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Tyler Robinson replied to Razard86's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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Hello lionel Ritchie John Denver Annie's song REM - Everybody's hurt
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I had no intention to hurt you. I'm a deeply emotional person. I was just going through so much. Sometimes words are not enough to explain deep feelings. I was battling a lot of issues last year. I was dragged into a relationship that I never wanted. I told the guy that I didn't want another traumatizing event in my life. But he kept persisting. He kept telling me over and over and over that he loves me and that I should give him a chance. So I gave in.. And he left me. It was brutal. I was very depressed and hurt beyond. And at the same time I was diagnosed with mental illness. I couldn't deal with the whole thing. It was the hardest thing. I did not use you as a rebound nor did I use you as a crutch. None of that. My heart knows the truth. It knows nothing else. The only truth is that I deeply and honestly loved you. My heart was pure as water and it was genuine and as real as the sky. There was absolutely no agenda when I loved you. I loved you even more than J. I loved you in the most deepest purest genuine way. You meant the world to me. And then it all began to fall apart. I broke your trust. I hurt you. Without knowing. When you left me, I was shattered. I couldn't deal with the confusion of not having you anymore. And then I began to act insane, I went through temporary insanity because I was dealing with a lot emotionally and feeling completely lost. You kept punching me in the gut, repeatedly. Till I fell to the floor. Just wounded and lost and confused. It was like... umm. Like I don't know.. Umm.. It was the worst.... I didn't know how to make anything okay.... I couldn't have been angry at you.. Because I still loved you.... I wanted to protect you.. I was torn apart... Inside... I felt like I didn't know how to please you... When you love someone too much, if something hurts them, it hurts you back, if you hurt them, you live in shame, that's the last thing you want, I was in that state, honestly, if you wanted me to give up my life and if it would bring any happiness to you, I would have probably traded my life, I was so weak in love, I deeply loved you, the way I have never loved anyone before.... And I don't think I will ever hate you, there is no hate, there can never be hate, it wasn't your fault, it was my weakness that got the better of me, I am not worthy of you anyway, you deserve much better, I can't be that perfect person, but I will always want the best for you. Sometimes it's hard... I wish you could have read my feelings instead of me having to spell them out for you.... I expected you to feel me, to read me, because my feelings were so deep, that words would have never been enough to tell you how I felt...
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3 songs helped me
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I just want to forget everything.
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Look I was dishonest and I own it. I fell in love. I was naive and I did whatever to steal your love. I realized that I hurt you. I am over it. I admit I was wrong. But I'm not a bad person. I didn't do anything out of Malice or greed. I didn't do anything with intent to harm or deceive. I didn't do anything on purpose. I didn't do anything with an agenda or motive. I didn't do anything out of the need to manipulate. It's like children who steal toys without realizing it's wrong. I did it. I own it. Regarding if I still love you...... I don't know. I think I do.... It's not romantic.. But my heart still bleeds for you. If anything happens to you, I'm still going to be impacted by it. I'm a lover. Not an enemy. If I love a man I don't forget it... I don't forget him..
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Sounds good to me. Thanks for the honesty.
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Ahhh.... This was so comforting to read. A guy who understands my chaotic female psyche and also knows to be a dominator, exactly how I wish my prince to be. Totally captivating those words. Noting it.
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birds learn mating calls and show their skills by flanking their plumes and feathers to attract mates. Ya know. You weren't told to sing or dance. Just talk. You want a woman to be wet and you should not even put any effort into that, sounds like baloney. And exactly what will make her wet? You'll do nothing to turn her on? If your dirty talk isn't working... One pro tip - if you dirty talk in a rapey way that's too aggressive or vulgar or without context, it can give some serious scary vibes, and actually be a huge turn off. Social calibration and social tact, being pleasant and gentle and coercive without being hostile, rapey, aggressive is the key to be successful with dirty talk. Also don't take it overboard, it shouldn't appear like you're trying too hard and keep it minimum and artistic.
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Random thoughts ♡ thinking about sex is weirdly satisfying.