Tyler Robinson

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  1. @Yarco a couple of things - learning any musical instrument - learning different forms of dance - learning different languages - writing a sex based novel (erotic stuff) already working on this - going to expensive retreats - having a large farm (haha a small one can't satisfy me) of apples or tomatoes. Or medicinal plants. Harvesting those to provide medical herbs to people at minimum costs - writing recipe books.
  2. @Yarco what if you already had all the money you wanted. What would have been your other fulfilling goals in that case?
  3. For some weird reason, I'm feeling much better and bouncy since you called yourself planet earth. I can feel your love touching me from all sides, every inch of my body. It's tickling and tingling me. It's like the earth is loving me so much, it's putting me to shame for not loving it back enough. This never happened before. I'm feeling completely swallowed, taken over, conquered, eclipsed by this earth. At the same time guilty that I didn't love it back enough. It feels like a loving God figure who is constantly embracing me and making me surrender to its overwhelming love and embrace. It also feels like it's subtly intelligent and can see me. I feel both loved and guilty. I desperately feel like surrendering to this earth and let it take over me. This is better than the mouse consciousness thing. This is making me feel something. Some synergy. Synchronicity. Some pressure but it's beautiful warm pressure. Oh God. I'm feeling flushed and taken. Like every part of me is being conquered and soothed.
  4. If you are earth then may I use you as a trampoline? I wanna bounce a bit.
  5. I mean meeting them on the first date and realizing that they can't read my mind.
  6. Good job snooping on my womb. But hey earth, you made me like this. Blame yourself for birthing me. I belong to you.
  7. What is the planet earth's consciousness demanding from my little self?
  8. I'm a bit tired.
  9. Hahahahahahahaha, were you trying to be a cool kid?
  10. Yesterday I felt horny again. .
  11. Please don't stigmatize mental disorder just a request
  12. What's your masculine Fantasy about a woman? What does your desired woman look like, act like, feel like?
  13. You aren't spamming. It's very beautiful. Post more.
  14. @Leo Gura you're flat chested, not round as previously thought. (got the joke?)
  15. You should start saying that you aren't conscious anymore. Just for a change. Might make everything more believable. It might even put an end to the consciousness competition charade. So who's more conscious today? Any prizes? Today you're two points higher up in consciousness than the hyper intelligent alien mouse yesterday. Must feel better raking up a higher score everyday. Leave some praise for unconscious beings like us. Starting to get jealous of you now.
  16. Great topic. I've mixed thoughts on this subject. This situation is not limited to only third world countries. In the USA, you see a lot of people supporting Trump. This is mostly Bible Belt uneducated, politically illiterate people. Trump tried hard to woo church pastors and skilfully dragged religion into politics. One of the biggest reasons why Trump came to power has a lot to do with religious zealots who were fawning over him. What it tells me is that a democracy cannot successfully flourish in a stage Blue stage Red environment Democracy is like a volatile liquid. It cannot be handled by everyone. Only an expert should be trusted with it I'm not sure if Plato was against democracy. If your animal is sick, would you go to your neighbors or would you approach a vet? The right to vote should not belong to everyone. However this statement directly contradicts the right to liberty in the constitution of every nation. I think it's a great mistake that a constitution exists. Once it's created, it turns into a statute that cannot be challenged. So here we are, the burden of the constitution will be borne for God knows how many years The conclusion is - democracy is dangerous and dysfunctional for endemically stage Blue societies. It causes corruption and bureaucracy
  17. Jews are known for nepotism and inbreeding. Although these practices aren't exactly cool, they help Jews stick together for each other, keeps their unity intact and it's a form of tribalism Inbreeding is dangerous and that's why a lot of Jews have genetic and birth defects. On one hand they're successful but on the other, too much inbreeding can die out a species. Unfortunate actually.
  18. I mean if I were born a dude, I personally wouldn't want to marry a slut woman. That's just my preference. Not wanting to judge the woman as low value or high value (value is not a problem) but deep down I'll have suspicions about her character and virtue. The biggest suspicion would be around the area of loyalty. If she would continue a similar lifestyle in marriage or relationship. So my biggest apprehension would be that she would most likely cheat or make me put up with her lifestyle choices and since I prefer ultra strict monogamous relationships(the way Mormons do), I think that it wouldn't fit well with my values in a relationship. So it's mostly not about calling a woman bad for having a slut lifestyle, but more about that it doesn't align with my relationship values. It hurts my sexual integrity to have a woman like that and constantly have to worry about her transgressions in the relationship. This does not mean that a virgin woman or a woman who has a few partners isn't capable of cheating on her spouse/bf or that she is some virtuous highly precious woman, it's just that she makes the relationship a bit easy on the brain and less stressful. No there is no distinction here or inferiority/superiority judgements, I don't consider non slutty women as something more desirable, feminine or coveted prizes, it would be shameful and cringe to think along those lines. I just think that they would be much easier to deal with. Whereas someone with a slutty history with too many mates, unstable relationships would signal someone who doesn't value commitment, loyalty, hard work and understanding in a relationship, someone who is shallow, fickle, easily dumps others and doesn't really care too much about having a deep connection and treats others as "easy come" or simply doesn't hold much value for who they want to engage with. I see them as weak, shallow, superficial, fragile, flippant and not having strong values in a relationship, also as someone who wouldn't work hard if something were to go wrong in a relationship. Someone who will easily leave you if someone better comes along. Of course you can argue that this is a matter of internal insecurities. But insecurities are a part of a relationship. They will exist naturally and one way or another, just like jealousy. You can't simply wish these things away, that would be idealistic. You can't have your cake and eat it too. You cannot on one hand engage in behaviors that make your partner insecure and uncomfortable and also expect them to not have any reaction. It's mildly disrespectful if you thought it's okay. So it's your job too, to make sure that your partner doesn't feel awkward about you and part of this means you don't want to give them an impression that you don't care about commitment, you want to put in the best effort to make them feel at home, at ease, to make them feel that you will be fully faithful to them and that would entail a certain level of self restraint, discipline, tact, a certain level of shamefulness, inhibition, coyness, not fake coyness, (by the way this applies to both men and women), some degree of self control, purity, preserving yourself for the other, some level of grace and restriction in order to show to your current /future partner that you care about their desire for you to solely belong to them. I guess that's where the value for virginity (keeping yourself pure for the other) comes from. Although on one hand it looks puritanical and judgemental, even condescending and selfish, on the other hand knowing that someone is ready to keep themselves as pure as possible by keeping few partners looks like an incredible sacrifice and respect for a future partner's need for loyalty.
  19. Dear Reader, I want to apologize to some people on this forum. I might have unintentionally caused them some hurt or pain. Although I never did anything with malicious intent and I want to make that absolutely clear, I just want to say that despite my best intentions which were mostly compassionate, I might have still contributed some stress to these specific people. If you're reading this (I mean these people) then I'm apologizing to you for whatever I did. I'm sorry. I'm deeply sorry for what I did in the past. I ask for your forgiveness. I really do care about you. If you thought I didn't. It's just that I don't have the capacity to show the same connection and love that I did in the past. Not in that frame of mind. Does not mean that I hate you. I do act reckless from time to time but this is mostly my innocence and I can guarantee you that I have never acted out of malice or desire to cause harm. Nor have I tried to manipulate or dominate a situation. There was no gain. Everything happened was simply a product of projections and circumstances. And my own failures in between. I'm a human being and I made human mistakes. I was new to this forum at the time and I hadn't known how to navigate through it all and I fell into some rabbit holes, gave into temptation, got selfish and ended up doing some nonsense. I'm not a bad person at all and I know that deep in my heart although I'm not very good at convincing others of my goodness and that's okay too, I don't try hard because if there is any goodness in me and if you have the capacity to see it yourself, maybe your compass will automatically point in my direction and in the heart of your heart, you will know the truth without it being told from my mouth. So I rely on your conscience to judge me. I make no further appeal of my good intent, since it won't make much of a difference either way if you have already pre-judged me as a bad person in your mind/heart. Forgive me the way you would forgive a child who has erred. It's unfortunate that everything happened the way it did and it ended up causing you frustration, stress and lack of closure. You felt like I used and manipulated you. You felt like I did you wrong. Here I am now. I just needed time and space and a bit of remorse. I humbly apologize for everything and understand that you were harmed by me. I understand that I should take responsibility even if I wasn't doing anything intentionally. That if someone is hurt by me I should apologize for it. I hope the one who this is intended for and the one who is reading this has come to terms with the whole thing, has let go and is able to find forgiveness for me. I can't expect you to love me because that would be too much to ask for and I think I don't deserve your love to begin with. But at least I hope that I will deserve your pardon. Maybe right now you aren't reading this but when you will read this, you will know it's you. I'm a bit emotional while writing this. I am truly sorry for hurting you and I mean it. Just so you know, I never really meant to. I don't wish to be a coward about it.
  20. Thee questions that I asked in the dating section are the last questions. I am not going to be asking anymore. Even the society section is. My curiosity at least for the moment is fulfilled. The only thing I can do now is to give some love to the forum.