Tyler Robinson

And the other one was nascent Masculinity. The beta type but not exactly beta.. The kind where you are just with me, Loving me in a loving sweet way but making sure that I'm safe at all times The softer kind of Masculinity. Where you please me.

I don't think any religion has truly satisfied me. The only thing that can protect my beliefs around virginity is Mormonism. That comes closest I just don't want to be a part of a religion that is too free (especially when it comes to sex).

Mormons don't have sex before marriage.. This is primarily what attracted me to Mormonism.

Why am I attracted to Mormonism? I value virginity a lot. To me being a virgin is supremely valuable I explored all religions. Most Eastern traditions value virginity. But this is a cultural thing. Not a religious thing. But among Mormons this is a religious thing.

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I'm not sure if lab grown meats taste the same as regular meat..

I feel the same way. He just wants attention so he will literally do anything right now. Desperate move.

Ok do a survey on this forum right now. I challenge you. Ask all the men on this forum if they are okay if their girlfriend is a lesbian (no threesomes okay, just lesbian, that is their girlfriend is bisexual and attracted to other women and might sleep with other women). Let's see their responses. (but no threesomes because that changes the dynamic dramatically).

Lmao. Having me as a baby can be a risky decision. I'm the crankiest baby who will throw around all the furniture and turn your house upside down. Adopting me is like adopting a hyena. I can be pretty wild and entitled. But I'm original, I stay as I am. Originally wild and natural. Straight from the Kalahari. You might end up this way with me in the house. ( a person like me needs 24/7 affection and attention or else I freak out with anxiety and anger)

What I have described above is a very caveman kind of Masculinity. Very raw and dominating.

But these days my attitude about Masculinity is changing big time I don't want masculine to always represent "he will fuck me even if I don't want." That kinda domination is intoxicating. Appealing. But at a certain point, you outgrow your "teen girl getting conquered" fantasies I'm not saying it's not bad. It is really romantic when a guy sweeps you off, enforces his Masculinity on you and makes you completely submit to him. It's a kind of femininity that's appealing where you wanna be the trophy trad wife to a big guy and please him with your softness and let him be the king of your house. I don't deny such femininity.

I want a modern day version of Puerevirden. I used to kinda like the Bad Boy energy. Guys who have that rough and tough or rough and tumble aggressive energy where they will grab a girl and kiss her and not worry about approval. Just get what they want. Yea it's very sexy and appealing. A guy who doesn't give a shit about literally anything at all. It's very protective and affectionate Like a total Alpha............. Right??????

Don't have time right now. Will write later.

The Kundalini Snake is a vibe. A vibe of the blend of masculine or feminine energy. I believe that you could have a masculine Kundalini or a feminine Kundalini I have a feminine Kundalini because I am a female with female reproductive organs at the base of my Kundalini spinal cord. Now manhood is the method of survival. So it's needed for both feminine and masculine Kundalini. I'll describe manhood as King Kundalini energy or simply King Kundalini.

6 entities Mind Heart Body Soul Brain Sex/Kundalini Snake

Your main job/purpose in life is to take care of these entities. I've extensively written about sex. That's important for Kundalini Activation at the base of the spinal cord.

I remember more parts of the dream. He came closer. He grabbed arm rather forcefully. He looked into my eyes and proceeded to kiss me. Tongue in my mouth - deep. He pinned me to the wall. Said that he will rape me. He looked around. The floor was covered in dirt, stones and gravel. It seemed like there had been a fire in that place. Everything was full of dirt and burnt stuff. The floor was rough. He told me that he would need a soft bed (to fuck me). He kept looking around for a bed. Then he told me that he needs to find a bed somehow He told me that I'm safe. I had nothing to worry. He wouldn't harm me as long as I listened to him. Then he looked straight into my eyes and told me that I was his sex slave. That I needed to be his sex slave. Or suffer if I didn't do what he wanted. At this point I couldn't afford to say no. I could clearly see that I was trapped. There was no way out. My feet were wounded. I couldn't really run far. Running away from him would have put me in trouble. What if he left me there alone? I could scream all night and day and yet not a single soul would have heard my screams. I knew I was trapped. I had to listen to him to survive the whole ordeal.. Maybe one day if he had me enough times, he would set me free. That was my thought process. In the dream.. I see him grabbing me by the arm and taking me to a room. A very dark room. He took a piece of cloth from my long white dress and tied it around my mouth gagging me. Then he a part of the same cloth and tied my hands with it together like handcuffing me. He then made me sit there. He told me that he was afraid that I would run away. And then he told me that he needs to find a bed. He came back. I could hear footsteps. I could see him with a bunch of men carrying large wooden stuff. It was the bed. They were fixing the bed in the middle of the room, they were attaching the legs of the bed and assembling the furniture. He was instructing them. Then the men placed a mattress on the bed. Some pillows and sheets. Then the men left. He returned to my room. And he sat beside me. Then he told me that he wouldn't fuck me on the floor, it would be too rough and it would hurt my skin. That's why he had to arrange for a bed. Then he loosened the knots around my wrists. Began removing all the knots and freed me, grabbed me again by the arm and took me to the room where he had the bed arranged. And he threw me on the bed. It was very dark and rusty smell came from the walls of the room. Everything was looking ancient except the bed. He raped me. He pinned my arms and wrists to the bed, signaled me to be quiet and then penetrated me. I didn't scream because there was no point. Nobody would have heard me. I kept moaning and turning my head to the side to avoid looking at him. After he was done,he told me that he will get me some food. He told me that I had to be there for him like a mistress, he would lock the building whenever he had to go out and I wouldn't be able to escape, he would even lock the room. The room had a heavy stone door. Would have been impossible for me to try to open it without the key for the lock. He had the keys to the room as well as the main entrance to the building/mansion. Now I was totally trapped. I was his sex slave. He told me that he would beat me to a pulp if I even tried to run away. There was no freedom. I had to obey him. He told me that I need not worry about survival and that he would take every precaution so that I don't get pregnant. He said that he loved me and this was his way of showing love.

He told me that he would find it gross. I won't like my bf having man on man action. I would find it a-masculine. I guess men find lesbians a-feminine the same way I do. A lot of lesbians pretend to be masculine, example Ellen Degeneres. There's nothing attractive about a woman trying to pass off as a man and vice versa.

@Loba nice.

This is the only place where I have seen people be okay with bisexual partners. Maybe ya'll lying to your selves or mostly feminine guys. My ex hated lesbians. I don't know what's homophobic about it. I should start something like straight-o-phobic now because you guys don't find straight people hot enough. A lot of people are disgusted by seeing a guy kiss a guy or a girl kiss another girl. They're turned off rather than being turned on by it. This does not necessarily mean they are homophobic. Homophobic is someone who hates a person for being homosexual especially for religious reasons. If you get turned off by same sex kissing, it's not necessarily homophobia and there's nothing wrong with your body producing a natural gag response.

I'll correct it slightly — it's mind + heart + body. Whatever these things go through is surmised as life

I'm already living the good life with my petty self. Thanks.

Leo Gura

If my guy did this, next day I'm putting the single sign on my status. Enough dealing with cheating but no cheating type of BS. Every guy that cheated always tries to defend with low key behaviors initially. I have composed a silly rap rhyme for it — Guys be acting sneaky and shit. Loyal here, Ain't got no time for it. Either you have me or you have other girls, can't have it both ways. So choose.