John Iverson

My First try is 18 Grams hahahaha.. my personality that time is i don't care if it is strong hahaha because i want to explore the hardest experiences..

Not the dark one,.. but under the dark one do you think it is 5 meo dmt? The under.. my source said it is under the dark one that is 5 meo dmt

I don't know what is 5 meo dmt looks like.. i must be careful buying , look at the picture i posted, not the black one,.. do you think it is 5 meo dmt? Could that one can be tested on a testing kit? ? I don't trust my source when he said that is 5 meo dmt.. because for what i know and heard from this forum.. 5 meo dmt is powdered...

I am not yet taking order.. but i know 5 meo dmt is powdered.. i ask a question because i want to make sure that, that is 5 meo dmt.. I don't know that 5 meo dmt has a version like this, in the photo...

Is that a 5meo dmt or ,.. my source said that , it is 5meo

I am sayong that the video is a debate haha alot of here talks about Jordan Peterson.. and Leo alot of times in his topic opens about Sam Harris haha so having this debate and post it here is interesting, i'm interested of what are their reactions and their opinion about it haha

I don't know Kennedy very much but as long as , there is no Gun,. Involve it could be possible that he is not a blue.. we have a song here in the Philippines he is our Master Rapper Francis Magalona.. said " You Cannot Talk Peace and Have A Gun"

In orange for example doesn't follow to the rules!!! See! orange is don't see the effects of their stage .. , yes.. i am not projecting.. now you understand me, what i am saying is not based on me.. my basis is their shoes... i am putting my self in to their shoes... in history there is a time without blue.. ofcourseeee there is a time that we are in stage of tribalism.. and blue doesn't exist yet.. but.. I don't know? If i will listen to you and speak from you.. that is my answer.. but to me.. rules is their since day one of human kind.. the first rule is don't eat the fruit of knowledge.. that is absolute, you are a sinner if you eat that.. that is why our first sin is we ate that.. right?!!! We are in the lowest stage back then.. so we don't see how important that apple must not be eat.. we are hunter we, maybe we are conscious but our psyche is not yet evolve from there era... so now we understand that owww! Our ancestor made a mistake.. from our consciousness here is very cleary of how big we got evolved , there is a time that military is not necessary if we get Massive Consciousness,.. and we get evolve to the highest stage , or maybe in stage that the limit becomes limitless... stage is limit.. you said, that" if you follow the law you're blue," well yes.. because Law is a part of a Status Quo,.. there is so many kinds of Law.. it could be natural law etc... in each stage you """"yourself""" develops your own Values that you follow to your self not a Law.. Law is for Blue... BLUE Value Law.. Orange Value success.. you are not following Law unconsciously to the society now in the next stage... of blue... orange bend the "LAW"""" , you don't need Law in the higher stage of spiral dynamics.. LAW is used by Blue for Blue.. hahahaha they punish or military kill because of me and them if you're a sinner then you must be punish.. that is blue haha.. what are you trying to Defend????? It is your own absolute truth.. Law of your church .. and your civilization onlyyy.. you defend you country.. you defend your civilization of other ideology or civilization ..if you are not belong to my country or don't belong to our idelogy and you go here fight with us you must be killed by a military... that is blue... .. orange doesn't give a fuck.. and you cannot stop orange.. what you are eating is made up by orange.. can you help yourself? Noooo What you are sitting, watching.and. consuming is made by orange doesn't give a fuck if it will kill you... or it could cause you cancer.. or some other weird things happen to the body...

I want to know why Products and companies that are full of bulshit to the consumer is in the market? Isn't it WHO is the the one that will ban such products amd companies? We have WHO for that... They are responsible for the health right? What is the reality there.. in WHO, and other authorities?,.. brands and other business trying to persuade us that their product is healthy, and many benefits.. that all you need is there.. WHO is the one that makes sure what they are trying to say is TRUE,. And have some inspection to their products before they go to the market

Is Tony RObbin blue??? Not orange??

Did you watch now the Orange stage in spiral dynamics that Leo Uploaded ? Haha what you are saying is Blue.. and orange cannot think that way.. it is different.. let's see in Green! ☺️You will see every stage is different and cannot think the way your ideology projecting to every stage... you will see that what you are saying and try to communicate to me is stage blue.. not stage orange, green or turquoise... even yellow

I am interested how psychedelics works for you how many days since you started doing that? Should you targeting 1 yr microdosing? Or for now you are microdosing for 10 days straight?

Why?

I studied in La Salle Dasma when i was in college,. La Salle is one of the most top school in my country,.. when i was studying there i feel toxicated to the teachings, it doesn't resonate my values, before I don't know why,.. but yes because my values and my Stage doesn't resonate with them.. i was unconscious back then and so much resistance to study,.. so my mind wired that way,.. I don't want to study,. I don't feel to study.. my motivation level is so loooow! I cannot even read a book.. i'm just memorizing but even memorizing it I cannot do it in a way that i'm gonna top on class it is for my grades to survive but ofcourse with that manner me sometimes failed but i adapt i am not stupid or moron.. infact I don't know what is happening to me since then that i like to recite! I don't know anything in class but i'm the kind of person that I don't know there is always an answer to me.. i have my own knowlegde.. there is knowledge that it sticks to me and my mind cling to that and i know where to recite that in the future.. but ofcourse i cannot go to the highest place in school with that.. in college i don't have quizess and exaaams because i only recite.. except for the prelim, midterm and finals.. but sometimes if my professor likes my answer and it is advance of course I don't have prelim exam.. the subjects i am good at is philosophy,.. without reading any book.. but it is not always like that .. my problem that time is i feel sick whenever i go to school.. i don't see the importance of it.. i got failed some of my subjects.. Statistics .. ?I took it 3 times before i passed.. very toxic.. you will see me as a lazy guy yes maybe.. until actualized.org came in to my life.. and it changed.. i know in my heart that i want to study anything.. and to have a knowledge it's just that now i understand that it is based on your spiral dynamics or own values... my intuition dictates me that all topics here is 100% truth and what i learn in the school is bulshit.. it is a manipulation for me to be unconscious for me to sipping the societies tits! Sipping the school system .. actualized.org change everything with my study habits,. I know this is my place that to be lazy is what i need to conquer and i need to change everything in my system just for me to stay in this place.. i love studying stuffs but only here.. and whatever dictates my intuition i go to read or study it.. now i am studying Blue stage of Spiral Dynamics i read books in my University ,my professor there give me a book to study, before I don't want to study it but now. as i reading it .. i read this... the picture i am going to upload... when Leo said that long ago the evil manipulate the religion for us to serve evil today's time i see it here.. that makes us more unconscious.. now i realize that my own nature don't want to participate in that mind's game even i am unconscious that time there is in inside me that wants to liberate to that... it leads me here in actualized. Org.. my resistance is until now high but i push myself.. i know i got to be better.. and after months and months in my conscious work.. reading this book i understand what is the problem of each problem stated in this book.. like the government must do there job to support the poor,. And the rich people it is a sin that you don't give a blessing to the poor.. and the sinner of people is a thief, people doing crimes etc.. they don't understand that justice is not the solution , the solution here is compassion!! What i eamn of conpassion??? Compassion is you help that individual because of you know and you understand that the problem is not on the outer.. it is inside... you help them with compassion.. justice is not an act of compassion and an act of consciousness.. it itself an actf of ego mind that have a boundary of you and others.. between right and wrong.. betweek you and the "evil" ???? the solution for poor people is not to sip in the government titssss, to give you a money.. you must think how you can create something that will generate to money.. don't go to school.. , because school makes you also sip in the company's titsss.. the job you do there That you spend many years for college, and elementary is only an exchange for little money.. you work for a company that has trillions of dollars income and your money getting there is only a exchange to your job you do there.. that is not what we deserve!! We deserve greatnessssss!! We deserve a conscious life.. a conscious society.. and a conscious systeeeem!! with that system of school it is toxic.. we can learn something everything here in the actualized.org.. not int he school that is toxic...

How many dosage? Did you microdose it?

Wait for next next next week, ? We will get there.. relax.. you must focus on blue first

My suggestion is sitting do nothing , wherever spot you want,that is not make you go far away the important is the sitting do nothing.. whatever happens i think it is worth the share.. it could have a breakthrough! Haha just sinply doing nothing.. we don't know.. atleast we also learn doing it..

I am not saying "Less Develop" nothing in my explanation there i say Less Develop.. ? I don't know why you interpret that as a less develop, i said, every stage is perfect and necessary,.. where is the less develop there? Wth ??? I don't know if your triggered or something , Someone at a certain stage there is a time for evolution, not a less develop,... you cannot adopt certain characteristics without evolution, lets say you are blue.. don't expect a blue stage will listen to you about jacques derrida deconstruction... you commit the very sin and you triggered them to their status quo.. see! You cannot force a pure blue whatever you say that we are also GOD,.. and practice Consciousness for a pure blue will judge you as a sinner you are evil, ? You cannot expect blue can talk about something for the people,.. the only that matter for them is their own country, their own nationality, their own belief, their own rules and value, their own ideology, their own civilization... their is us and them,, see if you are somehow getting evolve starting see the limitation of your stage you are starting to let go of the stage you're into, that is the time the other color mix, but still you possess a values of blue because you are not yet totally evolve,... every stage doesn't have better than, and more develop.. it's just that """""""evolution""""" EVOOOLUUTIOOOON! ? The Blue everything here in protecting of something is a pure ego... there is nothing to protect.. all must surrendered the very big surrender that you can surrender is yourself.. not for the nation or for the people but to the universe.. there is a big difference of surrender for enlightenment and surrender for the external world.. because external world doesn't exist it is an illusion, in this kind of stage and that stage can you spot the difference? HAHAHA! do i cling to external world? Do i cling to my Nation? I want to make you see the difference of every stage for you to see how blue is this.. ?.. for every stage there is a big difference.. orange is different values than blue.. i am not saying blue is less develop.. it is just that evolution... and their is difference about their own essense... that's it.. try to say to blue that stop believing that your nation is good and bad and worth protecting, and there is nothing to value , don't try to sacrifice your life for people because you cannot count on others to do same for you if you think others can count to do the same for you because you and them are one,.. the only thing you can do is make them conscious of who they are to make them see who is the true evil .. and for there at all to exist a nation where can thrive?? Nothing exist.. all is illusion.. thrive is an illusion there is nothing to thrive.. nation is a concept... protecting the nation and also protects your right to go to school to practice yoga, to speak freely????,,.. nation is a concept.... rights is a limited... it is also a concept.. when you say right it has someone taking your ability to something.. so there is you and them.. that is dualistic.. you must remove the boundary.. and be compassionate to accept everything in reality.. see the difference... you are blue... what you are saying here is blue.. you can spot it by all the keywords there.. try to watch spiral dynamics blue stage,.. a 5times.. and study it whole heartedly and please do your work.. push yourself to do the spiritual work.. you will be conscious for everything i said here.. haha

Ohh okay! I think he is the one who will start a topic then we can suggest also, for a conversation or for a topic to discuss?? Or to talk about should not lead to debate...

I am convinced,.. HAHAAHAHA BUT It is funny thooo!! Can you use laptop to voyeur? Like in the dark web they use camera of your laptop , if you don't put tape on it it is possible they are watching you haahhaha lolll!

The challenge is only about stop debating??

You're a blue because of your ideology of this... this is not the thinking of other stage this is not the ideology of other stage... even you like Obama since you are a sperm cell hahaha with that ideology you are not yet done evolve of blue,... my understanding of Blue stage is not based on my ideology.. it is as it is... I understand it ,..as it is.. Yes , he see the value of it.. because every stage is necessary.. and like for stage blue it is necessary also and what stage are people in is perfectly fine.. there is nothing wrong with it.. there is a time for evolution to take place.. blue is a functional for that place it is at his best! Blue has its own Value and that's perfect to fit in in this world.. because blue is the first step for progressiveness... i don't know why you use pacifism.. ? Is it because of the soldier?? I don't know... but if that is because of soldiers you watch in Sadhguru's Video, watch it with caption for you to read what is the soldiers do,qoute: " if I don't kill the militants, they will kill me, it is do or die""",.... "i have to kill them otherwise they will kill me"... pacifism is settled for peace.. soldiers that are in the isha yoga center is a BLUE ? And they are willing to end their life and to kill somebody to their nation... i said, there is a big difference about blue, orange, green, yellow, and turquoise to their own values, and the way they see things, and their own way of life.. if you are on a kind of stage, you don't resonate yourself as a blue if you are orange, even the minimal details of being a blue, .. even in one word,.. even Nation word.. is not what the orange resonate with... unless you're mixing up with slighly blue,.. but orange as is plus green without blue, it is more different values they have... you will not see any small detail that could possibly to be blue.. what your understanding, is not it..

I ask what is your stage because i see that you are on a blue + slighlyt green if you want obama, each color has different beliefs and different identification, you will know this for each Videos that will upload by Leo, this sunday and onwards... if you want an example,.. Red stage is very different to Blue... you cannot expect blue to believe a nation that is good, Orange is more Individualistic... orange is more focus to improve or to grow the "SELF" he is focus as an individual now,.. you don't understand the Spiral Dynamics,... it is evolution...."EVOLUTION" if something is evolved you will not see that thing same ,.. for example dinosaurs, if dinosaurs evolved in to birds you will not know that, that thing is a dinosaur before,.. because he change,. All his ideology or beliefs change, it "evolved" you see sadhguru's video about the military doing yoga, Sadhguru do that because he is in the higher level now,.. he is God that supports each stage and understand them all, so his own Yoga pass it to the military to support their Own belief,. Do i make myself clear? Sadhguru can speak for each stage about Yoga for their own """"""""""Language""""""""" the """"KEYWORD"""" for every stage is important to make bestfriend to each stage... it is dangerous also if you use Triggered points haha,.. believing nation is Good is bulshit to orange green or any stage, this is not a belief, from the bird's eye view if you look at the green's belief he believes in connection of each people not for the nation but for the whole world,.. see! Nation is not a belief of a green it is the world, look obama , obama is green,.. he is more focus to that... i don't know obama really but for what Leo is trying to say in his video he talk about a little bit of Obama that i understand the green stage,.. in orange, Steve Jobs don't give a fuck to go to school because that is not his stage, if his school is orange stage i am sure that he will motivate to go to school, but he is inspired doing things for the people,. Not for the nation but forr the whole ,.. Blue doesn't give a fuck to do things for the people,.. they do the things within his civilization... it is not what you think,... each stage if it is pure it is very different.. that is why Each Stage could Judge the stage below and above the, because every stage is different thinking and different beliefs.... there is only exception if blue added with slightly different colors for example... because no they are starting to grow... and starting to change.. until such time they are pure, and move to other stage.. or it mix up again.. evolving with spiral dynamics don't have a short cut , you cannot jump into other level without passing the other stage... Leo talk about that if you are blue you don't even watch his video,, it need to be mix of something or in orange level to watch his video,,... you know why??? Because Leo's Content is for the self, for letting go of belief and to let go the ego, and ideology,. Orange is individualistic that want to self actulized... and green for I don't know what their agenda,.. but blue? Don't give a fuck.. man! Hahahaha try to talk about actualized.org.. you will judge as lunatic or something ahhahaha

Do you know what stage are you?