Tyler Robinson

Leo does not appreciate Teal. So don't put them together. He will never collaborate with her.

Finally I'm out of that hell. They forcefully injected me with tranquilizers because I was screaming "let me go" at the top of my lungs and they retrained me..

People should learn to take accountability on who they choose to ignore.

I'm talking about personal messenger. I call it private chat

Thanks a ton @Leo Gura for reducing the time. Now it barely takes 30 seconds Thanks a lot again.

Are you referring to me?

Ok thanks for doing it finally after a lot of begging.

Sometimes people discuss important solutions and brainstorm situations in private chat and it can be a great source of customized plans like accountability partner etc. Not everything is chit chat.

Thank you.

I learned one thing from Leo - love. The other major thing I learned was the difference between relative and absolute.

Thanks for the prayers. I have safely landed home after a lot of screaming and protesting. I made them go mad until they didn't let me go. Terrible place that was. I felt like a jail there.

20 seconds is enough.

There's a problem. If you block a person who writes something personally nasty to you and continues to do that even when you don't respond to them, why can't there be a mutual blocking option where the moderator let's the person to use the block function as well. It seems a bit unfair that one person A uses the block function meanwhile the the other annoying User B constantly passes personal remarks against user A throughout the forum with no consequences to that behavior. Blocking needs to be made mutual.

Now I'm safe

This is 19 hours later.. My sister was signing the consent forms and I kept begging her that this is Inhuman..I snatched her pen.. Then I began screaming to let me go.. So a group of men and women came and forcefully grabbed both my arms and dragged me across the floor meanwhile I was kicking and screaming and then they dumped me into a cramped room.. And shut the door. After a while 4 nurses came in with a syringe in hand and then turned my body and injected me with it and I became drowsy after a while.. After a few hours, I was told to do go.. I left

Right now I'm in a hospital and they are talking about taking away my phone and not contacting my family. I will not allow this. I'll run from this place They can't do anything without my consent. God I pray. Take me out of here. Not another episode of force and abuse.

I was on Nahm's forum some time ago. And i noticed that there was instant messaging there. No waiting time in private chat. Hmm. Nahm is using the same exact community platform software that this website is using. Time to make this place a bit technologically sophisticated..

I feel like one day when I'm in an angry state (I have anger issues due to BPD - borderline personality disorder and ptsd due to childhood trauma), they might call the mental hospital and complain about me and the mental hospital might send people to forcefully drag me out of the house and keep me there. I feel like my family needs a big lesson in empathy. They suck. They are the ones who ruined my childhood, fucked me up for life and now they pretend like I'm the problem that needs to be disposed off. It's them who should be sent to jail for systematically gaslighting me and fucking me up They have zero understanding of my problems.

I just hate myself..

I'm disabled so I can't work like other people. I went apartment hunting a few days ago and those places are just pathetic. Only one was available on rent and the neighbors were too noisy and the landlord was rude so I gave up on that. I'm also not mentally ready to move out. I feel anxious around people generally. I tried living away for a few months and it didn't work because I wouldn't eat in the new place, the social anxiety of being in a new place began bugging me. I also have autism so I don't like major changes in my life. I like to be where I am put up. It's hard. Of course I need psychiatric assistance but not the way my family is going about this. They are also tracking my activities now. Yesterday they were looking into my phone. Before they could see this website I snatched the phone out of their hands. I don't want them to know I'm here. If they find out that I'm here, they will discourage me from writing here and even my last source of support will be gone. They tell me to socialize with the people in the building. But I tried and most of the people in the building are very rude and mean towards me. So I don't like talking to anyone.. I have an avoidant personality. My family doesn't understand my needs.

I feel like that place is unethical. The attitude towards mentally ill is not good. They are treated like burden to families.. The way the doctors talk "let's try this with her".... That language turns me off. It's like how to shut me down. I am very nervous. I feel like they don't want to understand me. My family is constantly contacting psychologists and complaining about my behavior to them. I want to die. I feel trapped. Just nobody to understand me. I pray nobody else should go through this.

I wish I had a good life. A clean slate So much that went wrong. So much that I couldn't put an end to.

Mr Bear Manny George Barkley

Yesterday was a bad day. I was feeling down and I mustered the courage of visiting a psychologist. After all. I was suicidal too. So I decided to seek help. After a lot of effort I finally got an appointment and I reached there in time. She made me sit across her and then began asking me questions. As I kept narrating my symptoms, she was staring down at me through her glasses and acting pissed off. When I asked her if socialization would help me, she said "nobody would want to be friends with you." I was(in my mind) like okay. Then she began telling me how I must be a pain in the ass to deal with. And called me entitled when I talked about my childhood struggles and said that almost all children have bad experiences and that it's normal. Then she said - "I can't handle you." I just felt like she was trying to trigger me so much.. I don't feel like visiting other psychologists. I paid her charges and came home really down She even suggested that I should get electroshock. Then she said - "why should I sympathize with you. Why should anyone sympathize with you? Why do you feel entitled to others be gentle and polite to you?" I told her that I feel stressed all the time. Then she made a face like "eww" when I told her that I couldn't get over a breakup for more than 6 months. And she uttered something like "you're extreme." The whole thing felt utterly absurd. I just don't know. I came out of her clinic feeling angry and unheard. She was quite expensive. Charged me an awful lot for 1 hour.

I also realized that I am a coward and a psychopath too. Because I am treating one family member well and another one shitty I hate myself.