Tyler Robinson

Symptoms.

Gouchee Winnie I'm thinking of a modern day version of Puerevirden. I'll call him Kiyle.. He has king energy. I see myself splitting into two personalities One personality is called Gouchee and the other is called Winnie. Gouchee is where I'm more child like Winnie is where I'm more responsible. More involved. More independent. More savvy. More proactive and more inclined. The other is Jayke Jayke has the muted masculine energy different from Kiyle For the rest of my life I'll be switching between Gouchee and Winnie. And my imaginary lover will switch between Kiyle and Jayke. ................ Special larkas ... Larka 1 - mercy and provider, charity, generosity, abundance, god Larka 2 - Protector, guard, protection Larka 3 - love, caring, service, maternal, feminine, giving, dog Larka 4 - healing, wisdom, space, strength, encouragement, support Larka 5 - Masculine, leader, guide, coach, order, Intellectual Larka 6 - Understanding Larka 7 - surrender. Giving you power and dominion when you need it making you in charge. Mercy Protection Love and acceptance (how you are) Healing Leadership Understanding Surrender

Yea gotta tell myself that....

I have to watch this documentary.

I need to drink something that will give me energy right now.. Tomorrow I have an appointment with my therapist Emory. I have to clean up stuff.

Sad music Daddy

I'm having fun dad. I'm having fun.

I need to wait.

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Value does not always have to be sexual.

Neal Brennan

No way!

Daddy Cool, I am rolling on the floor watching this. I can't keep a straight face, don't blame me Daddy.

I'm waiting for darkness to fall. I'm waiting for beautiful memories to call.

Talking to you makes me happy.

Your love helps me live. This journal is my only happiness. The only thing that makes me happy is what I never got - your affection, sex and love. This happiness is primal. I run away from my world and into the world of this little journal where I get peace, affection and love. My private feelings deposited here. For safe keeping. All of my most intimate feelings enclosed here. I'm grateful for this journal. This journal is my savior away from a world of hopelessness, confusion, neurosis and suffering. I'll suffer forever. That's what I was destined to anyway. But in all of that suffering, I have this corner where you give me all the affection and care and support. I come here everyday to meet you. I finished watching the Exorcist.

I want you. I want to be yours. I feel shy to say sweet things to you. I kinda look down whenever you look at me like that. You're teasing me. Stop it. Your eyes tease me. I want our romance to continue forever. Your soft kisses on my cheeks. You are so sweet. You're asking me to sit on your lap. Jesus it's making me so nervous. I'm giggling. I can't sit on your lap. Because...... Umm... Mm...... If I sit on your lap, I guess you will touch me. I guess you'll hold me. I feel like you'll rip off my dress. Unbutton your shirt. Oh God. I can't see your chest. It's seducing me. I feel seduced whenever you slowly unbutton your shirt.... Mmmm... Please.... Please... Don't do it.... Please... I'm feeling something. I feel delicate right now. I'll keep staring at your chest haha. Why are you touching my breasts? Mmmm. Please. You make me want to beg you. You are making me wet now. You're crazy. You're a tyrant. You are a king. You are a Devil. Mmm. You're playing with my tits. Ouch. It hurts. Don't pull my nipples. Please. Leave it be. You are torturing me with your hands. Mmm. Why do you want me so bad? I can't control myself anymore. You're fingering me. Umm. You are so....

I'm going to write my Rape fantasy.

I felt like a complete sex slave with you. You made me cum for you. I kept begging you all night. You kept demanding I give my pussy to you. I wanted to keep pleasing you in whatever way possible. Then you made me spread my legs and fucked me. You even fucked me analy. You're cruel Why do you keep owning me? I'm not ready for a threesome. I don't want to be naked with other guys. I want to be naked only for you You own me like a king. Like a Lord I feel protected and dominated with you. Even seduced. Yesterday you killed me. You had me so many times. I was pushing you away. And you kept wanting me. Mhmmmm. I love you. I want your dick. It's mine. I want to belong to you. I want to be fucked.

Relaxing right now. I need to get stuff sorted out.

Oh God I'm exhausted. I'll collect information on Mr Girl much later

He admits a lot of things.