John Iverson

I am at day 0 hehe, but if you are starting man expect that this is hard but anyway we also don't have a choice we have to face this.. ? There is so much emotion here,,

You are in 174, and I'm in 40 days, man! It is so hard... even you are in174 I realized that even in that level ego will trick you in a very sneaky way to pull you from growth.. for me, in 40 days the ego backlash is 4times backward.. fuck!! 40 days have been just one step and it backslide again into 4 times backward.. I don't know anymore... I've planned to take psychedelics in after 40days of vacation and 40 days of no fap but I'm in this state... I need to get back to the momentum that I did.. MAN THIS JOURNEY IS HARD :(. It feels sad for me.. I'm doing my best.. but still I have no control .. I'm doing my best.. but still I have no control , i know I should be proactive in this, but I can't, even if I have plans to make just to stay on my path of nofap and continue the journey of consciousness and enlightenment and see the metaphysical aspects of reality ego, lust continues to backfire on me to you and to us.. I want to study, but all I'm doing is low consciousness stuff, I'm procrastinating my meditation and my yoga because of porn my sleeping time is only 1hr because of that I hope that I can meditate and yoga today..

Is there an effect long term? Imean if i take it and i discover the creative effect of lsd it will not leave my system anymore.. something like that

I see the benefits after I relapsed, there is something new about me, how my body is expressed, I feel masculine, that before I don't feel because maybe all testosterone is wasted by fapping whenever I feel horny.. I also realized after 40 days of meditation in my province, hours of meditation and I meditated there as many as I could in my record, I meditated for about 260 mins that is the longest I did.. I realized after that, that a day is not all about watching porn.. a day is not about giving in to pleasure, a day is all about something great and what has Leo tried to achieve a state of consciousness within that state all you can see there is that , that is all about life in everyday... there is something new about me that until now it stays and I don't want to go back in the last 40 days, even my perception is new and I feel new every aspect of my body and feelings and emotions.. I'm conscious that Iverson in day one of 40 days he is not the same person anymore, in addition i can smile to girl i want hahahahahahha! I have now the confidence that is different i cannot explain it..

I will make sure to learn from taking it thankyou

To discover things for myself, to self actualized, and to have a greater understanding of what Leo is Talking about latelabout metaphysics and epistemology... i want to experience it for myself..

I want to know every lesson you encounter about the history of your country, everything.. Let's make it broad and we try to connect each others history and see how connected are we as a country, as an individual or as a "COLLECTIVE EGO", I want these to be broad just for me or others know every topic within the "history".. let's make this a thread for history and we connected it for every video that will come in the future, I think it is better to have one, just for every now and then we can read the history here.. I don't want this to be a conversation, it will entombed the information, so as soon as possible don't post any Unnecessary..

I need an advice before taking LSD, I bought 2,... 150ug and the other one is 300, How long before I eat 300ug if I eat first the 150ug? ..... Give me an advice for taking LSD, should I ask questions? While I'm tripping, if that's so what questions are important.. I want an advice because I don't want to be lost in a trap... you said that LSD is good for consciousness so what should I do? To effectively use that in a right way

1. I want to bang hot girls 2. I don't wanna relapse anymore.. i just finish 40 days and after that i relapse.. so far i reached 40 days 3. My social anxiety, i want to look in the eye the person i want to look on the street i dont want to see other side of the street just to now see their eyes.. or i want to smile at them or i want to be approachable on the street 4. I don't want to be scared in the conversation that i'm scared of having a conversation that i'm gonna say something over and over again that the one who is speaking to become bored and think that there is nothing new

Why? Did you relapse? Hahahaha

give me those title that you use here haha i wanna watch it.

There is a moment that the dragon will comeback and you need to fight him hahahah! So be ready.. now i'm on 40 days and i still get relapse .. but i feel so much growth.. stay on the path my friend.. we can do this all

Yes! Thank you!! ? I do not masturbate for 40 days + 40 days I'm on a vacation no internet just in the nature, I meditate everyday it is like a retreat for me.. because all day and all night I'm just meditating and feel the nature mindfully.. so yeah, maybe it is an ego backlash after that huhu

I'm aware that I'm doing this for the sake of money, I will use that money for me.. for me to buy life purpose, course to try a lot of things within a consciousness field, how can I make those changes in my life if my salary is only for my food, shelter, electricity or just only for my shampoo.. Of course it is an investment of money.. but to be fair part of the course i'm making is videos of different people i know who is highly recommended like of course actualized.org hehe.. i will share them videos and books and different infos.. to be fair and many more..

It's been 2 months since I started to practice positive affirmation and visualization, after 1 month of my vacation, I have a plan that if I go home, I want to work as a life coach for me to satisfy everything in my journey, like to have an apartment, to have a money for my diet, to buy life purpose course and Booklist of Leo.. to go to different countries to go there and meet spiritual people and try to go to a temple that offers psychedelic,. that money is for my path to continue what i want..

Where is shin? ... btw i relapse after 40 days straight of no fap.. i fap 4 or 3?? Times.. my question is is there growth somehow about 40 days straight of no fap then minus 4 or 3 times i relapse?

I'm practicing that for almost 2 weeks and now I watched Leo's video about Yoga, I'm very interested to that yoga because of the intelligent I will get if I do that said Sadghuru,. So I'm practicing it 6 minutes a day for now... what can you say about Shambhavi Mahamudra??? Is it true and effective yoga? That it can give you what Leo said In his video?

For now Sambhavi Mahamudra is the only thing i know,.. what is the other techniques?

i just don't just read a book from a successful people but i also want to learn from you,what you have there.. unique wisdom ! Unique insightsssssssss , lessons you have in your own journey... write it down here , if this is a book what will you put here??

I install metronome in my iPad, I'm using it when I'm meditating hmm but I have an idea, is it okay To use this while I'm eating, while I'm doing something, even if I'm using Facebook or I'm here on the forum? This purpose is for whatever I'm doing I'm still, concentrating and conscious, if I don't hear it it means I'm not conscious

Lets change strategy here, lets not talk about girls withing 3 months how about that? Lets talks about some topic.,.. what do you think??

AHAHAHAHHAAHAH!

Now, I'm reading a Philosophy book, and as I read the chapter one , I always encounter that philosophers like Aristotle believe that having a faculty of reasons and being a logical arrive you to the truth, and basically society have a blind faith to what they discuss in the school, their mind just picks up what their mind wants to pick up and now it affects how they treat others and the world.. they believe in something based on their knowledge about it and that's it, and now if someone said something that beyond logical and scientific or faculty of reasons they are just condemning you that you are illogical or you are crazy, they are always asking for evidence and asking who says that statement or claims , what if i'm the one who said it? They will listen if you are credible or you prove it with concrete evidence, but they are always a basis .. either Scientific, or Philosophical and also whatever they got on the book they will fight in one belief to another.. for example.. moral and terrorist, they used to know that killing is bad but they don't understand that in another person they don't see killings is bad, or they don't see how sneaky is our mind that controls us from what we believe from what we do and what we see, this is a problem

Oww, sorry haha! Yes true