Tyler Robinson

@Carl-Richard some part has to be genetic.

Complains all the time Whiny and victim playing Always blames. Judges a bit too much Not available when needed

My awakening experience of being a snake. Described below.

(this was on Lsd) my awakening experience as a snake. So a few weeks ago I experienced myself as a beautiful tantalizing seductive snake. This snake had bright green and golden colors. It had golden wings. What I experienced was seductive dazzling mesmerizing beauty. I was dancing and spreading joy. I was basking in the glory of being a snake, dancing and crawling and twirling, twisting to the rhythm of beautiful sensual music. The playfulness and beauty of this snake was magical. It took me to another world. I cannot describe its beauty in words. It was the most enchanting thing ever. Gosh I'm so nervous right now. I don't know what to call this but this imaginary thing was the most beautiful experience of my life. .................................................... That's my trip report. The snake experience. Happened while on lsd. I don't know about the dose. My friend offered me liquid lsd in a vial. The effects kicked 4 hours later. It stayed for about 7 hours during which I felt like I was a snake dancing in ecstacy.. Me and my friend both did lsd First time. This happened many weeks ago. I didn't talk about it, honestly I was kinda embarrassed at the time. I thought people would mock me if I said I was a snake. But when Leo discussed the alien mouse thing, it kinda gave me some courage to talk about my experience. 7 hours ago, Carl-Richard said: Never heard about it taking 4 hrs to kick in. I'm not sure. It was a minimal dose. I probably might not have experienced the first kick-in. Then I went into a deeper state. I might have felt weird initially and not experienced much. But after 4 hours the experience was intense. I felt pleasant throughout the trip. I can't take a heavy dose and this was my first time. I will definitely do it again.. I loved it. .... My friend however experienced the effects in the first 45 mins. And I wasn't feeling it. I felt it much later than him.

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Posting the collection of my experiences.

My first YouTube video and my first Awakening experience as a beautiful tantalizing seductive snake. (I was very nervous while recording, apologies) All I saw was beauty. So a few weeks ago I experienced myself as a beautiful tantalizing seductive snake. This snake had bright green and golden colors. It had golden wings. What I experienced was seductive dazzling mesmerizing beauty. I was dancing and spreading joy. I was basking in the glory of being a snake, dancing and crawling and twirling, twisting to the rhythm of beautiful sensual music. The playfulness and beauty of this snake was magical. It took me to another world. I cannot describe its beauty in words. It was the most enchanting thing ever. Gosh I'm so nervous right now. I don't know what to call this but this imaginary thing was the most beautiful experience of my life.

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I just don't know anymore. My journey takes me anywhere..

What traits would you list for a high value man?

Sometimes I just feel anxious.

@StarStruck it's something that you need to experience. Book won't do that

I'd love to know more about this.

Is Buddhism necessary to dictate you your experience?

How Will you make sense of this in terms of relationships?

Im feeling better now. Less anxious. I can live for you. I can die for you. Maybe I'm difficult to love.

Beautiful. It does take me to lala land. Feels good when that happens. I end up laughing at myself.

I see. Interesting. I felt like the colors appeared brighter. And when I was close to a wall it appeared like it was moving away. I couldn't figure out the exact distance between myself and the wall. But it all went back to normal the next day. So that was okay. I guess this is my favorite drug now..

If your sensory perceptions are altered permanently then how can you perceive anything around you the way you used to before? Wouldn't that lead to fuck ups?

How are you supposed to function normally if there are permanent changes to the brain?

I have 0.0% Ashkenazi, I guess I'll have a wretched life.

Are these effects(in the brain) temporary or permanent?

I'm very sensitive