John Iverson

Thank you! Lately i suffered from ego backlash it is strong.. that makes me see that i am not serious enough to this work... thanks!

Yes, i do Meditation, i am practicing what is more important to do (prioritizing) i already watch video of Leo about habits,. , before i thought that i am serious about self actualizing but when my ego starts to backslide i am not serious enough to take the challenge.. so i am at this point that what i am reading to this post and what activities am i doing i will take shot, i am also working out Discipline, the concept of discipline i read in the book,The Roadless Traveled, and also i have resistance that is so powerful i am working that out.. attachment theory( sure i will search that) child hood trauma or past disturbances.. i am also working that out.., lately i take psychedelics for my emotions to come out.. and also that moment i tap in to the intelligence... that is why i discover that the reason why I don't understand and i think I don't have intelligence is because i am not conscious enough and i am not conscious that i have my resistance to listen and expand myself to that lesson or what other people is saying... orange level? Hmm? I will add this to my lists that i will work out.. do you have a referral ? Books? Videos. Or reading material etc...

Maybe yes, maybe no? I'm not sure.. miracle is not something to fulfill me.. it is a part of my self actualizing... i will know that this is ego, if someday i die like Leo or Sadhguru and this feeling also Vanish.. i have to listen to this feeling.. if this vanish in the next month years or until i become dead then that is ego.. i am not sure yet

Leo, working out his whole life to become the totality of reality, but that is not it, he makes videos and he is into personal development.. he is now Enlightened and become the totality.. is Leo Stop making Videos? Is Jesus when he become the totality did he stop being in the totality? Is Jesus sitting in his do nothing just being totality of reality?? Did Buddha stay under the Tree? until his body gone ? And nothing to do just totality and that's it?.... all human Consciousness is what they strive but we are different on what we want to do while we are here enjoying every particular in totality in this lifetime... if being totality is your part of your journey that's okay... nothing is wrong.. either nothing is wrong if Leo's thing is exist and Jesus Christ teach and build a disciples, nothing also wrong if buddha do his thing for the sake of sufferings .. there is nothing wrong if Sadhguru invent a Yoga for the sake of Inner Engineering.. MAN!! I LOVEEE SADHGURU.. Even Leo i love Leo.. i hope their Energy and their other stuffs could transmit to me someday....

I value miracle... miracle is part of love.. all of this is also love.. but even love is part of a miracle HAHAHAHA!!! ?

I will use this as a reminder thankyou

What mantra should i use? Is A,U,M is great??? i practice concetration by the use of beat, i download metronome... i focus on that,

I am thinking that awhile ago, given that i have the power , some people will be scared, angry, envy, call me fraud, or try to kill me... i feel the vibes in that moment i become that, maybe i can handle that? Because i know before i become that i already settle sub Goals in my life.. yes i know there is sub goal , i am starting today to be serious in personal development.. the Blue print of leo is what i am working out, but suddenly when i am in happiness.. it stated their that to be happy you must do activities that is inclined to your Values.. i know my values, one of my values is about Miracle.. and that's why i need help what activities should i do because i know ,i feel that this makes me happy each day... i am only at happiness!! If i am done with everything in the Blue print I don't know who i will become... for now i am self actualizing but what i ask here on this forum is connected to the blue print... this is the sub goal.... haha other activities is Yoga, meditating.. i am starting journaling.. Prabhhaker shared that i must work my willpower.. so that is my other work!! To have a will power.. i also sitting do nothing, i am into no fap... i am re designing my lifeeeee,. I don't want anymore to sit here like ? pig.... it is gross to live that way.. what i am doing now is re designing my day,my life and my well being..

My Number 1 Value is Miracle... what would i like to work on for a miracle? Discipline, Love, Awareness, is for human limit I don't want to settle in that level.. i want to overcome that and become beyond the limits of human .. that if they see me, just see me passing by they know that i am not human anymore..

Projecting yourself , being afraid of something and you project it to me.. ? I already tell you the specific Goal i want.. to make them see the miracle in this world , how can i do that? I don't know.. because now I don't have powers.. let say i want to have a super power.. and specific goal is to make them see miracle.. how can i do that, even me I don't know if i am capable of using spider weeeeeeeeeebbbbbs! I don't know what are my capabilities!!!!!!! What i know today is i want to make people see the miracle of being a human.. they will see that being a human is capable of having immortality.. they will strive to work their limits.. choose the path of enlightenment.. and to see what are their capable of doing..... and they will know who are they.. but for me my life purpose is to create miracle... i will challenge myself if that is truly what i want

That is why i share here my post to forum to help me, to have people i can talk to, and if someone here who can be my mentor.. , how will I develop? I don't know that is why i am asking.. try to read my questions in my post.. I didn't have a clue yet.. I didn't discover yet my power how can i make strategy with that?? You are projecting man! All i have today is this feeling.. i am not close to what i want.. any hobbies? Man!! That is why i am asking what activities should i do within a day... dudeeeee ? But assuming i have the power, i will give myself to my intuition.. my intuition will know what to do.. or how to act...

Radioactive? Maybe if i do that Sadhguru OR Leo Gura will say to me i'm ignorant as you.... HAHAHAHAHAHA but i am not that ignorant.. so i will not do that ofcourse ?I will die if i do that.. i have lots of work to do, to reach my General and Specific Goals!! The reason that I will die is because of Meditation and Yoga practices and to have an Enlightenment

Love,. I feel it, the moment i feel the love ,. If buddha become enlightened because of suffering that he wants to transcend for every unconscious people.. for me it is miracle, every moment is a miracle.. i want to make them see the miracles , i want to make them see by just look at me they will sense that there is something in me that is beyond themselves.. even they have a suffering just look at me the sufferings are gone.. they will experience deep miracleeeeeee in the moment i pass by... i don't know what i can do.. maybe the moment i pass by the river will split up HAHAHAH OR in their sleep i can go there and do something.. I don't know it depends on what i can do... and the talents i have.. the gift that God gave me to express myself in this existence

Okay, thanks!! I will message you after i make a big progress to my will power and give me the second thing we're in the first.. i will work out first my will power

maybe? Their Degrees of consciousness makes them see what is the importance of having a hair? ..

God Bless you always, i'm happy for your discovery..

If you go asia, visit my place here in the Philippines!! HAahha lets meet!! AHah

I'm in

You want facts? Then investigate, experience it for yourself, do the practices, do the work here, you do not know everything that others here already experienced, be open minded enough on what is happening and telling in this forum and In Leo's Videos,... you are not open, if you are here for entertainment.. well this forum is going deeper and deeper, Leo and others are growing, Spiritualy and consciously.. this forum is not for you to entertain you,.. the place for entertainment is Facebook and Youtube, that place is for Low Consciousness people, this place is for people who wants to grow.. themselves, and their consciousness..

Tripping?? Psychedelics??? Life Purpose Idea nr 1/1000000 , what do you mean??

Do you know successful person who have a super power and they commit themselves doing miracles? I think that's interests me.. but you're right as i grow it will change, finding 80% that i'm sure about is it depends on how this posts will be successful, and how my innerself is successful to discover things about me.. it is a two way process... and if nothing's work out.. i'll find another way..

That is why i need million or thousands of different minds.. aside from my mind i want to discover the broader field of different minds so that while i am searching to my inner self in the future the day will come that all i can say boooooomm!! Thereeee it is!! I want to work out and master all there is in this field.. thousand mind is better than one workingggggggggg i dont want to settle in what i know.. i know it is not it. I Need moreeeeeee .. my intuition said that i need more coming from different minds or different people

This is true in other aspect.. but for my posts it is not applicable look if that is applicable.. no company will be successful.. Steve Jobs, Thomas Edison etc will not be successful if he is the only one there.. but now.. there are teams working different MINDS... differeeeeeeent Minds bro! I know what i need to do.. i know my values are, i am conscious to this one.. and i want to inter act different minds it doesn't matter because we are the same And at the sametime different .. btw.. i love Sadghuru.. when i get the money i want.. i will also go to his inner engineering.. and i bought his book for me to practice his Yoga.. i loooove Sadhguru... but this time i will set aside consciousness... this is Self Actualizing... i have consciousness and to have a life purpose on the otherside is what i need man...

I don't know yet.. i don't want to become Tony Robbins, Sage, Guru because someone is already there, we have people in that field created name .. I want a path that no one imagine that it is possible.. like Steve Jobs... I want to express myself into something that I'm the only one that will create and I am the reason why it exists and because of that I will have many followers and many people will try to copy and imitate it... like Steve jobs.. all gadgets today is coming from his ideas and products is based on apple..

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