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John Iverson replied to John Iverson's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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John Iverson replied to John Iverson's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Wow this is a new discovery of mine! I am surprised i was like, what !! Wowwwww!!! Wowwwww!! Wowwwwwww!!!!! I never thought that it is possible, and that kundalini way is to have super genius level of perception very veryyyy interesting!!! I'm glad ? So tell me your personal story of that kind of Perception, i wanna get inspired -
John Iverson replied to John Iverson's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Okay lets focus our attention in Kundalini. I heard that kriya yoga or yoga will unblock the blockages in your 7 chakras and every chakras you activated will have a manifestation, imagine you activated all your full potential will burts.. so what now in Kundalini?? Tell me more about Kundalini... how powerful kundalini is.. i also heard that Kundalini is focus on the third eye.. so more on seeing -
John Iverson replied to Rilles's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
How you consume a cactus? Because i can buy here a cactus and i don't know the right way to consume it, and my another question is after you cut a piece of it will the piece that you cut will grow ? -
John Iverson replied to John Iverson's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I will keep in mind the danger you are saying.. thank you.. i will be careful.. tho out of my desire to overwhelm myself what experience here in life is possible is my thing in this life time, i hope i will not encounter spiritual wildlife but if yes i hope the will be nice to me, my worry is that, i don't want to be crazy... that my brain or mind cannot handle it.. and i cannot identify what is real and what is not.. i am scared by having that experience -
I think there's a lot of different places and directions in the occult and esoteric so wherever you are and what ways you think it works and how you use it, please share it with me. I want to focus my attention on exploring what are the different types of occult and mystical stuff that are done in particular... Or something that I could feel and make sense of And if you know more what is beyond reading books, please let me know about it. If it's so private for you to share dm me and if you can share it here if you think you can say it. the essense of this post to open up so much possibilities for me I guess there's more. I read the occultism thread of matt, and I'm not satisfied because the post is one-dimensional. It's biased in its direction, so I think it's awesome to share resources, information, experiences and books with people in different ways! Or anything possible, also you can use your power to do anything to me haha just dm me, treat this post as fun and sharing, thanks to his books and shared stuff. I'm going to read them shortly after reading all the books in Leo's book list as Truth Foundation
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John Iverson replied to John Iverson's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
This kind of advice is also needed, noted. I asked kinds of occult for me to explore what kind of occult that i could test the water first... i am creating lists... the more the merrier hahaa -
John Iverson replied to John Iverson's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I can handle it, -
John Iverson replied to John Iverson's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Occult is part of my lp, and the virtue of my LP is Consciousness -
John Iverson replied to John Iverson's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I need advice on LP, I don't want to lose track, I'm diving to occult in order to have a real experience. For example, it's like pick-up.. I never thought it was possible to pick up before you shared rsd and I plan to make sense that one day. I need to explore and understand something by theories and actuality before I can create something. Because, the purpose of my life is to see purity and to engage in actuality to overwhelm people with all the extraordinary things that are actually happening. I am in the phase of searching for people and searching for what kind of skills is possible for this kind of purpose of life.. i am only doing this to explore and also to know if possibilities of that stuffs is possible.. or what are the possibilities for me to create.. idk.. i need advice.. i need further say what kind of problema will exist ?? Please say all , i will do my best to avoid problems that will happen in the future and all actions that will have a problem... for some yes this is applicable but given my life purpose occult is one of the pieces, one of the extraordinary thing that exist.. so idk please have a say... tho ,the virtue of my LP is CONSCIOUSNESS.. -
John Iverson replied to John Iverson's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
???❓❓❓ 2️⃣3️⃣☃️ So tell me more -
John Iverson replied to John Iverson's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yes! True!! Very well said, i feel the magic and i want to experiences every mind fucks if there is infinite mindfucks then in my life time i wanna experience it as many as i could, then maybe i can live again because i will discover a process to be reborn then i will infinitely go here and experience magic, HAHAHAHAH can you talk and tell me everything about succubi I don't know that, at all.. i searched that on google it is demon? Tell me your story hehe.. -
I am very interested at accessing this, i have a plan to master psychedelics until such time i can access this kind of stuff, what can you say about that? Using psychedelics + accessing extraordinary stuffs... like this is only a part... My Life Purpose is about , to see purity and engage in actuality to Overwhelm people from all Extraordinary things that is really happening.. i don't have any talent just a heart of discovering what is really possible , and it compliments to what my Life Purpose is about... can i access this kind of stuffs even though i don't have a special brain like you said??? .. i am not special tho at all i don't know if it is possible to have an impact to the world having this kind of purpose... i just want people to experience science in a way they will have a feeling of non physical = magic.. and overwhelm them to all possibilities.. people are not conscious about what is really possible ,if someday ... i will make it accessible to people what is really possible .. and they can do something about that.. fields.. or whatever, i want to materialze big picture in this life, hay ? Just a dream.. just a dream... given your access to the universal mind.. what can you say to my LP? And the direction of my LP? I am in vacation right now and i am feeling my self i'm receptive... i want psychic phenomenon have a place here in the world and become functional .. but first i need to access it and i don't know if that is really possible haha to someone like me.. hahaha it's ironic hahaha..
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Thanks for the advice it will help me
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John Iverson replied to Annoynymous's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
I don't have a say yet about this kind of topic because I'm ignorant in the moment, but I have a question, can we have a WW3 having this incident?? -
This , thank you for this.. so much gratitude you give me , now it gives me a release, that my father and mother will be okay... they might think that I don't care but i think alot for the both of them... Tho i have an issue to my father,We don't have money right now, my mother is the one who works, she lives in her mother's house, and my grandparents and relatives in Canada are supporting us to trade service with my mother... My father is the one who cooks and he always has an excuse that because of his age he can't find a job, yes, I can have an empathy somehow and in fact it's true, but... I like to see my father deciding about himself! Have a plan, take the lead. I know better , that I'm a self-actualizer, but my father is the opposite.. They passing the responsiblity to me.. how can i suppose to act in that situation?? It is the same as the thinking of being a breadwinner, i think they should have a work for themselves... i will help them but i cannot give it right now... My question is , what do you mean don't do everything at the same time? About going out to rent a house for me tobe independent? This! Thank you for this!
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I'm going to update my situation to inspire you, now I'm in the house of my Uncle. hm? I've written this post here, I've spent my holiday here just to feel my seIf or my independency, I am absolutely testing the water. not totally but atleast i have a small bit of what i should expect.. like doing the laundry for my self hahaha and i have now wounds hahahahahah right now I try to message my friends that also a self actualizer here in actualize. Org and here in the philippines and I said to them I will find a place after my ojt and the moment I have a work I share the idea that they help me for paying the rent, the bills, etc.. I have a friend that agree to it idk if that will happen cuz anything will happen and change, that is the idea I have got.. Dude, if you have a different idea apart from going to college, I don't recommend going that way, go work now! Don't waste your time. That's true, if you go to college, you would waste your time. So much, so much. This depends on the country in which you live. Your country's money, if there's only someone who's going to help me and open me to other possiblity, I'm not moving to go to school. I'm not going to pursue my studies ... well if there is a opportunity to me going to another country or something idk, or give me help to for me to have a other possibilities i am open to that. Atleast I have my own plans and I'm open to what's possible as well.
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John Iverson replied to herghly's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I have the booklist, what is the book or the author.. is it in paranormal section? "Psi" book? I don't see on the booklist so i ask -
John Iverson replied to herghly's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Who's the author of the book.. -
So, today I've been watching a video of a run for a beauty pageant, having a conversation with the host Around her they invited people who is posing their question , questions like were you pro-abortion or criminalizing it? We usually answer it right a way, are we assume things? I don't know.. i never heared a single person in beauty pageant like miss universe they will say that the answer is I don't know? Or if we are a student in class we used to come up with an answerand the teacher will find its way to connect to what is really being said in the book,.. i used to be like that, but now i see that all of this is a part of my delusion from the truth, i am deluding my self from that, it brings more and more ignorance from doing that,.. it is easy to come up an ideals and project it to the world and to people than really question what is the truth? What the fuck! I have this feeling of there is something that makes me question about the easyness of people say things about their opinions, commenting to such things, judging, or say things , believing in things that presents in their mind.. why is that like that??
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John Iverson replied to John Iverson's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I will go back to do yoga soon though! I will buy book to practice kriya yoga from the booklist of Leo There is a potential to it i saw the potential to it, that is the reason i why i use it to that purpose, i test it first then i use my zone of genius to validate, the moment i saw it, i decided to say okay i am going to use it... just do it properly... 1-2 weeks break and respect yourself and the substance like you approach mushroom or psychedelics... you cannot just use it be mindful and have wisdom if this is the right moment to take it.. it has a difference between taking it because of the pleasure or you want to grow from it.. if you want to cure such as ADHD use it properly don't use it from a low consciousness intention But it depends of how the brain unlock the potential from it to happen, it depends on the brain rather than it depends on the substance... (((((((( The brain must unlock the potential of such a drug in some part of the brain or the in the brain, before the drug affects the way you want it to be... ))))) this is what i can say.. based on my wisdom.... not all can become enlightened from mushroom if certain parts of the brain is not yet unlock or open to receive.. that is where the readiness comes in.. or maybe it doesn't really works for you... because it is like for example i am the brain... I don't want that substance to be responsible to treat my ADHD... ta-da! HAHAHHA -
Hello fellow actulizers, I feel like I'm wanting to share my experience, What I have experienced in the past weeks smoking it every 1 or 2 weeks off overtime, it is gradually ground me to stillness, but it is not simple, it is powerful but i didn't expect that marijuana could open a door of opportunity for me to reveal the truth to me. I said to myself okay my intention taking this marijuana is for me to experiment if this substance could cure my ADHD but I did not expect the experiences that changed now my level of consciousness, lets begin here: Hippie friends introduce me to try smoking it, but before that I have friends who smoke it when I was in college when I first tried it, for me whenever i am taking substances , I don't know , i always want to sit down and be at the moment and just meditate observe the experiences i want just to observe, prior to mariujana i invested my time to take mushrooms, because that time i am skeptical to do marijuana. My records are, I've only taken it 17 times for mushrooms and 1 time for LSD, maybe 4 times for cannabis? Or 5 more times I've taken it with friends idk? I am not sure, i don't have a record for cannabis , but shrooms would win among them for the most i frequent i use it.. given the 17 shrooms i already been took it, so the first i decided to buy and use it as a adhd cure is last month, It's too hard for me each time I smoke it. It's always the feeling that I'm going to die, like when it hits me when that experience is there, I destruct myself just not to die, the death I'm telling is like the drug is too much for my heart and body cannot handle it that i need to go to a hospital it's so hard, it's so heavy, it is not clean so i survived it by using the high self we have the one who's speaking to us and telling what is the right action to take, so i meditated observe it, the first time i experienced that i am going to die in marijuana is with my hippie friends and that time even if i am super high i managed to go home, by the way being high that time that experience brought me to an insight that all of this is only an experience, all this time.. sober state and this kind of highness is just an experience nothing is permanent, nothing is solid, you experience things because it is not solid Scientists called it waves, sadhguru calls it energy, but to me it is not a solid it experiences flowing through YOU.. that time I don't attach that experience and talk about here on the forum most of my experiences i don't want to share because someone can do it more than i can comprehend, you know guise my english is not good, plus how can i say that experience? Idk... so last time, last sunday i decided to smoke weed just for me to try improve my personality and to cleanse myself.. because i have a feeling of being cleansed the next day, so yea i smoke it, and oh shit here we go again it is to much.. it is 9999999999999999999 too much that my body surrendered i thought i am going to die but you know the experience came like WOOOOOOOOOFFFFFFFFFFF! Death is absurd, this death,, i have fear in that moment but fear in that moment is on the other side, i become conscious that for me fear is like i saw a tree i am completely dissolved the fear i felt I don't care, and the mindfuck is i am in the experience of imagining myself doing something like watching my hands, then i meditate and do the shamanic breathing by doing that the experience smoothens out the enlightenment and became clean, but it is okay for me ,..even it is bad trip or heavy and not clean, because i am not detach to any feelings, or distinctions it is like there is no inside and outside it is simultaneously happening then it revealed to me by having that experience that oh shit! All this time i am all alone, this is what is leo is sayng this is GOD!!!!! Oh my GOOOOOOD! Hmm so far I haven't tap how i created it, but i know now the experience of i am being imagined all of this is imagined by me the God Head, oh shit! I have so many insights but i forgot them, so the best way of become enlightened with marijuana may be by doing too much that you will say I don't want to die... and please do it by yourself without friends, just be yourself in isolation... that's all if you have a question please raise it After that, I moved on and tried to implement what I experience to every day life , and now, after that experience, I spontaneously moved to read where the good ideas came from haha. It's like that experience opened me up and leads me to tell myself that I don't know a single thing, and all I have in my head is all speculation, assumptions and delusion, even other people too,they don't know the fuckin truth, I don't really know a single thing, so After that i decided to go to the library the next day to discover books in the booklist that's out there, I've come acroos various books like where ideas come from. And now I'm bursting with PASSIOOOON, emotions and I purchased my big toe online! It will be shipped to me by Christmas, the book the way of the superior man is already here , so it adds up to my emotions and charged emotional feelings that I act spontaneously idk what is going on. Can some people say anything about this experience? Theories and Practical is crucial to experience what I've experienced, without the foundation of theories maybe my mind will not open the door to that kind of experience... my mind chose to be present and to let go so tada! It is kinda wtf because i am not serious doing marijuana i did it just to try if that can cure may adhd and improve my personality but i didn't expect the Enlightenment potential of this.. now i know why they said it is spiritual.. yes! Definitely... i will not argue anymore if someone say oh marijuana is a psychedelic also... idk? How can we say that a substance is a psychedelic? After all you can have that kind of experience by smoking it so it psychedelic? Idk but yes you could be enlightened by that.. it is different from mushroom ofcourse... Now idk what kind of experience I'm going to have in the future,if i am going to take again mushroom, right now I want to concentrate on what I want to create and my impact on the world, and psychedelic is my domain of mastery
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John Iverson replied to John Iverson's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Of course there is a cure, like neurofeedback and EDTA haha! Don't be so sure man! Or the potentiality of Weed or other psychedelics, idk i am not sure but i am optimistic.. This is the right way really to take marijuana for me, because yes I don't deny the potential of abusing it, here is a addictive potential to it, idk some deny it or they are denial about it, I will , i will, ?.. Don't worry, I'm going to stop this because I think the phase of using it and benefiting from it is over, I'm happy with the result of taking it so i i am going to stop... And now I'm going to focus on psychedelic to master it -
John Iverson replied to John Iverson's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yes, okay thank you for your concern -
John Iverson replied to John Iverson's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
So it means the potential of having an enlightenment by smoking marijuana is at the time that you have a low tolerance to it ..