John Iverson

I miss you in my reality field!! ?

Will you still embody your sexual preferences until now?

You said earlier you starting to understand a bit.. and now you will tell me that maybe no maybe yes? Whaaaaaaaaaaat ?.. In that case you still communicate that you really know .. because if you really don't know you will accept straight and say well I don't know i'm ignorant yes I don't know ? I am only saying that if you really have the understanding a bit, you will lose Your brain that you will be terrified right nooooow there because of your current state... clearly given your response your reaction if you really understand something right the fucking now you will be terrified ? Because your logical mind is strong ... Based on my experience , i am sure!! Cuz i can see clearly where your response and attachments coming from ?.. so i am sure about that.. i am not just assuming.. it is easy for you to say something like that cuz you don't experience reality hits you in your brain ,if you experience a bit of truth about reality.. man!! Geez!! You don't know how terrifying it is.. even if i am wrong, you still going to experience it and that time you understand what me and Leo is saying.. if you really want to understand it, go and experience it.. experience is the key ✨?.. if Me and Leo and other people here who have direct experience of truth and answer your question you cannot really depend on it, you cannot say oh i now understand a bit.. that's bulshit... because that is not it.... THAT IS NOT IT!!! if that is easy, why meditate for years and years, and why Leo Taking 5 Meo DMT? Leo use thinking all the time he is more efficient using intellect than you, but he is advocating with the use of 5 MEO for direct experience , you know why?because intellect cannot take you any further, and if you try read books or by listening to Leo you will not going to really know it.. you can treat that as an inspiration to work yourself to experience that kind of knowledge but if you treat it by listening and then let your intellect eat that insight and have a comfort by understanding it meeeeh you waste your time.. hahaha ? You speak from ignorance and yet as if you really know about "ENLIGHTENED".. you can say that to people if you experience enlightenment yourself.. have a sense of it then you can say that to me how can you communicate an experience without putting meaning to it ? How can you communicate uncommunicable experience without putting meaning to it How ironic you want answers here about things like brain at the same time you saying things like you put meaning to things ? Howww ironic for every answers That Leo answers it is his meaning giving you from uncommunicable experience.. you cannot communicate it without having symbolism.. words are symbols and words and symbols create meanings ?... Boom!! How can you say that that fact is True???? ?Hoooooow! Amd How you know that it is a fact?? Because Leo tell you? Because Leo is Credible? I tell you.. what he is saying is not IT... AND that makes him not credible.. i mean, Leo is credible that what he is saying is based on the fact of experience but what he is saying? Hahhaah " Don't Settle on Meanings or Words it is not the territory " it is not it... you make yourself ignorant because you said you understand it abit ...

You think you understand a bit.. but you don't ? The understanding begins when after you say to yourself.. OH MY GOD ?? oh shit! No nooooo nooooooooo! Shittttt!! I need to go back!!! I need to go back what i thought about reality, what i thought about BRAIN!!! And Matter, ...Shiiit i cannot handle the truth even a bit of it!! There you can say you understand a bit ?.. you cannot understand a bit with that kind of state.. you are in a place where you don't really understand a bit.. don't believe your intellect my friend.. you cannot grasp it that way! If you really understand even a bit you will stop asking questions about your topic ? You will stop asking and saying this kind of ignorance ????????

I think this kind of video is also important for us to know why we don't feel right and we don't want how university works even at school, to know what appears to be happening there from a meta to big picture to other things is a video that I want to look forward to watch it.. i want to now exactly what is happening and also from a perspective of people participating there

So I have videos here that as I watch this, I see that they are being themselves, hearing the thoughts of the family or people surrounding that child or person with a special condition of what they behave or express for something they need to stop because people get upset or don't understand them.And i think it is wrong to some extent. There is other way of approach this stuff like make them understand diverse people, the good and the bad then make them learn by experiencing them along the way.. rather than advising them or idk what the other approach is. they are lovely and freeeee! Why people doesn't have the love to accept them! being weird makes them free why people don't let them to be free to express their true being. so here are the videos for me we are different (as an expression of mind concern) in reality not the Absolute truth that makes people similar..and these people makes that really obvious.. and when i make comparison with that kind of condition to other normal people people who is normal they are not authentic therefore most people are not happy because they are expressing themselves not based on their authentic selves, it makes people with special condition authentic because they act real with their contraints and limitations, but in normal person they are living with the status quo, mainstream, culture, delusions or ignorance, beliefs or precognitive way of their family of how to live life and act to life, imean living their life within Similarities rather living life with their authenticity.. what they are teaching to that special person is stop being themselves and act accordingly that's toxic way of teaching them to survive in this so called reality given their condition, try to observe them, they are more happy , they are more happy than my neighbor, they are more happy than me 10 years ago ? why is that so? Because they are themselves And even i am counted as normal i struggle even now to be myself because i am afraid of if i hit the bottom or being this kind of behaviour i will be judged as someone who are different and yea it is true that we are different, cause we cannot deny the structure of our mindssss so that makes us different, and people choose to supress or maybe opress?? Idk what should we call it or that is the right term for it, ang way they have some notions of this is how we should behave or you are normal if you behave like this, or other people who is not expose to other people who is different they judge them but infact if you have the right upbringing of to be your authentic self you will not judge other people because you know you are also different than others.. Thus people supress God's expression of Being.. , most cause of disorders is not giving them the understanding they need because people who surrounds them are ignorant and sometimes very dysfunctional and maybe the one who surrounds them have same experiences so they don't know how to understand or love someone .. if only they're really understand what's happening in their mind they know how to teach things to them it's funny how i contemplate about what i like to a girl and that by watching the girl with autism i suddenly said hmm this is what i like to a girl then i check the title again i was like ?‍♂️ HAAAHAHAH OKAY i want autistic girls with adhd and anxiety okay!! If i am picking up a girl in a bar i will make sure i will ask her are you autistic? Hahah cuz i like autistic girls with adhd hahahahahaha make sure you have Anxiety as well HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH social conditioning sucks!!! So what's your opinion here?

Because informations in wikipedia you can just edit it , anyone could edit it if i edit it like jesus christ born in england and you be like gonna accept that as fact because it is on wikipedia.. something like that ... it was about edit issues

I 'm curious because the last time your awakening goes to mahasamadhi, it's like one awakening you 're going to die physically. And now you're awakening again? And you're still here? Would you like me to understand what is going on here? I thought you 're going to die if you choose to awaken again further

If in the future you die and i cannot ask someone this question can you give me give me a say here what if i experience God mode myself and I experience impossible things more than what you experience or even the level of your experiences, how can i now relate that experience to others? It's like for me you accept and fully enter the insanity like okay i am not going to see this kind of reality again, okay i am going to die, and your reality now is different from other species here, only you can understand all of your experiences.. how can i live in that kind of situation Leo? How can i face the truth each day given the fulll God mode? Not only that, but i have the path that is unique to me, what if i go in the astral realm and see other stuffs that no one can know only if they go also outside this reality and transcend it.. this analogy is perfect how can i deal that kind of happening? How can i relate to people? Mayb they will condemn me as crazy .. i can understand you intuitively but other people if you share your experience or wisdom or knowledge to others given that kind of experience man i bet 999999999999999999 USD you'll be judge as crazy literal crazy.. and they might put you on the asylum.. i know it's goodness, and love all there is.. but i cannot deny that it is really the cause of accepting infinite Love...

What can you say about people who don't really do practice it? To the extent of a hippie for example don't practice it, i'm curious because I don't know where to stand how important is it? Or how not important some people will say the odor is normal but some will say it is gross.. what can you say about it? to that point

I am thinking, if I am going to start my day with an alarm and set it to a specific time like okay I'll start to wake up at 7, then do that. Or should I normally wake up and start my day and do the necessary things in my schedule?

From what I understand he'll die physically just one more awakening.. so i'm curious about that, so if he doesn't accept that mahasamadhi meaning there is much more awakening you can have in this life?

LOVE

Hehe Leo changed my life, book like My Big Toe changed my perspective to reality and opened up a possibility for me to anchor my purpose in this book but I wouldn't settle there is more

Or platform that i can go or everything that i can consume, make sure it will not fall to ideology, self deception, Pseudo, Cult, low quality, and that i can get alot of value and learn (True Value), just give me what you've got and i will know what i want..

I took psychedelics prior to that experience , What if i am lucky enough to be conscious during sleep paralysis? What will happen?

Okay!!

Hahahahahah Yes!!! I am going to tie myself to that kind of responsibility when i get 40's maybe that time i still rocks!! Hehe , she's not a dog. Like, put water in a tub and put candles. That's it. Good luck with finding her! p.s. Don't have children. Oh! I'll put that on my to do list hehe instead of candles full of snakes! Lizards!! And Crocs! Hahaha

1. I want to know how you guise lead? In a date or in a relationship? open up a possibility for me to a greater perspective 2. Especially in a situation where you think of a plan where your next date is, From the first date to the day you were able to win her heart until years and years have passed, how you were not able to run out of ideas of places ? and ideas for your girl?

To be honest I don't know I don't want to say it is true or not, but all i can say is, that spider isn't really a spider, it seems that way , the image of it is flat don't have a head? Or really abody? I don't know, i cannot describe it right.. it is different.. the appearance of it as if they don't need oxygen cuz they are really different.. I don't know if that is real, it feels real.. i saw it With my own eyes while i am sleep paralysis.. and even the reason of why I experienced sleep paralysis is unknown to me i meam that time I don't care cuz for it is just i cannot move but right now it makes sense Yes you're right.. i am afraid that time cuz how the fck is that possible, it's like a hand, it has a heaviness to it, actually the spider like creature when i saw it it is on the outside of the window and the spider like creature as if the spidey wants to enter to the window, I don't know if it can pass through and the spider is just giving me fear or it cannot really penetrate it so it force itself to the glass of our window.. the scary part is i am the only person in the house that time , cause that time i make sure i trip without someone in the house so by morning there is no person but me in that day ? So wtf.. and given the situation I don't know anything beyond experience.. i know consciousness but I don't something like that exist until i saw it here!! So i am now curious about that i thought it's that bulshit.. idk

I already bought it

Ameeeeen

how's your day, week and month? I am looking forward to be independent someday the problem is howyou live the day to day.. Leo's talking about living a good life, but how do you live your life doing that while doing household and preparing your food?? The mundane stuffs.. the laundry the cleaning your bathroom, and bed? I need to be ready... and for now i'm living with my parents so any advice? Before i move?

What exactly is this? I'm the one that puts soap on her? Shampoo her? Lol I am imagining how interesting If someday my future girl will connect with my hobbies. I 'm going to tease her with my future hobbies like astral projection and I'm going to have an adventure in reality , that kind of passion I always let her chase! For example HEY! Find me in the future! I will go there for a while you will not see me in a year, go find me,there is something i will discover there... hahaha In a way, she's in my own reality, I'm going to give her magical experiences, tease her with all my energy to make her emotion up and down but intense I want to exist that even my future son or daughter will find me And they have no clue where in reality they will chase me hahaha!! and the only clue they'll have for me if they will chase me while i'm gone for awhile is the story I have from the people i met in my journey haha! But I am going to come and they will get excited when i am home this is my personality.. wooh!! Thank you for your response!!! Because of your response it unlocks my other vision to myself

Can you elaborate this.. and examples