Tyler Robinson

I heard that guy died, not sure though.

I don't have a great taste in rap I know. I like this one. 2pac. I usually like Emo Raps.

And Timbaland.

And Lil Nas X did a great job with this.

And why did you forget Nicki Minaj lol VA VA voom.

This song is rap but Emo Rap and this guy does a fantastic job. Kid Laroi - so done.

And why in the world did you forget Eminem. Where's the ultimate slim shady of rap.

I don't know so much about rap because I barely ever listen to that. But this one is good. Also wiz Khalifa that I came across accidentally.

Okay it's spelled Ludacris. I love this rap snippet from JB all around the world. It has a deep meaning and adds a lot of liveliness to the song. JB, Luda! I love everything about you, you're imperfectly perfect Everyone's itching for beauty, but just scratchin' the surface Lost time is never found, can the DJ please reverse it? In life we pay for change, let's make every second worth it Anything can work if you work it when people say you don't deserve it Then don't give in, 'cause hate may win some battles, but love wins in the end You shine just like the sun while the moon and the stars reflect your light Beauty revolves around you It's only right that Timestamped the snippet below.

Wait a minute. I forgot the spelling. Let me check again.. Because I heard him long ago.

Ludicrous is not that famous I assume. But I liked one song he did. He did it perfect. Really touchy rap.

Well. Use socialization for instance. It's not that bad. Or video games but in moderation.

Ludicrous

In that case you better quit. Seems you are just using it for stimulation. You use anything for stimulation, it will come later to bite you back. Just like people use cigarettes for stimulation That's a dangerous habit that builds up fast.

A psychopath has cold cold eyes Sometimes I feel like I am coerced into loving a psychopath. They catch me wherever I go. And my biggest weakness is sex. Apparently psychopaths are great at sex. Which I'm not. I get awkward and shy with sex. Most men that I dated were fashionably great at sex. I used to feel awkward around it. My second ex used to tell me long stories about sex. Like Bait me into it Since sex was my fundamental weakness, he caught on it. It was extremely hard for me One day he told me to come upstairs to a desolated place. He lied to me about his intent. Told me that he had something to tell me. Then when I got there, he forcefully held my head in the palm of his hands and then kissed me for at least 5 minutes maybe. And I pushed him off. He laughed at that. But he got me wet. When I got home, he called me up, apologized and then he set into motion a lot of different tactics to win my affection for him He told me that he would never be sexual with me without my consent. This is all hogwash as I later discovered. He never cared for my consent. Now I feel awful. Because my weakness for sex was exploited.

I was born with autism. I tend to trust people easily. My trust was always taken advantage of. Once you see the face of a psychopath, it's literally impossible to forget. So how do you know that someone is a psychopath? You should not trust someone or anyone easily. Wait and watch. A person who is truly interested in you will try to engage with you on a personal level. Psychopaths are superficial. They will reflect it. Like they will retract back in their intimacy. Be with people who are pleased to be around you Psychopaths will signal their displeasure right away. You'll see those initial signs of awkwardness and rejection and you will know right away that something is amiss Since I'm autistic I missed on these cues and played right into the hands of a psychopath who was lying in wait for me ready to throw bread crumbs for me to eat. Now it takes time. A psychopath always makes you feel like everything is normal and smooth. Then they suddenly trip, make a mistake, tell you something callously My ex told me one day that he would marry someone else. Just callously while I was making breakfast for him That's how they do it. They throw things at you as a matter of fact, just plain and bizarre. And expect you to just roll with it.

@Gidiot I don't know about the communal aspects. I'm only focused on spreading the message that weed is dangerous and addictive and leads to a ton of problems if taken daily.

Let's see how I manage this.

Some psychopathic people, their actions are awful. And these actions aren't easily visible They are well planned to benefit them in some form. And it's very distressing to see these plans not working out as thought before. These actions cause a cycle of events that eventually trap the person. They sit back and watch everything unfold. The problem is that it takes an extremely intelligent person to see through the whole mess And come to the right conclusions. Ordinary people won't be able to do this. An extraordinarily intelligent person would be able to crack through it. I'm now able to spot psychopaths better and I realize at last that I was never a psychopath. I've never truly understood psychopathy until now I used to assume that psychopaths are people who plan things the way I used to do.. But that's not it. Psychopaths are people who are well aware of what they are doing and go out of their way to hurt others. That's when you know that you're dealing with one. It's like you always thought that they were or are the best people out there. One thing I have realized is that psychopaths have superficial charm. They feign emotions. They tell you what you need to hear, what you want to hear. And in the moment you believe in them. The same way I did. And then you get trapped in their traps. This person comes to me and says - What are you doing here? Hahahahahahahaha It was me in my dreams.

That's true but feminism doesn't allow that. It demonizes women who don't want to succumb to its pressures or expectations. For example if I said to a feminist that I don't want to work in the military she would give me a long ass talk on how I don't represent strong women, essentially shaming me for making my own choices. That's why I pointed out how feminism caricatures women into this "strong independent masculine" stereotype which every woman is supposed to aspire to or else she is considered weak. I think this is dangerous stereotyping that hurts women. It doesn't liberate women. This toxicity impacts their health.

Berrylee, you have to be able to see the beauty of virtue. Here in lies the whole secret. Losers never win. Neither are losers ever happy. Truly happy people don't go around bothering others = miserable fucks lol. Put this message on a board. Elements that make up perfection Sexual elements. Love, compassion, softness Sadomasochistic elements, this is not evil, only animalistic Machiavellian elements Alpha Male elements Feminine elements There is no evil only enemy of love Satan meditation When am I truly liberated? When I don't have to think about others. I'm having a good life. Just a couple of stuff and everything is purfect. Someone just cannot deal with it. Lmfao. I'm not some criminal to justify my actions to other people.

@KH2 now... I also have an alternate theory and I don't know how much you would agree on this, but this is just my speculation off the top of my head. I think feminism demands that women work harder and this generates competition among women for the limited resources they're competing for. Whenever you put Darwinion survival of the fittest into motion, it exclusively brings out the psychopath in most, because those who want to survive have to invent psychopathic strategies to push others down the food chain so they can climb on top. (especially the ones who are weak), this will actually more generate and attract psychopathic women to succeed at meeting opportunities and thus succeed at survival, previously such psychopathy was only limited to fooling the husband to get more money, but now this psychopathy will spread to wider society, in the workplace and every part of the food chain and thus we will see a higher proportion of psychopath mothers and women in the future. That's a disaster for the moral spiritual fabric of the society because it votes vulnerable women out.

In order to determine which philosophy or ideology is better, you have to focus on the outcome. So far feminism has benefitted women in terms of financial independence. Reducing dependency on male partner, less cases of abuse. But the other negative outcomes of feminism include - high divorce rates - less dating opportunities for men - single motherhood - women turning to prostitution and glorified sex work - hatred for men - pressure of work - bad health - less focus / attention on kids - obesity - incompetent masculine women as bosses who make decisions based on emotions and lack of fair leadership - too much Masculinity and loss of feminine compassion and sensitivity. Masculine oriented stage Orange society - women paying too much focus on career, neglecting husband and kids. - emasculation of men

Thanks for the encouragement. It was a tough situation. I couldn't sleep for days. I figured I couldn't do much.

The best way to kill jealousy is to be extremely happy.