Tyler Robinson

And I wanted to die for you. I felt like I met you in another universe. Where were you? So

I have been tired mostly. I abide by my decision to live by myself as much as possible.

@Egodeathrow it's not about the specific video. You missed the message. What I meant is that men are unable to find a clue on what the woman wants in the situation. Not her presence. But what she has in mind. Men tend to assume a lot during conversations. That ends up in projecting things which can annoy the other person. Conversation is an art, not about who says what and how much, but about taking a conversation forward, making it engaging for the other person, at the same time collecting clues on what stuff might be interesting to the other person, sensing their discomfort in the right moment, knowing when to switch the conversation, making the other person feel at ease, knowing when and how to end a conversation. These are serious skills. They make the other person included rather than excluded.. Not trying to understand what the other person wants or worse making them feel excluded is bad social tact and bad social calibration.. A girl is going to notice how a guy makes her feel, not how much a guy knows about earth and jupiter. That was the message of my post..

@Leo Gura but what is planet earth offering me? What will it give me? I'm selfishly asking without shame.

Yea.

If you are planet earth, what do you offer me? What is in store for me? I cannot sit in restlessness forever.

I just want a raw account of my emotions. Nothing more. I don't care about anything else. If Leo is this earth then he must love me I still feel all this romantic love flowing through me. And then it tells me that real life is not love. That love is an illusion. True love = sex. I don't know why it does that.. Someone who loves you would want to fuck you really badly. That's the logic. Whats the point of attracting people who wish to be attracted to you because you are special in their eyes? What's the value of such love? Real love is the process, the dynamic. The pain. The process. The pleasure.

@Majed I'm sorry, that's a bit personal. <3

@Yarco a couple of things - learning any musical instrument - learning different forms of dance - learning different languages - writing a sex based novel (erotic stuff) already working on this - going to expensive retreats - having a large farm (haha a small one can't satisfy me) of apples or tomatoes. Or medicinal plants. Harvesting those to provide medical herbs to people at minimum costs - writing recipe books.

@Vibroverse right now he is Earthy Leo.

@Yarco what if you already had all the money you wanted. What would have been your other fulfilling goals in that case?

For some weird reason, I'm feeling much better and bouncy since you called yourself planet earth. I can feel your love touching me from all sides, every inch of my body. It's tickling and tingling me. It's like the earth is loving me so much, it's putting me to shame for not loving it back enough. This never happened before. I'm feeling completely swallowed, taken over, conquered, eclipsed by this earth. At the same time guilty that I didn't love it back enough. It feels like a loving God figure who is constantly embracing me and making me surrender to its overwhelming love and embrace. It also feels like it's subtly intelligent and can see me. I feel both loved and guilty. I desperately feel like surrendering to this earth and let it take over me. This is better than the mouse consciousness thing. This is making me feel something. Some synergy. Synchronicity. Some pressure but it's beautiful warm pressure. Oh God. I'm feeling flushed and taken. Like every part of me is being conquered and soothed.

If you are earth then may I use you as a trampoline? I wanna bounce a bit.

You spoke like a British guy.

I mean meeting them on the first date and realizing that they can't read my mind.

Good job snooping on my womb. But hey earth, you made me like this. Blame yourself for birthing me. I belong to you.

Okeeeeee. point noted.

What is the planet earth's consciousness demanding from my little self?

I'm a bit tired.

Hahahahahahahaha, were you trying to be a cool kid?

So beautiful.

Yesterday I felt horny again. .

Please don't stigmatize mental disorder just a request

What's your masculine Fantasy about a woman? What does your desired woman look like, act like, feel like?

You aren't spamming. It's very beautiful. Post more.