Tyler Robinson

Manhood means achieving something, getting stuff done. I'm trying to keep myself calm and happy. I have to realize that this has to be my base state.

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Can I add to your thread? I got 10 videos

So I was pretty much stage Green for the whole year. But past few weeks I'm experiencing a pull towards stage Blue. (Andrew Tot effect, lol joking) I'm liking the discipline, moral integrity aspect of stage Blue. I used to have a shadow against stage Blue. I thought of Blue as cruel moralizing judgemental people. Lately I've been witnessing a different side to Blue - the sacrificial sacred side. Parents sacrificing and saving up money for their kids, instilling strong values so that their kids will turn into disciplined hard working adults. Although I always had a rebellious freaky personality, I'm beginning to see the wisdom in conformism. Not all conformist patterns are bad. Sometimes we need conformist trends for a peaceful society. I'm regressing a bit into Blue. Now im dangling between Blue and Green.. This space is tiny but not that bad. A tiny sliver of stage Blue conformity and stage green freedom.

Spot the object. Find the dice between the mice and the cheese.

I'm a silly Mormon.

I think for people like me who have a strong shadow against the Right, things like these need to be fed in small doses little by little. Watching a loaded 3 hour video on why the Left has gone too far can be scary and cause a shock effect which further builds up resistance. You can't bombard me overnight to change my perspective that have taken time to gain traction in my brain.

By the way the Fennec fox is really cute.

Start with lsd. I started out with minimum dose lsd. While tripping I imagined myself as a seductive snake dancing around mysteriously. It was a pleasant experience. I even tried to walk into a wall haha. Everything was so distorted.

I was a shy cute kid. No verbal skills. Autistic. Not talking to anyone. Playing with cats and kittens. Zero human contact except parents. Born underweight and premature and cognitively challenged But...... I love myself. I am special. I'm unique. I am how God created me.

I'm still not open minded enough to watch the full video. After the first 5 minutes I clicked the close button. My mind was putting up defenses and strong resistance because I have been supportive of the left. So I didn't want to hear any critique. I just have to be frank. It's the only video my mind is not ready to watch. I don't want to jailbreak my brain. Sorry.

I was running and running and running. I don't remember the beginning parts of the dream. I kept running through a forest until I came near a mansion. A very big house or building I went in.... And that was the end of my life. It had a huge door. I could barely be able to close it. This was a foolish decision I kept running through the mansion. It looks like an abandoned castle. I see a lot of large rooms. Inside these rooms are lots of pillars I hide near a pillar wishing he won't see me. After a while I see him entering my room and looking around and he spots me He comes closer and I hide my face into my hands. He holds me and tells me everything will be alright I tell him — please don't do this to me. He is taller and physically stronger with broad shoulders and very sturdy arms . He slaps me hard. I'm on the verge of tears. I'm scared, frightened and feeling helpless.

He then laughed at me. He said I was as thin as paper

And my sexual trauma came back to haunt me. I had a dream last night. And in the dream a man wanted to rape me He wanted me as a sex slave. I was crying in the dream begging him to stop. But he made it harder for me to escape. He made me pledge that I won't do anything against his wish.

The total global population of Mormons is 16 million right now.

Then it should be called Natter or even better Nutter! In 280 character length, you're allowed to spread your nuttery!

Should we call it Mutter now? Mutter whatever you want, 280 character tops.

For the love of a Mormon man..........

I can only love a Mormon man. He is made for me. Truly in God's image. For a virgin like me.

I yearn to be with you in heaven. I crave your love Unrequited love. Lovelorn. Lovesick. Lovelost. Why don't you come to me. I'll dream about you on a planet caravan.

And then I fell in love with a Mormon And then I lost myself And then I lost myself forever I fell deeply in love with a Mormon He swept me off my feet I just never knew And then I was hurt

Puerevirden where are you? Come to me every night and seduce me.

I'm laughing, that has to be the biggest irony.

Don't leave your country. If you don't have a plan in mind and if you end in another country without direction or map, then you can end up homeless and poor and no money to return back to home country. Traveling/settling in other countries is not easy especially during such times like political chaos, war, Covid. Stay safe!!

Musk made his bed. Now he must sleep in it too.