John Iverson

Same as my fap problem I'm still failing, last time I succeeded 40 days, the goal is 90 days, but I failed at 41, after I failed I feel that there is an enormous change in myself.. tell her that changes there is an ego backlash after some changes it slides back down to your comfort zone, but some how there is growth there, if she has accepted the truth that , that is hard she can also learn how to absorb the painful part of life... teach her how to meditate.. motivation is a big part to have a reason to move forward.. make a VISUALIZATION OF HERSELF,. VISUALIZE THAT SHE IS HOT If she wants to.. but the only reason that she failed, she cannot accept the painful feeling of making changes.. now I am accepting how painful my life without any sex life,. Plus my sexual energy and libido is high,.. imagine my suffering.. I have a high sexual energy and my libido is very high, but I don't have a sex life.. even once.. so I must accept this pain I tried to chat someone on a dating app, but still there I failed.. I must face how painfu itl is that I get comfortable.... there is no choice rather than I choose to not love myself and let myself fall because of this failure I rather accept all the pain and hey that is life that is okay, move on keep forward.. I don't repress or suppress it, but I accept the feeling deep down in my bones ha-ha it is the same as sex life and food urges! Hahaha food is yummy has a pleasure in it and she is suffering because of that,. She is running away of the pain by hurting herself or judging herself or etc.. it cannot be solve by those steps or actions.. it can be solve by just simply be gentle on herself.. cheer her!! And give him the work ! buy healthy foods if she don't want to go to the gym that is faster ! Leo provide videos of that..

I don't read it till the end, but the struggle is hard for her.. I'm struggling too with my sexual urges, fap.. so yeah, I understand how hard to control the urge to eat.. when it comes to urges it is stronger than you yes definitely!!! make her accept that, that is hard.. it is a long process of purification of fats and other stuff on her belly.. if she is super insecure about what she appears,on her appearance it is more helpful if you support her to the gym... like ask her For a bonding and go to the gym! ask her if she is open for a diet, I mean let her watch Leo's Video about what food is good to BUY in the market!... That is very hard! Say to her that it is normal, .. but it is worth it if you see yourself a slim and hot chick! HAAHHAAHH I HOPE SOMEDAY I can have a hot chick HAHAHAHAHHA all she needs is a motivation!!... Another option is to ask her what she wants to do? At the end of the day she owns her life.. and she knows what to do she need know!, if she wants an advice from you and she don't know what to do maybe influence her to watch actualized.org! HAHAHAHAH! Or influence her to be better , anything..

That is what i am currently reading!! Hahaha i am on page that talks about mystery of love haha

Then give me yours.. give me enlightened master or hermits, give me interesting ideas, knowledge and also books, books reviews.. give me some informations i want to learn from you

i don't understand some his ideals or ideas, but hey he has many subscribers on youtube! Hahaha! Sometimes i try to focus to his talk and i see that all his thoughts is scattered..

Give me reviews about that book and how great is Gerald G. Jampolsky is i want to learn something from you

Ow!! Now I know, That is why what he is saying is irrelevant to his title or his point is not pointing to specific points! It is scattered.. in a contrary, he has many followers.. and now he has a book called the 12 rules something something ha-ha! Even here in the Philippines bookstore here offers his book..

What can you say about him? About his work and about his book :D, I heard a little bit of him and I've watched some of his videos.. He's kinda deep, sometimes the title of his video and what he is trying to say didn't match? I don't know ? But I'm open to talk about him

Dj Akademiks of the Philippines hahaha KAMUSTA MAHAL KO KAYO!! HAAHHAHAHA

First discover your life purpose.. what you will discover external or internal or etc.. so be it.. enjoy it... express it, own it! And love it!! Be passionate about with or without reason.l you are unique individual whatever you discover it is you.. it depends in you... go !!

Hahaha yes! I feel that there is wisdom there!! Sadhguru is sooooooooooooooooooooo far from other gurus!!! He goes deeper and deeper about spirituality I don't know where in the rabbit hole he is now,, AHhaahhai'm excited to talk about it and how you will also have it and share it to me, haha I'm the one who reports to you guys about inner engineering and you? What do you want? Kriya also??

I am not afraid, nor scared of this, rather I am inspired and at this very moment I hug the black hole accept me! Sip me there black holeeeee! , let me absorbed there!!! Whatever it takes! I want to die right now, give me what human deserve.. let me die right now and experience the no turning back,. I have nothing to lose

I'm excited for you too!!

I don't know yet what art i can produce but here is my acting skills!

I want also join!! Haha the moment i recieve the Inner Engineering of Sadhguru i will also report! To see what advantages, benefits or insights doing the yoga of Sadhguru and to compare also yours! And theirs!!

We are chubby! Yes! We areee!! Haahhaahha

Haha! Congratulations!!! You are now off to your greatest adventure!! Ahahahha

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If you let yourself change then changes will happen 1 and my first time taking up LSD give changes to my "self" and to me it is like i jump into the sky and I don't even know what atmosphere i reaches , imean until now the effect of LSD to me keeps me to growth unconsciously... It pushes me with or without being conscious but i let it go... i let it happen.. there is so many changes i am conscious of, that's happening right now to me.. and when i think the person i become yesterday there is so much growth.. i feel how i grow and the person i become right now i feel so emotinal right now ,contemplating what changes happen to me..

After LSD trip! I'm excited !! Haha! To take the Inner Engineering.. I don't know what will happen to me after doing it... The Road Less Traveled has great Wisdom to read.. it teaches us to face the difficulties of life, we must accept the painful feelings of the problem rather than avoiding it by doing the things that give you gratitude.. you must have the discipline to recognize your responsibility of your life and dedicate yourself to the truth,,.. always change your map.. or else you will become mentally ill if you detach yourself to reality.. and gratitude doesn't solve your problem.. it also talks about unconscious and what true love is.. I learned that true love is not driven by emotions.. rather than the will and you choose to love him\her.. feeling of love is just an illusion, because you have the ego boundaries and you think falling in love is forever.. you can say you love the person if you don't feel the love but you still give yourself.. you expand yourself and become part of you.. I'm on chapter 2 of the book haha there is moreeeee! Hahhaah

Yes! Exactly my point!

Inner Engineering of Sadhguru and Meditations I bought it yesterday! HAHA! But the delivery time here in Philippines is 1-3 months huhu!! I want to practice yoga and at the same time learning some wisdome of Marcus Aurelius i am now reading The Road Less Traveled

If I'm in your shoes, this is how I understand that.. yes! Emotions are coming out, that emotion you must face it.. let them out.. to be conscious.. all your neurosis or being not authentic or all your problem come from unknown, coming out of emotions that is the time the unknown comes out of you and become known to you,,, so all you gonna do is be mature enough to face it and you will grow from there :D... you are lucky that you have Kriya Yoga.. me.. I cannot afford that yet.. the only thing I bought is Inner Engineering Of Sadhguru, I am waiting to be delivered here in the Philippines so i will practice that haha

For me, pursuing enlightenment is a way to see and know what is the truth about life, about you about the world.. what is truth , we ask questions about life, because we just come here without knowledge about existence.. why you are here, why am i here.. who am i really? After all ,all your knowledge is only based on your parents, society and culture.. how do you know that source is true? You believe it by blind faith.. you don't know really what it is...... if you know what is truth for every questions you may think of, atleast your actions and expressions of them is based on truth Have you asked yourself, what is the reason that I am not happy and I have mental or psychological issues? What is this? Is this the very nature of human being? , what is a human being? Who are they? How can I express myself to build a relationship? What is the relationship? You relate to each other unconsciously, you don't know what you are doing after all...

What advantages Kriya Yoga has?, compared to inner engineering ?