Tyler Robinson

Why is dating so cruel? Why is dating so cruel? Why was I born with desires and fantasies that will never come true? Why is dating so cruel? Why was I born with desires and fantasies that will never come true? Why is dating so cruel? Why was I born with desires and fantasies that will never come true? Why is dating so cruel? Why was I born with desires and fantasies that will never come true? Why is dating so cruel? Why was I born with desires and fantasies that will never come true? Why was I born with desires and fantasies that will never come true? Why was I born with desires and fantasies that will never come true? Why is dating so cruel?

It's like I want every man on planet earth. And I feel so dissatisfied when I cannot get a man. Men make me crazy. They drive me nuts. Especially real masculine energy. It makes me very weak. The sexual tension builds up. And then I don't know what to do I wish I was dead. I wouldn't need to have romantic dreams I wouldn't crave for a man's embrace so badly.

I'm feeling like puking right now and the feeling is pretty intense. It's driving me crazy with this unusual weariness, pain and headache. Right now I'm imagining rain drops and that's the only thing that's providing some relief.

Why am I so attracted to men? What's wrong with me? Why do I find men so attractive? When will this be taken out of me?

For better or for worse. Did things happen for a good reason? It's better to be hit with reality than to live in a fake world.

I have a lot of anger inside because of my trauma. The only thing I found was helpful was self compassion. All roads lead to self compassion

You have to focus on yourself. Let your pain and vent it out. Let the tears dry. Keep yourself strong. Let your pain become the hope you need in life. Also don't be too attached to life. Life can be unfair to many people Cultivate hope because nobody else will give you. Most people only know to blame. Let anger be expressed and then do what's necessary to lead a good life. Good day.

Thank you so much.

Because you raped me. Because you robbed everything from me. That's why everything is so painful. You saw my beauty. But never saw my pain I cry in terror Because I meant nothing.

Cmon.

Thank you.

Thank you so much.

@StarStruck just a quick question. Do you think that a man is masculine only if he gets plenty of women. And what about men who don't get women. What if they are masculine but don't try too hard to get women, probably because they are not too desperate.

This is perfectly understandable. But strictly in the realm of inventions and super useful contributions to society. Not in the sense of a role model teacher guru ethic.. You know what I mean?

@petar8p I thought the same thing. I think he has anger issues.

Ya black pepper does make me feel a bit alert sometimes. Especially if I add it to tea. And orange juice does magic in raising my energy levels on lazy days.. Coffee as well. But coffee does make me jittery and sometimes insomnia. So I can't take a lot of coffee. Banana and yogurt makes me lousy. Apple too. I'm trying different foods in the kitchen to see what works organically in raising my energy levels through the day since exercise is not an option at least for next two months. So far Orange juice. I'm drinking tons of orange juice every morning to replace my low energy levels. Yesterday I tried tomato juice. I drank so much and puked throughout the day, pure horror, I wouldn't recommend it to anyone. Horrible tummy ache. It took 8 hours for the pain to subside. It was so severe that I was in tears for hours. I was praying the pain and acidity away. Now finally feeling slightly better. Won't make that dumb mistake ever again. No to tomato juice. I don't know of any other fruits and veggies that help.

Finally a balanced take on the issue. Nobody seems to understand your point, people simply take things for granted.

Maybe a female should worship a God. To get over the desire to have a dominant man. My desire is pretty strong.

Sometimes I hate men. Sometimes I love men

I'm a woman. I feel like a woman. And this generates intense anxiety in me. I will never get the man I desire. I will never get the man of my dreams But girls are fed this dream that someone is waiting for them.

That must suck. Sorry. I feel you. But I have rejected guys. It's something I don't know what to do about. I always feel guilty later.

Not meaning to oftend you. But recently a guy on the forum was ghosted by his ex. And it was unbearable and he talked about suicide. His messages were left on read. I was ghosted by my ex too. It felt like a mental shock. So I could understand what he was going through. I felt so much pity for him, I cried so badly. I even offered myself to him as a rebound that he could use to get over his ex for a few weeks. It was that bad. He thanked me later for serving as a temporary girlfriend and for giving him emotional support. It's okay to not read or reply stuff if it's a casual date and you know that person since a few days to a week. But in a relationship that's, beyond two months, ghosting, leaving on read, blocking etc, even dumping by text, basically not giving proper closure to the other person, I see these behaviors as reckless and uncaring of the other's emotional states.

This mentality is quite reasonable and logical. It makes perfect sense. It's called cognitive dissonance arising from mental conflict on what to follow and a base conflict with your conscience. Suggest you imagine a scenario. You need to imagine yourself as a girl who was raped by Harvey Weinstein. Now you watch Harvey Weinstein preaching some philosophy of life on TV with your daughter. Will you tell your daughter - hey no worries, even if he did some offensive shit to your mom, it's okay, you don't have to reject him, he also has some good things to say. Of course not. That's the kind of moral dilemma people deal with when supporting gurus and teachers. Of course role models cannot be perfect. Certain flaws can be forgiven for example if your role model has cheated on his partner or said racist things long back at the age of 14 stuff like that. But with Tate, it's impossible to do that since it's not a matter of past, he continues to hammer the Same toxic views on women just a week ago on Piers Morgan interview.

@StarStruck .. Hmm. @Danioover9000 is not a girl. He is a British dude, just for clarity sake. He is simply using a female picture, I don't know for what reason. So his opinions can't be equated to that of a female. I am stating this for clarity sake because I am constantly being lumped with him but he is a man and I'm a woman so our opinions are going to differ in that regard. Obviously he can't be speaking like a woman and this is understandable.

In moments when I'm experiencing intense anger and hate, I don't feel like watching that video because it represents hypocrisy to me. Cold cold heart, cold cold world, all speak of love to the hungry dog within me.