John Iverson

Coke is not what i want... and to fuck a hookers for me ,is gross.. i want to fuck a nice girl haha.. a gorgeous one..have a breeding and she has 50-100 % of class. if i will do some drugs i would rather take NZT 48 and Psychedelics .. i already use Psylocybin Mushroom a 13 grams :D...

For now I don't know what i want to do.. but deep inside my self i have a feeling that there is something i want to create that is not yet created or discovered...

Thankyou..

Me too, for now I can't imagine nor know if reincarnation is true,. But try to think of it.. our DNA will be passed in our children.. our body will be passed in our children... all aspects because of our DNA or genes... so we are the consciousness, the formless and life.. so maybe that's reincarnation goes?? I don't know? If you think if it what are we? We are not the body.. we are he true self... so true self is one in all of us, we are one.. so the form becomes different., maybe memories will be gone and we will become someone because of passing genes and since we are not the body and mind same consciousness but different form and characteristics

I like this answer, I'm wondering if out ot nowhere reality now become an illusion someday i know even our reality now is also an illusion , what if reality flips backwards or a reality we can't imagine that will happen.. happens, what if reality goes not the way Hollywood movies portray?.. if we travel time in the next 50 years haha maybe our reaction is , where the hell am i??!!!!!! What is this place, is this th earth? I think if will happen i guess that is one of realization that reality is an illusion right? Because it is changing the manner we cannot imagine ,and control just beeeee...

Give me a great books to read, and message me if you want ,privately give me a copy.. here are my interests 1. Metaphysics and Epistemology 2. Psychedelics 3. Art and Creativity 4. Paranormal 5. Physiology 6. Philosophy 7. Brain, or Brain training 8. Spiritual Poetry 9. Science and Life And if there are more great topic aside to what i have said please suggest or give the copy to me i will read it if i feel to read it...

iverson.nhoj@gmail.com here's my email

I have a question... how did this forum help you ? What practices did guise help you?? And how did that help you.. i'm a Psychology student and i wanna have some openess to my side to see if even you guise diagnose it is better to approach such disorder this way... or actualized.org ways.. or spiritual way... or meditative way..

Because i want to have my own contribution, I don't want to rely on others.. yes from now, but when i start to contemplate things is that okay? And infact we have infinite intelligence so it is worth it to tap your own intelligence or wisdom you become enlightened and to gather information to the infinite intelligence we have... i feel to contemplate not to read books from others When i get start seriously in tapping my own infinite intelligence...

Formless? Even that word cannot justify what it is... it doesn't have a form or appearances...

.. hm? It feels like it is timeless, unbound, undisturb, formless, limitless, I don't know how to express what I've experience but all i can say is.... (I'm that, i'am) even the consciousness can be eliminated and you can't even touch or move it or see it with your eyes, or percieve it , itis beyond percieving.. it is beyond consciousness.. you can be conscious but who see that you are conscious?? it catches all even the one who catch ...catch it .. mind cannot grasp it... from within if you surrender , you become all, you become everything , you become the universe..

Thankyou ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Until now, i still see that people is only use their brain only 20%.. and I don't know how the mystery unfold to tap the infinity within our own intelligence

You mean that i'm reincarnated to this body? That's why i'm already dead? All of these exist long time ago , and all of these exist at the same time don't exist... like the stars, it exist but even they appear until now they are already dead.. because that's the magic of beingness, just be, they are just be ..at the sametime they are not appear

The trees,the objects, the chair, the television, the people, the wind.. the clouds... etc they will be still exist without me? Or they exist at this very moment because i'm conscious of what appears in the moment? They are real because i'm conscious? And if I'm not conscious enough to see what appears in the moment they are not real? Is reality become real if you are conscious and stop appearing if you are dead?

When i take 13 grams of mushroom, insight i have for that is they are lost.. yes it is the ego they are destructed.. unconsciously they feel the essense of God but suddenly they are ignorant they even don't know how to express themselves for such wonderful love of God., we are thankful because there is Leo that we discover how to search for the truth but them that is their way to express themselves to God ignorantly... so even they are like that we know there is God.. and we are one.. and they are unconscious on what we are conscious about and their actions flow even if they not know what is the reason why they want to express themselves that way

That is not karma.. go to Leo's blog click the blog and search for the karma, read it.. or you watch the video of Leo what is karma.. you will understand it.. and btw.. don't be negative about liking you.. we are one and we are love.. you are love...

He should come to a realization that what he is saying end up to nothing HAHAHAAHH

I understand what you are saying.., the "Perspective" you drop it.. all of the concepts you have drop it... all interpretations you have drop it.. drop all the things you learn in school, parents, parents, Leo, people, and all in your head drop it.. what's left now?

it's true.. okay i will not block this.. because a little while a go i let go the wondering mode,.. it becomes psychedelic mode all i'm percieving I can't explain it... i can't find my physicality in everything percieve in the moment and even the body I don't see it as a body.. i see it not different what I'm perceiving in my surroundings is like i'm formlesssssssssssssssssssssss.. i'm formlessssss!???? WTFFFFFFFF!! I'm formlessssssssssssss!!! Whaaaaaat? I'm formlessssssssssssssss! Yassss i'm thaaaaaaat! All of these is a hallucination!! WTH!! I get it! Do i? I don't? .. okay i will listen to youu ?

Ahaaaaaaa!!! , wohh!! in number 1, i created them because it appears as it is what I'm percieving is also me that i create whenever they are infront of me and percieving it?

Everytime i let go all of the concepts in my mind and see it as it is i stick to what I'm perceiving right now, and I'm wondering if "i" the perceiver alone will remove what I'm perceiving right now did all of these disappear as i remove also the one who could make this a reality and real? Hahahahhaa right now while i'm typing this.. I'm getting emotional I don't know why ?

What do you mean? What is ad?

There is something come out to me that i stick to this so called reality that if i'm dead they will not exist at all haha

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