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I'm quite new to this exercise. But so far, staring and focusing at a belief makes it abstract. And that abstraction creates confusion. And the confusion sheds a light on truth (I don't know , this is unknown to me) . And from there the question of what is the "I" that think it knows or doesn't know comes from. That's as far I have gotten.

When I was very young, my dad built a set of wardrobes in the main bedroom. All the doors had tall mirrors installed on them. I soon discovered that if I open doors of the adjacent closets, an infinity mirror effect happens. I was so fascinated by this. I used to just sit inbetween the doors, for hours, staring at infinite me s. At some point my consciousness was triggered and I awoke to something. This moment in my life is almost always present. This is where everything ends up. I feel like I never moved on, that part of me is still in the mirror. So recently, I am somehow sensing three moments at the same time. The mirror moment , the current ever-changing now, and moment at my death bed. I feel like the three of me are communicating. Have you ever contacted another Now? What is the point of this? What exactly is this illusion? How much further can this go?

@Preetom thank you for your feedback. I don't understand your hint yet. When you say particular object what do you mean ? The mirror?

Portugal. I just went there two months ago. I tell you, there is something about the land. It definitely has a strange good energy about it. Also there are tons of secluded places there. The ocean and beaches are out of this world beautiful. I would love to live there one day, definitely. Also there live quite a few shamans and spiritual seekers.

Wow. This was amazing. It shook something. It's funny how you hear something over and over and over and ... and one day... BAM! Existent didn't exist until I (god) invented it. Now this I needs to realize it doesn't exist.

A nice mini gong. Or an really elegant rosary

Authenticity in art. We have not covered authenticity yet. Thank you <3

Accept and don't judge. I'm into psychedelics, self actualizing, spirituality,... and my partner isn't. He only likes Sadhguru sometimes. He refuses to watch any of Leo's, Alan Watts, Spira, ... videos, and doesn't respond if I talk about them. I was bothered for a long time, but now I have learned to leave it and let go. Everyone have their own paths, even lovers and partners.

Well this is getting out of control fast. At this point it's up to you. I think wording it properly would have been good. But it's okay. Just be honest. Say you will be more comfortable if she do it. If she doesn't for whatever reason,then it's up to you. The responsibility and choice is with you.

I visualize my self as the a renaissance man (woman). Lots of knowledge of different fields and master at my craft. Finance will be a by product of your artistic skills. See what skill you are missing, and learn it.

If you are a virgin, then give her the option. Tell her the truth that you are virgin, but if this makes her more comfortable, you wouldn't mind. Doing blood tests from time to time is a good thing anyways. I honestly don't think she would mind as much as you think she would

Getting a girlfriend (or boyfriend) is different than finding a partner.

Tell her you are doing a test for her, and appreciate if she does it for you. If she likes you she will do it, even if it's uncomfortable. And go do one yourself

Don't be concerned at this stage. If you can't even hang out with girls, how you gonna sleep with them? I don't agree with this whole "friend zone" concept. This is a high school concept. Are you in a high school? No. Adult world function differently. As a woman, if a guy can't even talk to me like a normal human being, I won't let them get any close. Also, I don't like guys sending sexy signals right off the bat. It's creepy. It's way more charming when guys are cool and trustworthy and not desperate. Go learn how to hang out with girls.

Hang out with girls. Learn how we function. Then you will no longer see women as "females" but rather as human beings and friends to hang out with. That takes away your desperation. Makes you cool and comfortable in your own skin around girls. And that is very attractive.

Well, debt can be a weight on your soul and your freedom. I am not immune to this either. I am still paying my student loan, on top of mortgage. My biggest investment in my life are my skills (personal development, self actualisation) , not assets. Assets such as a house are by-product of my skills. I am worth more now than 4 years ago, meaning companies pay me more for what i have to offer as an artist. So before going into debt, invest in yourself and in your skills, and debt will be easy to handle.

I bought a little place last year with my partner here in South of UK. We are renting out one of the rooms to our friends, so we are making money with it already. We are paying extra on the mortgage, so it will be paid in 10 years time. We are going to rent it if we move to a new city, which will probably happen soon. Does it have its limitations? Yes absolutely. I now have to be way more calculative. Cant just quite my job without a back up plan. But it is making me work harder to be more creative with coming up with more sources of income. Has it stopped my spiritual growth? Not to my knowledge. I have gone to my retreats, doing whatever i can at this stage of my life. However, i was planning to go to Isha school for 6 months, now i can't just do that without planning it properly. So its a hassle in that way. It really depends. I rather not waste money on rent. But I can see how it can be limiting. I recommend doing it with a partner, and looking at it as a source of income and investment. Like any other investments, it has risks. I am in UK, so land and housing here is more valuable than US I believe.

Green psychedelic Festival Happening in Portugal next week : https://www.boomfestival.org/boom2018/

@SoonHei No I actually haven't heard of 5-LeO-DMT Yes I have heard of 5 Meo. I said "one of the" strongest. I didn't say the strongest.

Sounds amazing Remember that this love is always there and present, no matter how buried and inaccessible it seems at times.

This is a bit of a bro science , but this has worked for me. 1. What is it that you are eating daily? Dairy, carbohydrates, sugar (this includes too much fructose)? Cut them out dramatically. 2. Fasting daily. My last meal is at 7pm, my first meal is at 11 am. I start by green tea. Non gluten, non dairy breakfast. Nothing but water in between 7 _ 11( no coffee, no tea... ) 3. Cardio that makes you sweat. 4. Feel good about yourself the way you are it's okay to want to improve, but do it in a loving way. Cheers

Professor Dumbledore. What stage would that make J.K. Rowling? I guess you can be a medium and a vessel, creating something at turquoise level, but your ego holds you back to other stages.

Ayahusaca is one of the strongest forms of psychedelics. I have not done any other forms besides Aya , but my friend who has done many forms and has confirmed that also. I had good trips and bad trips, and I am fine. I love having shamans around. But there is always a risk. I recommend starting with something easier like mushroom or LSD as well. Xx it's all up to you and your calling. See if you have it in you. There is always next year.

@kieranperez must have been frustrating. But how do you know he is wrong and you are right? How do you know if either of you are right? Maybe that's not the point. We all trying to point to something. And you can use different fingers to point, or a pencil. The point is not pointer. It's the moon.