Tyler Robinson

I have only one question for leo. Why is this mouse hyper intelligent?

Decided to say a few sweet words to strangers Hope you have a good day

My heart bleeds as it writes..... I'm lost. And I'm found within you. You're the only one I truly loved. You left me and I was left torn. A broken heart forever in search of you. I could never be truly separated from what is a part of me. You were a healer and you were also a destroyer. Now in death let me be equal to you. I want all or I want none. I want you or I'm done Then why all of this. You say that sex is overrated. Then why is everyone wanting sex? What if I really wanted to say what I wanted? Would you shame me? What if I said that I want deep loving penetrating sex all day everyday? What if I begged for your love? What if I said that you needed to hold me dear to you forever? Would you give me all of your love?

I need love I need love I need love I need love I need love I need love I need love I need love I need love I need love I need love I need love Or I'm lost......

There's nothing left for me except a dream and dealing with reality and knowing that love is everything. Nothing else ever mattered. Stop caring. That's the point. Stop searching. Stop needing. The only reason why you want something is because you don't have it already. But you can absorb something fully into you then you won't need it.

I want this journal to be a tablet of my deepest most personal feelings. I just want to be able to say anything that comes from the bottom of my heart. I do experience fleeting emotions though.

It's not set in stone. But what he is saying is a general truth. Of course not applicable to everyone. Better to err on the side of caution than to rest on exceptions.

Dear Reader, May you find beauty and bliss. My deepest wish is that you achieve your goals and dreams. This journal is my dedication to this forum. I want to give some love to this community.. I might cease to exist some day on this planet. But my soul is eternal. I'm sorry I'm a bit emotional while writing this. I have often wondered if I can contribute in some positive way. And I think this is something I can do if nothing at all. I can spread some love and try to uplift those who are having a bad time. Maybe this can be a good use of my body and mind.. So if you are reading this, trust me that someone always cares about you. You might be having a rough day. If someone said something mean to you, realize that they are human, probably they were never given love, maybe they had a bad childhood. Maybe they are discontent for some reason. Let lt go. Forgive those who hurt you. They are human just like you and will make human mistakes. We're here to heal each other.

Q. What are some ways of showing self compassion? A. Say a sweet word to a stranger.

Q. A. I think as humans we love to convince ourselves that there's this fairy tale life. That love is magical and I'm talking about romantic love. All of this is too far fetched from reality. We have a ton of unmet needs. These needs are never fulfilled in a lifetime. Life is a beautiful low budget illusion, it's there to suck you in, only the most insignificant aspects of life are actually true, the most mundane aspects that is. We live through this illusion imagining that this is our life. Life can change on the drop of a dime. Salvage it. Enjoy it while it lasts. Don't be too attached to it. Don't be in search of something. Just live it and make the best of what you got..

Related to the weather? Never heard of it.

Q. A. I have mostly been true to myself. I have never wanted anything else. I wear my heart on my sleeve. I don't care too much about what anyone thinks, I live in the moment.

Reality already existed. Your heart only had to embrace it.

Q. What's your opinion on this forum? A. I think people who are very independent and or have their shit together should not use this forum. This forum should be reserved for incels, mentally ill people or autistic people like me. Because these are the real people who will benefit somewhat from this forum. The forum should not be a place where you get to toot your horn day in day out about how Tier 2 your ego is. It should be a place of guidance for lost souls. So people who are aware of what they want in life should not use this forum since it will merely be a waste of time and a major distraction for them. I mean what are they going to gain from the forum other than a way to alleviate their boredom.

Q. What's your general opinion on men? A. Right now there are just so many things bubbling up in my head. But I'm kinda doing better than before. I've a weird connection with men. I both love and hate them. Mostly I'm in love with masculinity more than I'm in love with men. Of course there's the sexual part. I have an expanded capacity for forgiveness. It's something that I cultivated as a child. I just knew (probably through some form or kind of a psychic download), that forgiveness was an important element of being as human as you can be. So I have always been a very forgiving person, yet I have had obstacles in forgiving people sometimes, maybe out of fear and paranoia, I'm borderline and I suffer autism which makes me anxious and fearful sometimes, yet the level of trust I have sometimes shown with people is remarkable. But being forgiving comes with its own set of miseries. I have been taken advantage of, preyed on, treated badly often. So I know that being forgiving can be a source of misery with the wrong kinds of people occupying territory in your life. Going to expand on this.....

Q. What's your view on slut shaming? A. So this is my opinion. And I know a lot of people would disagree. I think a tiny amount of slut shaming is beneficial to maintain social morals around sex. That is to keep some level of sexual integrity. Feminists who see slut shaming as a problem apparently have huge issues with pua culture and men dumping women for sex. If you think that a man who uses women for sex is a scumbag, then I see slutty behavior as the female version of male scumbaggery. Women hate being critiqued on their bad behavior and loose morals yet a lot of these feminist women are very hypocritical, they won't ever tolerate the lack of morals in men. I don't support the patriarchal form of slut shaming where women are shamed for their dress code or simply because they smiled at a man. Yet if a woman is sleeping around and does not value her partner's jealousy or concerns, I see it as a massive disrespect of masculinity. Also if a woman doesn't want to respect a man's sexual standards and preferences, then i think a man is not obligated to abide by women's social sexual standards either. It should go both ways. So slut shaming is wrong especially if the woman hasn't broken sexual ethics in a relationship, yet it's not entirely plausible to not hold women accountable for their sexual recklessness since it hurts collective morals around sex and women are just as accountable as men, if we are to have a level playing field, when it comes to preserving sexual ethics and both gender are equally responsible for maintaining the status quo in terms of integrity of a relationship. None is more privileged than the other.

Q. What would you like to say to people who you think you might have hurt? Q. What aspect of personal development do you like the most? A. The fact that it provides me with an opportunity to grow everyday. I have come a long way in my journey and I can say I'm not disappointed. I have learned so much and I'm more excited than before to keep learning and keep going. I think whatever I learn I try to integrate it into my life at some point, in some way.

Q. Do you think you are selfish? A. Yes I'm selfish. But I don't think I've been selfish to the point where I have actually ended up harming someone. Yet, I am not completely selfless either, I have had (and I still do), phases in life where I felt like I wasn't being completely honest and yes in those moments I have been selfish. Although I'm not cunning but I have been a bit savvy in pursuing what I wanted. I can be a bit hardcore in that respect and I don't mind it at all because that's what my circumstances and survival taught me. I couldn't have been otherwise. Q. What's the one thing that you like about yourself? Q. Q. Would you like to participate in a podcast? Q. What do you think is the most important aspect of a relationship?

Q. Do you really think that you get along with most people? A. I don't think i am good at people management. I often fuck up and I'm low on the social calibration scale. Very recently, I wrote about this: So I was meditating the other day, and I kept falling in and out of consciousness, I began contemplating on the nature of reality and how the world operated and this thing called God realization, it was difficult because there was a deep sense of disturbance and discomfort that I wasn't able to work through, some shadow aspects lashing out at me. At one point, I had a beautiful glimpse into infinity, and then it switched to once again the same shadow aspects of human judgement, morality yada yada, and then a voice downloaded itself and told me that nothing matters, just absolutely nothing matters, and everything is perfect as it is and suddenly it said that self compassion is the highest most beautiful goal, it didn't matter if love didn't exist, love had to be created, everything comes from nothing and nothingness is what everything leads to, some of my anxiety was alleviated and there it was..... In a cloud of smoke an entity standing there and saying "self compassion." Q. What are your views on social validation? Q. Would you like to participate in a podcast? Q.

It could also be a sign of mental disorder. Have you experienced trauma? Or this could be some form of seasonal depression.

So this is my opinion. And I know a lot of people would disagree. I think a tiny amount of slut shaming is beneficial to maintain social morals around sex. That is to keep some level of sexual integrity. Feminists who see slut shaming as a problem apparently have huge issues with pua culture and men dumping women for sex. If you think that a man who uses women for sex is a scumbag, then I see slutty behavior as the female version of male scumbaggery. Women hate being critiqued on their bad behavior and loose morals yet a lot of these feminist women are very hypocritical, they won't ever tolerate the lack of morals in men. I don't support the patriarchal form of slut shaming where women are shamed for their dress code or simply because they smiled at a man. Yet if a woman is sleeping around and does not value her partner's jealousy or concerns, I see it as a massive disrespect of masculinity. Also if a woman doesn't want to respect a man's sexual standards and preferences, then i think a man is not obligated to abide by women's social sexual standards either. It should go both ways. So slut shaming is wrong especially if the woman hasn't broken sexual ethics in a relationship, yet it's not entirely plausible to not hold women accountable for their sexual recklessness since it hurts collective morals around sex and women are just as accountable as men, if we are to have a level playing field, when it comes to preserving sexual ethics and both gender are equally responsible for maintaining the status quo in terms of integrity of a relationship. None is more privileged than the other.

That is true as well. It's both the presence and the lack of it. Which comes back to - its the source of evil.

Money is the root cause of evil. Careful.

Will all the people who are still locked up be released now? I hope they will be released in the next few weeks. It's a nightmare that it took so long for such a trivial change in norms. Land of the brave.