good at talking. It's not so much about selling yourself. It's just being good at talk. Girls generally do not like over the top explicit sexual talk right off the bat,, it appears as cringe. So avoid rookie mistakes. I remember my high school days. I used to be attracted to dudes who had a firm personality, dominant style. They were romantic and knew how to tease me. Be good at getting attention of the girl. But don't act desperate or obsessive with getting attention. You have to know the push pull technique. Try to get the attention of a girl but know when to switch off the supply. Don't bamboozle. Most girls don't appreciate being chased too much, they won't respect you. Girls like a bit of you acting like you don't give a damn. Have that bad boy attitude. Not Stereotypical nice guy. Most girls don't care about nice guy because they don't challenge them. They just appear uninteresting. What makes you interesting is positioning yourself as a high value masculine. Women are biologically wired to be attracted to the most masculine in the bunch. The guy who appears more dare devil, more grounded, more firm in his Masculinity (even if you have to fake it, but fakes get caught later lol), the guy who leads the girl, the guy who takes charge of the conversation, respects his own value, doesn't come off as insecure, is intellectually sharp and knows how to command his value is the one who ends up attracting a ton of females to choose from....in short high value male. Dating is ruthless, challenging, hard and cruel and requires a mega ton of effort. So don't blame yourself. The game is already rigged against humans.

Yea don't send dick pics and I'll be ok. Thanks.

Then you should not read my journals. You'll get a lot of that everyday. Just saying.

This is a stereotype. All alpha men aren't abusive. Stage Blue collar Alpha men are much better. They care for their wife.

I freaking love that video. Post the whole video lol. It's a treasure.

@King Merk I see

Mixed signals are like burgers from Macdonalds. They are cheap but give you stomach problems later. Relationships that started with mixed signals almost never end well. They are fantasies of immature minds. And always avoid men women who give mixed signals. They are generally players.

My ex partners were into kink just as much as I want but they had no history of trauma Millions of people have sexual kinks. It's just a random biological thing like sexual orientation. On the flip side, it could be that you have never sufficiently explored your own kinks and this could be in part due to religious shaming and suppression, especially if you're raised in either catholic or Mormon kind of families those families tend to shame kinks. In my experience. Kinks tend to have their origin in puberty and the way you used to arouse yourself during those periods of your life, especially if you were a teen reading romantic novels or fantasies, those can serve as breeding grounds for your future kinks. For example, I used to read a ton of romantic novels during my puberty days that involved capture fantasy etc. So I developed Dom sub rape fantasy related fetishes. There's nothing special or psychologically unusual or sinister about it. It's simply established mental patterns that arouse you, which you created on your own depending on how you handled your arousals in your puberty years.

I do believe in coincidences and bad or good luck.

There's no problem with falling for an alpha. But someone on a pedestal, man or woman is always asking for disaster.

@Carl-Richard you're loved. Gives you a warm smile.

This cracked me up really bad. I'm breaking into hives.

Interesting.

This question is tragicomical.

Love the outdoors.

And we take water for granted too.

I won't write anymore in this journal If you want me to go back to Eric, that's what I will do. OK? It's ok if you wish to delete me from your life, then I won't exist anymore. Bye.

.. Dear God, I came so far from nothing. Why do you let me suffer? Why don't you let me go? I'm tired of being blamed. It's insane why I have to live on this planet earth and then have to live my entire life trying to prove that I am a good person. Whats the point of this? I'm tired of lovelessness and the lack of empathy. I will be fine. God will take care of me. No need to worry. I sometimes go through depressive moments. Just don't worry. God I pray to you to just kill me. There's no point in it at all. I just wish to be gone. I'm tired of living in constant pain.

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