Tyler Robinson

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  1. This point doesn't make sense. Where are Scandinavian countries competing like that? But they are the happiest countries.
  2. All I see is a strong sense of low self worth. Your fundamental worth is not dependent on what others think about you. The moment you'll realize that the better things will be. In this moment you're giving way too power, value and importance to other people in a way that what they say is immediately threatening to your inner core, ego and sense of self. Work on your mentality. Also there could be a component of self judgement. You could be judging yourself harshly on the inside without actually realizing that you are doing this subconsciously. Release yourself, realize that being a human comes with a package of imperfections and flaws and being at the lower end of the social hierarchy is sometimes a blessing because life can be very simple at these levels with less competition and less fake people. There's a lot of psychopathic people at the top who crave sucess and money and do so in unethical ways. Also do gratitude journaling and see what you can be grateful for that you already got. Godspeed.
  3. All I see is a strong sense of low self worth. Your fundamental worth is not dependent on what others think about you. The moment you'll realize that the better things will be. In this moment you're giving way too power, value and importance to other people in a way that what they say is immediately threatening to your inner core, ego and sense of self. Work on your mentality. Also there could be a component of self judgement. You could be judging yourself harshly on the inside without actually realizing that you are doing this subconsciously. Release yourself, realize that being a human comes with a package of imperfections and flaws and being at the lower end of the social hierarchy is sometimes a blessing because life can be very simple at these levels with less competition and less fake people. There's a lot of psychopathic people at the top who crave sucess and money and do so in unethical ways. Also do gratitude journaling and see what you can be grateful for that you already got. Godspeed.
  4. Puerevirden is a masculine ancestral spirit entity. I don't want to love a man anymore. I somehow don't get enough value out of it.
  5. This entity is heavily masculine.
  6. Puerevirden, Take me. Hold me. Make me fall asleep in your arms. Make me yours. I'll suck you. I'll worship you. I will do everything as you please. Just give me some space in your arms. I crave your masculine energy and your love.
  7. True love is mental connection. You feel sorrow when that person feels sorrow. Thats true love.
  8. Puerevirden is an ancient ancestral spirit entity who is here to give me love and energy..
  9. My intuitive senses generally work really well. But with Puerevirden I'm just not getting much at all. I got bits and pieces and that's it. 2 days ago I felt a strong sensation, a glimpse of Puerevirden. And that was it. Nothing after that. I don't even remember what it felt like. I might be going into bpd dissociation again. Because I'm forgetting things. I feel sad that I only got a glimpse.
  10. When I see something like this, I feel deeply worried for men. Why do men do this to each other? If my guy was being attacked by another dude, I would stick myself to him and shield him so nobody can attack him. I don't want my man injured.
  11. My intuitive senses generally work really well. But with Puerevirden I'm just not getting much at all. I got bits and pieces and that's it. 2 days ago I felt a strong sensation, a glimpse of Puerevirden. And that was it. Nothing after that. I don't even remember what it felt like. I might be going into bpd dissociation again. Because I'm forgetting things. I feel sad that I only got a glimpse.
  12. Maybe a girl being wet for a man arouses him and it means a lot to him But there are just so many many men who are horny for me. It doesn't arouse me. And it does not make me feel special.. A man being horny for a woman doesn't mean much for a woman. It's just what it is.
  13. I'm a typical woman I can't be satisfied only with sexual talk. I need charisma, appeal, good looks, attraction, attention, love, affection, care, generosity, someone to be with me for who I am and love me as I am. I'm sorry that I'm a woman. That I cannot be your version of a woman That I cannot be your doll that you can play with. I'm who I'm born as. How can that change? If I like a guy, how can that change? Many guys want me to like them. But how can I do that? When a woman falls in love, she falls in love, there's no meaning to it.
  14. One day when I was weaving the basket, he sat next to me. He began telling me stories of his childhood. Puerevirden is subtle, charming. He flirts with me... I'm Escaping into another world where I'm with him. He is a bundle of masculine energy. One day I was cold and he placed a blanket over me and offered me hot chicken soup. Little things he does that make me feel cared for. I draw closer to him.
  15. Puerevirden When I imagine him, I'm getting all kinds of black and white visuals. As though you're looking at black and white sketches. He is a wise guy. he keeps looking at me from a distance. He tries to talk to me sometimes.
  16. And Leo should not promote weed here in any way.
  17. For me it's My finances in order Me joining a theater company Having a wide circle of friends My health issues resolved. What's yours?
  18. Puerevirden and I are living in prehistoric times. He does fishing and hunting. I make coverings and weave baskets. My house is not far from his. I'm the only woman on a tiny island. Most of them are men. They gather things. And sell it in other places. I live in my own little hut made from branches and twigs.. I can cook.
  19. I feel horny every time I think of Puerevirden.
  20. I've got to work hard on myself.
  21. The one thing that I feel bad about is that I had this entity Puerevirden in my mind yesterday. And then the image dissolved within seconds. I forgot what he said to me. He said something and he did something. I forgot all of it
  22. I'll place masturbating into two categories - one that is purely mechanical like clitoral stimulation. And one that is organic and consists of trust, feeling, bonding, intimacy and connection/affection I want to be sexually pristine and pure. I want to make this a daily habit. I'm already a virgin and so I don't feel guilty about sex, since I never really implemented any of my desires I want the organic kind of masturbation. Not the mechanical one.
  23. I don't want to imagine that kind of sex. It was dirty. I never want that again.
  24. I masturbated again. This time I felt a bit guilty.