John Iverson

Life purpose, you will have it if you visualize .. but everytime i do it , it becomes a thought I can't visualize myself .. it becomes fantasy..

I like this HAAHAH

As i said in my post in strange loop, there will be something that will grow out of nowhere and it will lasts in generation, decades centuries and maybe longer than that,.. and it will become history ...and maybe super intelligence is something one day will grow and become a reality.. I don't know? When.. because after all there is so many in infinity will grow outof nowhere.. like nazi right? Like albert Einstein... etc... it is only beingness can say

I'm planning to also try it...

What contemplation should i contemplate? In taking 50 grams of mushroom?

after i watched it my insights are 1. There is/are always something will grow out of nowhere and it will last decades, centuries even more and suddenly out of nowhere it will have a new kinds of beings that will grow and lasts awhile then change into another... like in the society, Nazi grow out of no where it just grow and have a million followers, it last for a while and dayum! It so magical... 2. Meditation is not something that you underestimate.. it has 2 things that is powerful reason you need, or we need to meditate., 1.1 we are not gifted to have a high consciousness, if you have one then be thankful for that, if you don't have meditation is a training for you to open up in the universal aspects of the whole, "universe" because you can't see universe by looking through eyes you must go beyond the eyes, you must go beyond your feelings, you must go beyond mind and body 2.1 you can find your true self there but yes there is so many ways to be enlighten but meditation is also powerful tool for that The world is magical that you need to detach in the system in matrix just for you to destroy the whole thing that blocks the "TRUTH" the Materialism belief,.. magic can't be grasp by your solid hands, it will slips a way without seeing and knowing it..it limits your observation ... Leo said , learning is to observing it.. learning to see the world in magical way is imposible because of materialism.. and it affects how we behave in our daily life... We feel bored because we do not see the world magical in every appearance we percieve everyday that it doesn't have a substance.... it appears nothing like the wind will touch your skin who enforce that? Nothing... it is God.. God is nothing.. it is just be, being.. moving without anyone who enforce that.. what i'm saying is a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP! You always end in what i have started to say then end into nothing and starts again and again.. ahhaahhaahha!! Leo, you deserve a Nobel Prize for this profound things you discover for yourself... i hope that one day in infinity i could have my own discoveries too, to help others see the essense of reality... that reality is magical .. we don't yet dig deeper and explore yet the magical and non substancial field that we need to explore and to unravel to help others see the world differently.... i think if we have no journey to go? Most our time invest to pick up a reality and make other people see it through you by you and by us.. i'm moving forward to say that heeeey guiseeeee lets work together and inspire each other .. I love you guisee

Ofcourse, that is his destiny without any motives or agenda intuitively his path goes to that path., someday he will be praised what he preach or say in his videos, his teachings even the low consciousness one will be known to the mainstream society someday,, he deserve a nobel prize wothout any agende because of what he did to us,.. can't you see it?? What he do to make us walk with him? And to see the larger picture of the world... this is something what he created back then since day 1, he driven by his intuition just do whatever he feels to move... it will direct to his destiny i see glimpses what will he and we become in his latest videos.. i know now what my first step to also help other people someday and directing me to my own path of being a being in this world...

Haha Leo is destined for that, and also i said in my post ,Leo Deserves a Nobel Prize for that.. cuz YES!! DEFINITELY!!! He is the only one who discover it in this time.... i seeee it., i see it!... and that's why i have an insight also that there is something will grow and will lasts in centuries or decades or even more... cuz you know what? This will become big someday.. and if we let ourselves grow we become like him, he create a road and someone will follow , followers will grow and it create a road we become legendary we become history.. someone will write us in a book hahahahah leave it to them to someone...

You mean, the 20% is only the id? That is activate?

Free the mind? And don't cling to the belief that i need to read or watch videos and mental mastubationy? Because when i free the mind i know everything? Because i have the intelligence? And anytime i could tap in to it and get an ideas

So i need to let go what i have learn?

Memories, are deleted the moment you become that... you are in a new timeline, new experiences, new life, and new beginning.. if you tap in the memories you have that is not you.. it is your ancestor

I have two topic that i think it is important ,What can you say about war on drugs?and What can we do or voice out about psychedelic drug ?...

On what i have understand, of antichamber game, we can tap other dimension in earth's infinity?? How can we tap other dimension? Now , i have no idea at all, even intelligence that original to you that, that is infinite thing, how can we tap that?

Is that okay? For the meantime? Because i will do that 24hrs a day because shooting in a series or a movie is whole day and the break time is your sleeping time and after break you act again.. you memorize the script..

Before, i'm pursuing my acting career here in the Philippines but, my world and the whole aspects of me is now different.. to act is like you go back to the self , to the drama of your life in the past to cry,, how can i pursue my acting without go back the past and every time i act i become myself that I don't need to think.. because one of the techniques in acting is you think the negative moment in your life..

Persona, using delusional and illusion? I will set a side the true nature of my self?

I attended 40workshops for acting before i self actualize and meditate, techniques in acting is if the scene is about sad.. your emotions must come out... and one of the techniques is chubuck technique that you must think your problem in the past that makes you sad to cry.. emotion is contained in memories.. here in the Philippines acting is not an action.. when you act ,viewers must feel your emotion so they can relate to you... i'm not overthinking.. actors they cage themselves into their past you libe in the past... there is a technique that you act in the moment but you think and you trigger your emotion by the person you hate, you love or that makes you emotional.. still living in the past, i think that's the reason they don't grow like us, tv is full of dramas right? That is the reason... that is the problem in acting industry... acting is not easy.. your viewers must believe that you are in hurt... so you let go to all your negative emotions and live as if that moment is still in the present moment you project to your acting mate... you think of a person who you dislike if you want your viewers believe that you hate your partner in the scene.. that is my problem .. now i have so much insights , learnings, and experience in this journey of self actualization the problem is the memories is not as effective like before... my system don't cling anymore in any thoughts that come out... if i give in to the lower self and make myself to the scene it is very wasting the time.. we train our minds not to cling and i make my self cling? Just to portray a drama? Huhuhuhh T_T most celebrities are toxic.. because scene in the movies or in the series eat their whole mind by all emotions... and they work like that 24hrs haha shooting is not healthy so what do you expect? 24 hrs you let your mind eat all negative or illusion and let that to make an action... the wiring of the brain will get used to that and it can affect your whole life..

I'm interested about reincarnation, is there a next life?

So, 3 days ago i eat 10 grams of psilocybin ? one of my transcend moment is I can't control anymore my whole body and i recognized 2 or 3 unknown entity make a DNA changing in my whole system, I don't know what is that... it gives me ego death no interpretation At all, I'm only just conscious what is happening... they did it when i go to my bed and i let go to the universe , it is very strong that one of my trans is like that I don't know what's gonna happen to me in the next month, or years... after 12 hours i have already headaches. And the meditation, i meditate without saying to my self.. it goes automatically,. And some ideas goes naturally I don't create that but i just naturally have it whenever i need some answers, or when someone has a statement.. I'm surprised that I don't push mgself to have it..... for now, should i take another high dosge or let myself process it first? ...To me? I feel like i want to take mushroom after 1 year i want to see the effect in a long run..but what can you say?

It starts in you the change you want in the society,. See first your inner,. Because the problem in the society without awarenes is not in the outside it is inside, like Leo I don't know if he is aware of it that the first day he started this content that is the day he act to help one individual until it becomes the society to change the society.. I don't know how many lives will change after so many years, but i woke up i also starting to create my life and someday when it all settled maybe in other way i will have my own way to help others, in my own way.. all of these is Leo's projections.. all of us if we are conscious enough to see this you will realize that you can also create like Leo did to benefit all of us needs help. Or all of people he wanted to change their lives... he is successful, i hope he is aware that now? He is succesful that if he wants to change people i who wake up in this wold of full of toxic... and i'm starting step by step to create my life , my own life in this world that is beautiful and one,. This life full of mystery? It becomes mystery because we do not allow as to find what is that? But we are here because in our calling... i hope each one of us become successful in our own way like Leo Did,. Maybe successful is not like succesful in mainstream, succesful is when,is what you want you achieve it.. Leo achieves change lives,or he make a person wake up , this is the moment that i will create my life in my own way and Leo is successful because i see now the bigger picture of life in my own realities., and what Leo's talking about in this journey of self help actualization, and enlightenment.....

It could be, it is their intuition to decide what they feel to take.. but for me I don't also gurantee 100% that what I've experience to a large dosage will same as mine.. but in high dosage the beautiful about that is once you take it there is no turning back.. you can't just exit haha, i'm brave enough to face it i hope they will., and I guarantee the high dosage is so soooooooo beautiful.. it gives me ideas that i never thought it is posible to have.. I don't feel like reading books.. because taking it i have so many wisdom popping out of nowhere.. and it feels like my DNA starts to change... i see that and i experienced until now my brain hurts but its starts to change.. i hope also my life change, I don't feel yet to take another psychedelics maybe someday.. because i want to process myself for that... because i feel like i have so many days or maybe years to process what i mushroom give me .. i want to process it ., because it is so so big... that i dont know what's gonna happen to me in long term effect... i wanna see it

Don't just look forward to it.. just do it..... i realize you always bla blaaaa your mind... once you took psychedlics , for me just start mushroom first.. and all your mental masturbation and blaaaabering of your mind all you need will be answered... just do it my friend.. and don't waste your time always in here... i realize also when i took 10 grams of mushrooms.. actualized.org all of these are leo's projections all of these are Leo.. Leo's sake.. there is nothing wrong here, but this is part of the matrix that heyyy !! Wake up!! He also created this that i realized, I don't wanna waste my time here i want to create also in myself not based on projections of Leo.. and follow him like i'm a supporter chimpanzees baboons ape, look at your names here hahaha butt monkey.. it guides me alot to wake up that all of as is a one in oneness, you are a perception in his reality he is one in oneness did you get it? Don't waste your time , you are always blaberring, just do it right now, do psychedlics.. i understand now why Leo's say if you get enlightened you will get out of here.. act it... just do , you always have a topic.. you can't move forward if you always waste your time to bla bla what ever you want to say.. this is a distruction for you to understand that this is all projections of Leo . It is like leo is in your screen and he speaks in the camera... it is for you to be stucked or you will understand and you will get helped by his projections... he is helping all of us.. just do the work don't always go here and make a topic pfff .. you go here first than me, and i've so many learnings i earned.. and you? I don't know... i always read your comments that I don't see you are progressing...

This is true, i'm brave enough to take mushroom from 8grams to 10 grams i'm a first timmer for psychedelics , all of you once take micro dosage of it but i feel to start that big, and ohh maan it soooo sooooooooooooo soooooo big, you will have a badtip if all you see , all the learnings and all you get once you take it You are not open for all of that,. And you are resistant for all of that,. I guarantee you bad trip and it is so important that the negative like anxiety and depression if you take psychedelics you know somehow to handle it with don't mind technique i learn on my own... if you can do that then you can do psychedelics without any badtrips... just open up yourself.. and all the mysteries of the universe will reveal itself to you

Funny , is like love,, you can't describe it and you can't define it.. all you can do is feel it .. and to express it out of nowhere