John Iverson

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  1. This is part of my research, i gather information to all of you , and if you give a link or another information , i will definitely appriciate it...
  2. Say something about time travel... anything.. all you know about that thing, any footage or what
  3. There is, they invent like a big camera that will take a picture or video? I don't know specifically is that thing but it will be stored there the moment the big bang theory begin... not just dinasaur but there is a probkem , it could create a blackhole in earth, you know will happen right if that's happen? Hahaha but still they pursue it.. i dont know what year they will launch it , from what i have see in youtube.. they are almost done?
  4. Haha which terrence mckenna discover in his journey in psilocybin mushroom
  5. What do you mean? With psychedelics you can travel time? Or it is just an illusion? That after you bcome conscious you realize oww i give into the thoughts
  6. This, i experience this haha.. i understand this hahaha past is just a memory the moment is constant moving because we are beings.. beeeeeee! Beeeeee , laways moving, always happening ,there is no reason just happen, just beeeee
  7. Mind is evil, is like you project your mind to other, there is no other , all you see is being, you know the isness?? That all is just happening? All is just be, the rapist is part of the isness the being so that is reality that you see when you say that is bad you project the mind, you know all of the content of your mind is like you are others to the other and what is bad or wrong is unite to good.. there is a unity when you judge it as bad or wrong you delude yourself and you are moralizing what you learn about the society and you know we are in the matrix so it is the illusion it is not the true.. when they do such thing they do it not for the sake thay yes it is bad so i will do it.., they do it because they are not incontrol and you also do it , that am i right? When you judge you think that you are right and that is wrong your emotions controls you..
  8. Tomorrow will be my first trip and i would like to hear some stories, trips, insights about your experience... in any grams of psilocybin mushroom.. don't get me wrong of course i research alot and i'm psychology student so yea i have so many backrounds
  9. And i 'm thinking that if i crash the shroom some enzyms will stick in some areas in mortar or pestle and I won't ingest it fully if i crash it and make it a tea or somethin
  10. Why everytime i want to feel to be myself , later on or the next day i feel bored , through out the day i just sit and meditate and just conscious in every thing I'm frustrating... help to ease this
  11. In what different field or subjects that is very important to be educated? Give me lists , i will read ...
  12. How come that this is my fault?? I will use this
  13. A little while ago I experienced that whenever my Professor say something time is not exist anymore, in a room it exist by sensation of sounds movements colors, etc.. I can't interpret that as a person.. and i can listen to what professor say a point but I can't absorb it is like i know it is an illusion that teacher is saying a point... by the way my subject is sociology and we had discussed about a person, beauty and about labeling a person.. i feel like I'm bursting inside that my head wants to pump out because I can't take it.. i'm not against understand why they said that but what is happening inside of me is bursting and i feel like i'm crazy i don't know why I'm experiencing it now.. i feel like it is not the true nature .. only if they know the true nature they will not said that.. I don't know how to explain it to you guys what I'm experiencing right now, and after that my teacher in sociology discuss our research , i said my point to my teacher about thoughts that my research is about thought in every person but my prof said it is hard, but i have my own guidelines questions but my teacher didn't accept that.. argggg how can live in this society i wanna voice out.. something.. I don't enjoy life if i conform on the group i enjoy my self as a space, as a no self but whenever i do something it will rejected... I don't know nowww..
  14. I cried cuz deep inside me feel all humans pain because they don't know the true nature of the self.. so i cried :,(
  15. We have a convo of my friend yesterday and we talk about psychedelics and he use that psychedelic drug.. hiw effective is that drug??? For consciousness ?? Is that ideal to use that drug in consciousness work?
  16. I believe in myself.. after i read this that you said i'm the one.. i took some actions.. and a little while ago i posted a video about limitation of philosphy and science but there is only one that liked my post.. I don't know... i cried before i posted it i dont know why.. but i am aware that i speak about God you are e only thing that i should hold... i feel the pain inside of me that undescribable ...
  17. i'm curious, is past life is something that is true but we forget that we are somebody or something before?? Say something about past life
  18. I visualized that i want to increase my ability to sense things but I don't know next i will do.. i want to express something with my senses.. can you guise help me?
  19. I already watched the matrix 123... i understand something.. do you believe that i'm kind of a neo??
  20. Thankyou, it naturally absorb what is the nature saying... btw who is Thomas Anderson?