Tyler Robinson

There's a strange relationship between weed and society. It's like a person who was always hated rises to the top and becomes the ultimate underdog. Yet when he begins to fail, people realize why he was hated in the first place. The problem being that of counter intuition. It plays games with your mind. If something is deeply hated, people begin to scrape the bottom of the barrel to find reasons to love it, almost out of pity. Human nature. Then as time passes by, the true colors are shown and it takes significantly long periods of time for the pendulum to swing back to the old position, this is the course of almost every historical movement. Take feminism.. It was hated in the beginning and then it rose to a peak in the 80s and now we see a resurgence in the criticism of feminism. These is how almost everything has worked for humanity. It's synonymous to the story of Trump's rise to the presidency and the eventual debacle. After decades people will realize that Marijuana is just as bad and there was a ring of truth somewhere.

Another side note to those who care to listen. Bipolar people are very attracted/drawn to weed. My mother is bipolar and she consumed weed at some point and I stopped her immediately. My two ex boyfriends were bipolar and they were both addicted to weed. Most bipolar people I know are weirdly drawn to weed (God knows for what reason).. But I care about these people. Also a friend of mine who was bipolar was addicted to weed. If you're bipolar, weed can make your symptoms worse not better.. It's a casual assumption that weed helps with bipolar. I would recommend against it even if it appears to temporarily calm you down. Long term it makes bipolar thousand times worse Bipolar folks should not consume weed. Most people I associated with in the past were bipolar and addicted to weed. Every single one of them. It was almost like a rite of passage of sorts. They love this stuff and it fucks them up. Without them realizing it.

I have seen my ex boyfriend suffer regular withdrawals on weed. Who cares if it's psychological or chemical. Addiction is addiction. One way or another.. I say what I see /seen. I am not here to publish a thesis on weed as a chemical. But from my personal observations, these people were highly addicted to it, maybe it's less addictive for some, addiction itself depends a lot on brain chemistry, some people are wired to get easily addicted than others. One way to test if a substance is highly addictive or not is to not test it on people like you who don't get easily addicted. How can that help? Maybe you never get addicted to anything. But test it out on people who are extremely sensitive because addiction matters more to such people. It's they who we really should care about And the guy I was dating had an inclination towards addiction.. He used to be quite addicted to alcohol and pretty much anything as a teen. In his own experience, he found that he could get rid of alcohol but not weed. He had an alcohol addiction that he gradually got rid of. But he had been doing weed since he began our relationship. Prior to weed, he was pretty good, no rage or paranoid behavior and quite calm. As his weed use progressed, he got increasingly addicted, paranoid, anxious. Days he didn't have weed, he would have withdrawals and beg for it. It was fast burning up his money, we used to live in Seattle and his weed bill was running high. On top of that he always wanted the highest quality weed, which is more expensive. It was burning his pocket. His behavior altered badly. And he couldn't quit weed completely. I left him. He is still addicted to weed. He talks about leaving but goes back to it right after a week Weed is way worse than alcohol or cigarettes. It is highly addictive especially for people who are more prone to addiction. But it's precisely these people that we need to care about because they are the first victims.

I have never mentioned that occasional use is harmful. Sure use it occasionally if it gave you a spiritual spike Occasional use of high dose caffeine has helped me too. But that doesn't mean that I'll tell people to regularly consume caffeine. It's same with Marijuana. The most dangerous and most common unchallenged assumption on Marijuana is that it's considered apparently non lethal and casually harmless. This is wrong. It is not what it appears. It's a hidden drug. It does harm just like alcohol. But just like alcohol it works silently and it takes significantly long periods of consistent use to actually see it altering behavior. It's no worse than smoking and drinking. The major problem being that most people flippantly believe it to be less dangerous to smoking or drinking which is a huge myth.

Take it or leave it. And your negative opinions don't phase me a bit. I'm staunch on this. I'm done with the thread. If I get more info on the dangers of weed I'll keep posting in the future.

Do whatever you want guys. I am not going to stop spreading the message. I know from first hand accounts that weed is dangerous, addictive and does a lot of harm long term. I have got no time to keep debating and arguing endlessly. You can enjoy your weed the fuck you want and keep arguing with me over peanuts. But my message might reach someone, at least one person here and if it stops them from being addicted to weed, I will consider it mission half accomplished. I'm not closed minded on weed. But I have seen too much to not ignore it anymore. If you're doing weed, make sure you do it occasionally. Because it's highly addictive and regular consumption will change you over time and you won't like what you will become. Take my message or leave it. Who gives a fuck.

This is your opinion. Fine. I have seen people and how addicted they get. I already posted so many videos showing how severe the addiction can be. Not everyone is same. See what this doctor has to say

That's probably because you don't do it regularly. People assume that weed is not that bad. Weed is just as bad as alcohol.

Medical cannabis is a whole different subject. When people talk about doing weed, almost 98% of the time, it's recreational. I like how people cherry pick and immediately jump on the bus of medical Marijuana when majority of the problem is people addicted to recreational weed, which what the main strength of the topic was all about. Nice way to deviate the subject. By the way "like any other tool" is another evasion tactic you're using. No.. Weed isn't like coffee. Weed is not like any other tool. Weed is an exceptionally potent and harmful tool.. I even posted videos to make my point clear. Weed that is manufactured now is much more potent then the weed decades ago. But you won't bother to watch that.

And I'm talking about addiction Just because you aren't doesn't mean others aren't. Weed is more addictive than traditional psychedelics. Go teach someone else.

I'm talking about people who took Marijuana daily.

Watch this. https://youtu.be/721maHvPax8

@Juan@Juan I wasn't talking about medical cannabis

@amanen This is because you see them short term. I saw my loved ones over a long period of time like a full year and saw them completely change gradually with weed use. In the moment, chill. But long term irritable.

Good job!!!!!!! Although I'm not against medical cannabis. I guess the legalization of weed might help with the use of medical cannabis and might make it cheaper and easily accessible.

I speak from experience My friends used to do weed. I've seen many people whose lives have been turned upside down. It's a severely addictive thing. I have done weed myself. It's very dangerous. If you didn't do weed, you shouldn't talk about it. Kinda naive.

And lots of people actually don't use it responsibly. To be honest, I haven't come across a single person who used it responsibly. Almost every person admitted they were addicted to it. It takes a lot to break a weed habit. You should give disclaimers when you talk about severely addictive substances.

@Leo Gura but you should also let people know that it's too bad.

@amanen the problem is weed is unlike any other drug. It gets you hooked before you know. It's severely addictive. Most people aren't able to control their craving for it. It's not like porn, where you could tell someone to do it in moderation.. There's no moderation with weed. You cannot simply switch off weed the way you do with coffee. You take weed and when you get the habit, you do it regularly. That's the highest risk with weed. It causes paranoia, dehydration and the person turns into a shell of themselves. I've seen people who were addicted to weed. They act weird, get triggered easily, they are a hair's length away from having a mental breakdown. Weed makes you happy in the moment but increases the tendency to rage at people. It makes people paranoid, anxious, unstable, volatile and irritable all the time. It's lethal long term I'm actually disappointed that it was legalized.

I saw many lives destroyed by weed. It's a Cancer.

I blocked him. It gave me a panic attack.

@Leo Gura you do ton of drugs God. Are you in one piece?

I don't like weed. Don't promote weed here.

Chapter45 - Shame Entry1/45 On 8/14/2022 at 1:47 AM, Tyler Robinson said: I live in guilt. On 8/14/2022 at 1:50 AM, Tyler Robinson said: I couldn't be the perfect girlfriend. I couldn't be your girlfriend. I feel like hiding my face in the shadows. I feel like running away from your shadow Can you hold me tightly and tell me that it's okay? I think nothing will change even if you did that. The damage has been done.. I'll live in your condemnation. On 8/14/2022 at 2:11 AM, Tyler Robinson said: Even God knows I wasn't untrue. On 8/14/2022 at 2:23 AM, Tyler Robinson said: Because I can't change it. Only God can. And only God can do justice. On 8/14/2022 at 2:42 AM, Tyler Robinson said: God is the corrector. The one who does justice in the end. Satan is the protector from bad karma and the great enemy.. I do feel ashamed of myself for the things I did. For the way I hurt you. But I also feel helpless and wish things weren't this bad. I look up to you. I admire you And you are the only one I really and deeply fell in love with. Forgive me Vincent. But I'm loving you always. You are my special love. I will be with you forever and I'll always love you. You're everything I want. Everything was an accident. I wouldn't have wanted to hurt you in a million years We are one Vincent, we are one. I was walking towards the grave to meet you. Only waiting for you and nobody else. I forever belonged to you Vincent I know you wouldn't have left me. You wouldn't have wanted to. You cared for me deeply. You left because you found it difficult. But you knew I was perfect Now I'm ashamed You would have wanted to know everything about me In hindsight I wasn't worthy of you. And I should have known that. But I would have given up my life for you I loved you that much. Vincent, I'm your perfect girlfriend and I wanna be your perfect future wife too.. In fact I feel like you are my husband. The only man I would have wanted as my husband was you. I know you love me. That's why you wanted a tattoo.

Entry5/44 I'm actually a very friendly and wonderful person. I'm really cool with people.. The only thing that destroys me is the negativity from haters that bogs me down Well...... It's finally over Never in my life again will I associate with such people. Big lessons learned. I learned a lot actually. I know the first sign when someone is trouble. The judging shaming types. Those are the ones to be avoided at all costs And the next are the savior types They act all cute and loving and compassionate and that is all just a front. Another lesson that I learned is that being too close to people is the biggest recipe for disaster. Because when you get too close their hearts get a bit colder and harsher and they show you their real side. So never be too close to anyone. It's a bad idea.. It's these so called intimate people who are the worst. Not to be trusted.