John Iverson

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  1. Just look for a solution... not for a quicker out.. you are not a "VICTIM" is it helpful to drink and cut yourself? Maybe at the moment.., but tomorrow morning or after that moment you are still in that problem.. right??? That problem never leaves you even if you drink a lot... Try to think of your daughter.. she needs you.. she needs you to be strong.. choose to think positively focus on the positive side...
  2. HAHAHAAHH All actualizers !! All his followers hahaha we also live their with him HAHAHAHAHAH
  3. Your daughter is so cute!! Hahaha GOD BLESS to your family
  4. If you let yourself sink in every thoughts that will come out you will suffer over and over again... a single thought that you touch it will not end and the worst part is you will harm your self... try meditation rather than drink a beer.. ?
  5. If you see a butterfly ? you can see them as being.. that is what they are.. every animal is a being.. just be ,the problem with your question, you still have duality... you and the animal.. "YOU" and "that possible to be enlightened" and them.. but how, you know? You and animal is one... HAHAHAHA! You are already enlightened, and you and animal is one .. you and the animal is the same..
  6. Hahahahahah! Guyssssss!! I wanna see you all in persooooooon!!!
  7. Yes! Thank you! It is a very wild experience for me, there are more that I wanna share and I continue to edit my post because there are some that I forgot.. that is not all... I have so many things see in that conscious state, I also realize that we are in a dream, that is so powerful that is like I put a gun to my head and pull the trigger, And booooom!! I'm dead, now there is no turning back.. all you see here is death looks like.. it is very difficult for me to describe and pinpoint, that is true and that moment that LSD kicks in my mind start to download insights that I cannot handle.. is like winning in a casino with shambhavi mahamudra and meditation I'm not freak out, It leads me to a magical experience, and that very moment ,I said to myself, okay now be present in the moment.. be still watching carefully... be conscious to, every reality,. Think the things what Leo is trying to communicate here :D.. and even though that's wild I'm very amazed than freaking out.. it is so magnetizing Thank you for the appreciation, watch me how I will become more conscious, and how I'm gonna improve and how deep I'm gonna go this coming year and days..
  8. Every portion of your body/skin and every part of you created perfectly infinite even the one you say that is gross like stretch marks.. no that is also beautiful writer: me
  9. You search more.. you can find LSD there... I hope that you have.. here in the Philippines I don't know if we have 5 meo dmt. I'm doing my research, but they do not know that here
  10. On that trip I'm conscious that my mind tells me I will become crazy.. but my mind cannot do anything about it.. my ego is completely surrendered.. the resistance cannot penetrate
  11. Which is better go to gym? Or work out by yourself at home?.. is there a big difference if you workout to the gym? is it better?
  12. You are missing the point.. after that his focus is about his life purpose.. it is not about him anymore.. it is about for us.. because he is not the person anymore the one who clings to his personhood.. me,. The me became transcended, if he successfully do it..
  13. He do that just for hin to detach, he doesn't care anymore if he will have a 0 subscriber after that because he is now detach.. and he will becom GOD MODE ... he will become great to work with other people he is GOD that time so expect moreeeeeeeee about him more in an infinite degreeees
  14. Sureeee!! As soon as I get back, I will write a trip report
  15. Tomorrow will be my first LSD haaha
  16. Ha-ha, I will join your first day to isolate myself by intakingLSD for 2 Days, any last words to say? What can you say about that? Ha-ha Before you enter no mind state? Any advice for that very moment when LSD is activated to my body? And advice before and after that, Tomorrow is my first time to take LSD .. 150ug and the other is 300ug.. i am planning to take one each day...I already bought it haha i'm excited for the delivery Hahahah!
  17. Watch his new video.. 30 days meditation you ,,..
  18. Leo how about watching porn or being horny that you cannot help yourself to masturbate? I had a 40 days vacation that I don't watch porn, I don't jerk, Idon't use social media, and I don't watch tv, I just sit being alone, looking at trees and looking everything in nature.. and there I just meditate many as I can until the night came,. So all fantasies all the feelings in that vacation are handledwell,. During that vacation, I have so many ideas come out, that I want to accomplish the moment I go back,. But after 40 days the moment I came back our house I cannot help again myself and it got worse, I am very unconscious that Icannot go to sleep, my meditation, yoga and all the techniques I am doing is procrastinating.. because I am watching porn and masturbating, I cannot help myself, it is so hard it controls me more than I can control that and Icannot sit alone.. my mind has an excuse that the view is not like in the province... all the time I will see walls it is so ugly to see walls, the stickers on the wall and my bed my posters I cannot do that I want in the nature for me to sit alone and do nothing, I also have a plan to have a work, life coach, but the momentum is broken.. my sexual energy is wasted it so different now how can I do life coaching if I am this again, Ipractice positive affirmations for about 3 months and I am practicing what think and grow rich offer, that when it comes to sexual energy I am not that powerful.. I try to do law of attraction.. but now I have lost in the track, I cannot even sit being alone how can I think ideas.. sitting alone for me is important because that is the time I can continue to think an idea..
  19. Just don't watch porn and jerk off, you are on the track just a reminder for me ...
  20. Thankyou ... Yeah, I joined your post some questions hahahaha that if ever someone recognize this i will have a answer haha
  21. This week I'm going to take LSD, what should I do to take it in a right way... in that very moment that the LSD is in my body