Tyler Robinson

Cancel culture is extremely important just like policing this forum is important.

Leo also has a video on content versus structure.

Exactly. I don't know what planet that dude lives on.

The woman kinda encouraged Haney to be with me. One day I was groggy. Kinda sleepy. I slept off and the door was unlocked. Philly wasn't there. And Haney sneaked into the house. I don't know what happened next. But when I woke up I overheard a conversation between Haney and that woman. I screamed at the top of my lungs and ran out of there. I kept running till I reached home. I knocked vehemently on the door. I kept calling Philly to open the door. I saw Haney in the distance chasing after me. Philly opened the door and I got in. I stood next to a pillar and told Philly that Haney was up to no good. Philly stood at the door and Haney tried barging into the house. Philly stopped him and warned him. Haney look terrified. Haney left. Philly turned to me and said that he would need to keep a gun in case Haney comes again.

And how did you show it? Strange that you never had a relationship.

Haney was associated with a woman who was into pimping.

Nah. People are bored. There's a decline.

@Leo Gura why do some members have 87 mb file upload limit and some only 5 mb?

Women bring a lot of value to society. Mothers raise their children. A woman is much more than her external appearance. She is also about her values. Men and women are same when it comes to intelligence. Men just tend to be more logical and women tend to use emotional intelligence. Yes when it comes to physical things, men tend to have more physical stamina than women, but women possess more intrinsic wisdom. Women have the highest reproductive value because without women your semen is worthless. Yes women need semen for impregnation but for that we don't need men. We just need the semen. It's not that men aren't necessary. Of course men are needed to build a society, building roads etc. But so are women. Women are needed to give birth to those men. Men offer value in terms of work. But women offer value in terms of bearing and raising children. If a woman can be replaced by some laboratory generated egg or womb then men can also be replaced by heavy duty machines. There's no competition here. No rivalry. Both men and women were created to harmonize with each other, do their respective gender roles, create families and lead the human race. None is better or worse than the other and there is no rivalry, in fact there shouldn't be any rivalry to begin with. Both have separate roles to play within the context of evolution and procreation and continuation of a species. None is inferior or superior, just that both are designed differently both mentally, physically and emotionally to serve a role in the bigger picture. I think the person above Miss Tahuti (who is actually a man), tries to affirm a woman's value but does so in a begrudging way. As per his opinion, women especially the ones who look hot have a huge value and get everything given to them just based off on their appearances. I agree wholeheartedly with that thought. However, you have to ask yourself, who is giving this value to these hot babes? The answer is men, especially low self esteem men who love to simp and place women on a pedestal. As you can clearly see, the not so good looking women don't enjoy the same privileges. This means that this value is not so much about the "female" gender as much as it is about being attractive to men..so obviously this value is more about what catches male fancy. If a man spends a million dollars on a horse and gives the horse all kinds of special treatments, can you blame the horse for it? No. It's the man's decision to spend that kind of money on a horse. Society has never been fair. The value of anyone is not dependent on what they give intrinsically but more on what society considers to be valuable. There are so many talented artists that go unpaid everyday. Yet if the daughter of Bill Gates made a painting and sold it, she could make millions for just one painting, only because she is the daughter of Bill Gates. That's how worth and value is determined in our society. It's never about the true intrinsic potential of a person but how society views them. Society views unattractive women as unwanted or not worthy enough even though they are women too and capable of bearing and raising children too. Yet they are not valuable because they are not charming enough to men. This means that this value or worth is external and is dependent on validation supplied by men rather than anything intrinsic provided by the woman apart from her looks. A beautiful woman can sit pretty and not contribute in any way towards a workforce and still be valued by all men, whereas an ugly woman could be working her ass off and harder than most and contributing a lot in terms of talent and intelligence and still not be valued, in fact men might want to replace her with a beautiful girl. Men don't value intelligence in women because they think they already have enough and they won't need a woman to compensate for that. So they look for beautiful women since that's something they cannot have on their own and that's onto men, whatever they choose to value. So if hot women enjoy privileges, I don't feel sorry for men because it's an inflated value created by men and given to these women, indirectly it's not these women that men are considering as valuable, it's basically their own desires, their toys. Children will always consider their toys valuable even if those toys are broken. A matured form of intelligence will see that anything that works hard and provides intrinsic value is valuable and will not base this value solely on generic lottery.

Haney wanted to rape me. I told Philly about it.

Sometimes I feel like Philly knows so much about me. Yea those days. He tells me that I should not give a fuck about anything at all. Then he chastises me by telling me that my mother doesn't care about me at all. I'm on the same path Philly. Once again on the same path where I want to be wanted, craved. But there's nobody there. Haney.... He is a bastard. He lives there. A bit far away.

I just want to cut this place out of my life for good.

Oki I had a bad dream that I'm ashamed of sharing. In this dream, Carl-Richard died. Under mysterious circumstances. The problem is that Leo kept blaming me for it. It so happened that all people on Actualized were living in a huge multi storied building. Everyone was assigned a different role. Carl-Richard was assigned a mod, his job was to maintain peace in the house. I was assigned with laundry. My job was to collect all the dirty clothes from each member and get them cleaned in the laundry section of the building. I go around doing that. I kept collecting heaps of clothes from each room. Sadly Carl-Richard was at the top of a flight of stairs and a white sheet of cloth and he was kinda entangled in it and it was covering his eyes and he was struggling with this sheet of cloth and in the meantime he suddenly toppled off the flight of stairs and fell hard on the floor and died. It was unfortunate. All the people in the building were at a campfire party somewhere far away. And Leo was with them. I didn't attend because I had to do laundry. Carl-Richard was busy too with his music making and stuff. I was wandering around and I reached the spot where I saw the white sheets. And I was not very aware of what happened. I tried to remove the sheet and that's when I discovered corpse. And I was like - omg, I'm gonna be in trouble. I don't know why I acted so dishonest and sneaky in the moment but I wanted nothing to do with it. So I left it there knowing fully well that he had died. I left the white sheet over him and left the place in a jiffy. Then I reached the laundry section and finished doing the laundry and returned back to my room.. I stayed quiet about the incident. Leo didn't discover. He would go around looking for Carl-Richard but couldn't find him. Nobody knew that his corpse lay there except me. My heart was throbbing with fear. I was the last person to have seen him that day and I was the first person to have discovered his corpse. I thought I was going to be considered a murderer, like I had something to do with it. Next morning everyone returned to the building after a night of partying. Leo was in a good mood and he was talking to others. After some days an investigation team arrived there and they straight up called me. I came to their room and they made me sit for a while and they made me take a lie detector test, I lied through my teeth and they asked if I had anything to do with his death. I said no. I had no idea. They told me that they had found my fingerprints on his sheets. And I said I don't know how that happened and I had nothing to do with it. They told me that they had suspected foul play and I began freaking out after which they let me go. My heart was heavy. I was panicking. I sat in my room. I went to sit in of the isolated rooms on the top floor of the building. There was an old couple there. I was sitting reading a book when someone told me that Leo wanted to see me and talk to me. I felt an urgent sense of fear, I subconsciously surmised this must be about Carl-Richard. The book dropped from my hands and as I was leaving, the couple handed the book to me and I thanked them on my way out of the room. I rushed to where Leo was waiting to talk to me. Once there, Leo looked angrily at me and then asked me if I had seen Carl-Richard. I flat out said no. I decided to play sneaky. Then Leo asked me about the white sheet and why I hadn't collected it. And I said I don't know, it was just a matter of coincidence. Then Leo told me that if I was the person to have discovered his corpse and still not bothered to have informed anyone, that I would be charged with neglect and causing a delay in investigation. I remained mum and insisted I had no knowledge whatsoever of his death. Then Leo asked me if I was being sneaky and I said no. I said I had nothing to do with it. Dream abruptly ends. Forgive me @Carl-Richard

With this dream I felt like I had completed a mini chapter in my life. I don't know and I don't care. There's no need to worry about moral judgment anymore. I hope I don't get anymore dreams.

Whatever....

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@Carl-Richard not sure how much of that was accurate.

Ok interpretation of this dream. that Carl-Richard should be careful around everyday stuff. he is Norwegian. My ex boyfriend is Norwegian and his father was a Norwegian singer. Carl is interested interested in music. My ex boyfriend used to be interested in making music. I had a deep karmic connection with my ex boyfriend. We had a strong bond because of our shared trauma. is there a place called Georgia in Norway? I remember as a child I used to have dreams in which I was born in a place called Georgia in my past birth/life? I don't know if there's a place called Georgia in Norway. I get premonitions very often. I have had premonitions about people that I interact with. I have had premonitions about family members. I remember a premonition about my ex boyfriend. He had been living with a lady for some time and I told him my ex had been living with a lady for sometime. My psychic energy was telling me at the time that something is not right with her. I had this premonition that she was going to harm him in some manner. So I requested my ex to get out of that place several times and warned him.. Then one day I had this premonition that she was going to attack him and I immediately called him and told him that he really needs to pack up and leave. He dismissed whatever I said. Five minutes later he called me and told me that he was calling 911. She had attacked him with kitchen tools. And he was bleeding. He could have saved his life had he listened to me. if someone appears in my dream, it means that I deeply care about them or at least I think about them more often. I usually don't have people in my dreams that I don't care about much. I usually get dreams about people who I'm emotionally bonded to or who I generally tend to interact with. the dream could mean that Carl is generally very reckless and places others above his own needs. It could mean that he has been neglecting himself for a long time. He could be impulsive and in general careless about his own well-being. It seems like he cares a lot about the people in his life and around him and in this process sometimes forgets his own well-being. it could also mean that Carl is anxious about something and this anxiety telepathically transfered to my brain causing me to have the dream. people who die by accident generally tend to have an easier cushier life, this is just my belief. Most people who have had a long drawn out painful death also tend to have a messier complicated life of hardships. This tells me that Carl will have a somewhat of a carefree life but this is mere speculation. The entanglement with the white sheet tells me that Carl is distracted easily. the fact he was alone in the building with me suggests me that Carl must feel lonely from time to time. the dream could also be a message that I should correct my own sneaky behavior or else it would lead to excessive guilt or karma the dream could mean that Carl takes little things too lightly not realizing that even small things can result in big disasters and long term suffering. the abrupt nature of the death tells me that Carl won't have enough time for self reflection before making important decisions and so he needs to set time aside knowing this already. Not enough time to think thoroughly also makes a person more susceptible to making wrong decisions and then suffering consequences.

I'm trying in my journal. Give me time.

@mr_engineer @mr_engineer so what's your dating strategy or how should male dating strategy appear as per your outlook? And what adjustments would you be making to red pill?

I guess you took it the wrong way. What I meant is just the way most people love chocolate, in dating too, we have general trends and preferences that work for most people. Most women are attracted to strength in men. Most men are attracted to cuteness in women. Compatibility is more of a private area. You can't get to the core without being at the fringe. You can't get into a mansion without passing through the gates. If you cannot barely manage to attract women in general, getting the woman you want is going to be twice as hard. At the same time I understand that dating too many people loses naturalness and originality, kinda makes you washed up and you lose that cuteness or innocence. That's why I always stayed a virgin. I knew sex would ruin my attraction to men. Dating too much can be like eating too much chocolate, after a while you're sick of it!

End of the story! You don't need any dating advice anymore.

The world is mostly right wing. Maybe he is trying to tap into that