John Iverson

Thank you to all your responses, i really feel the love in your all responses

Is feeling emotions fully and not giving in in negative thoughts could get me in enlightenment? Or it is just a right coping up for those?

Is it everyone of us suffer? All people? Every human?every stage of development?? so meaning i'm in a right place? That reality is making me stronger? And therefore that is love? To be honest, all my life i am weak, and now reality overwhelm me to all possible that can happen to me and i have issues in my attention, i remember i am not achiever when i was in every part of my school years, because i cannot handle even just a minute to read a notes or just listening to my teacher, i am not capable.. and i am super unconscious that time, so here i am 24 years old and reality overwhelming me, imagine life of being weak mentaly, psychologically. Academically and etc.. i am very slooooooooow! So right now idk my thoughts is bomarding me with so much negtive

So in my journey i have to accept that life is not really easy? Ohhh and how about the negative thoughts? Is there a chance that it will happen???? Also i have the same question for you how about the desire the feeling of being driven? How can i approach that? Isn't it that should be the one i should listen? And always try to feel even if I don't have that in the moment? Or what? I get you I don't want to be attached about it... and the the day of i'm in the plateau that I don't feel it how about that

Hmmm? I have a question if how am i supposed to approach the emotions of having a desire? And to express it? If the emotion is not there all the time so how can i express the desire? And also if the desire is not there what can i do about it? For example isn't it desire is the one that drive you? How can i approach the desire? Without clinging to it? Or should i always feel the emotion of it for the sake of something i am driven and motivated with my life? But also i am thinking about the plateau

Thank youuu

I am confuse about emotions. The idea is that we need to fully experience both emotions either the good and the bad. right? that is how it should be done. i'm confused about if this approach i'm going to share is right because i don't want to fall in to a trap So this is where i am coming from: (i'm going to fully experience both emotions that comes in my body in the right moment of negative or positive emotions coming up, if that is bad i am going to feel it then forget about it, the important for me is to be focus on the good and let that emotion drive my actions towards people, towards how i want to express myself. what I'm going to give in my environment and for the people that surrounds me is coming from positive and good emotions which is the desire i am talking about..) Yes if i have negative emotions i should still fully feel the negative emotions maybe i am going to sit down for a while, then after a minute of getting conscious about it and fully feel it then i will drop the negative emotion, the important emotion for me is good emotion so i am going to focus myself in that. with good emotion(desire) i will let myself express it .. and pursue it.. i will not dwell so much in negative emotions..rather i will dwell myself in to the good emotion MOOOOOOOORE!! , i will let myself to feel more the good emotions and let the good feeling guide myself it's like between feeling good and bad, i am going to choose the good than bad.. but Leo said it we must feel both emotions don't label it the good and the bad.. What do you think?? Is it the right approach? Or should not i attach myself in to the good? But if that is the case how am I supposed to live? Or act? If i should not give in to the good emotion such as desire? Oh man!! I think the good is the gasoline in my journey...

Wow! It helps me to be more optimistic thank you ?

Whaaaat , how can i sustain life at the same time I don't really suffer?

Thank youuuuu

So we cannot escape negative emotions?

So even if you have had your deepest awakening you still suffer ? Or still experience strong negative ,shitty ,unpleasant emotions Or feelings? And we cannot escape it?

This is kinda my problem the inaction .. given what you have said i am hopeful that by giving in to my positive emotions and accepting the constanly changing emotions i could achieve many things in my life.. suppose i am having no emotion in the moment specially not havig a good feeling in the meantime, not that motivated to do anything because the positive emotion is our motivation driver right? So what am i going to do

1.What do you want in a guy? That's it 2. learn attraction (both males and females perspectives) 3. If you want a not boring guy then meet a guy who's working himself to become better and knows how to attract women wahaha! And knows how to build a relationship haha! It's a challenge! Most guys don't know what they are doing, don't really bother spend time to understand women and improve himself to become the Gift to a girl... that's one of my aim in life or you could just screen a guy ... goodluck hehe

I'm in a situation where there are so much emotional disturbances and (that is fear), and my thoughts is super strong in my experience it's like it controls me, my mind is super hyper sensitive , it's like i'm in a reality where i cannot penetrate ,where there is only me,.. is that a mind?? And I don't know how can i move forward with this kind of experience.. before I don't have a problem eating spicy or what ever my dad is cooking now i think that my fear come from the food? Idk maybe i'm paranoid.. and this paranoia make me more disturbed.. my thoughts bombarded me with so much disturbances lately, negative thinking, negative thoughts, and it's controling me... like suicidal thoughts, stop doing this..or subtle thoughts that is so much disturbance, anything that is pessimistic,,,, pessimistic about the future. Even the kind of thoughts I'm going to face about the possible problems in the future, and my neurotic tendencies haunts me even more... (that kind of thoughts .. i cannot elaborate all because i don't want to trigger all of them.. i try to let go and it works somehow.. but i'm getting tired each day.. what am i supposed to do? It is strong... and i cannot control it... it makes me a dysfunctional even more... And right now my motivation for things that I want to do begins to decline and gets low .. and, i even couldn't go in solitude even i want to.. I distract myself in social media or whatever I do, I feel like it's a waste of time, but I don't feel motivated to do things at the same time. Watched Leo's videos on positive thinking and I'm moving on to Leo's challenge by doing it. Either I distract myself or think of good thoughts after becoming conscious of the negative thought I'm tired to push through, what can i do.. For example, I'm tired of pushing forward with telling myself to distract myself from reading a book, every step I've taken I ended up with no desire to do it and I feel like I can't penetrate my reality right now. Yet I want to go ahead .. my problems that my thoughts are giving me are: 1. If I go to live alone without my parents, how can I live my life without having anyone with me? It's hard because I'm the one preparing the meal, and at the same time how can I live life alone?? Where I am in control of everything ... My body, house, food, my relationship with my parents, my brother, and my potential activities, and survival needs 2. I think if I move out who will take care of them and especially I want to build a relationship with my brother and wih my parents, but I'm in a position where I'm not there yet, I'm just starting, but It is not really actualized yet. My feelings on this are like leaving them behind, I can't imagine the future that I can forsee comfortably, and I have confidence in the future that I can take action. Idk where to start 3. I'm not used to the hard life.. and I don't know if i could live life this hard i even don't know Hard work is.. i'm a brat,and my attention is not good. (Right now this is my situation) i don't want a job where it's like i'm pushing my self and I don't feel it the problem with me is simple feeling of uncomfortable and a feeling of negative i used to Let go of continuously doing it what can i do with this? In this time of Pandemic, Given right now i'm living with my parents no job, but i'm near to graduate, so my family will somehow encourage me to apply for a job.. I don't know if it's fantasy driven what's in my mind about a job and not work in society ... I feel like what was given to me is not it.. there is a possibility of more interesting job out there.. maybe i'm in The fantacy For now, this is what I can say

What is in here that you said there is no reason why I should not feel high and happy? In this place here? In connection to the place of God that my body go in taking high dose of psychedelics? There is a blank btw, speaking of top values and stenght of mine are 1. Beauty 2. Focus 3. Deep Understanding 4. Ingenuity 5. Connection 6. Passion 7. Real 8. Leadership 9. Actualization 10. Fun Strenght 1. Appreciation of Beauty and Excellence 2. Interest in the World 3. Originality 4. Enthusiasm 5. Love Of Learning

1. Expressing, Saying, Giving & Doing what i desire with ease. Being Carefree 2. To have an amazing Bond and amazing relationship with amazing Experiences 3. Having solid friends who offer Incredible things & Amazing experiences who is also willing to share that with me. 4. Getting an exciting journey in pick-up and meeting friends who are also in pick up that could make me excited and make me experience the current me couldn't imagine. 5. Become famously wordclass while people loving me in my being and my charisma. --------------- i want to add this (financial abundance)

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There are alot of things i want to say , next time i'm going to say more things ?✨? I don't know when is the next wave or if this will happen again or it doesn't i hope that it doesn't tho the negative thoughts still active Where to look? I need a reassurance here ??????

I become optimistic after reading this ?

Thank you ✨ ? i hope and please that you guys are still here with me if i post something i could not handle.. because i don't know where i could seek help.. only here Earlier there is a thought that come out again about if the time comes where i am independent and i get sick and have a flu to the point i cannot stand to buy a medicine and no one is here for me, that is hard idk may e i'm going to die that way also i think of the time of cleaning my own house, i am thinking i am not used to do that .i ask also myself , how many times in a week should i clean the whole house.. oh man!! Tsk tho, on the contrary, while i'm typing that out, myself is telling me just let your day run and have something that you will look forward each day. What do you think about that thought?

1. I want to have plenty of money without any money issues 2.what comes within such as the passion, love, and desires i can easily let this out without intervention of myself and without thinking about what actions i should take ,without fears or second thought of holding me back, and any emotions that would undermine that desire specially being neurotic More desires in my heart to the point where there is no negative coming out to my mind. undermining the neurotism. just live full of desire in my heart and able to let it out with ease, no holding back( to be able to love life deeply) i'm enjoying life the way i want to without a negative thought and without dwelling to the future that something bad might happen. (walking in life full of desires and i can easily pull it off not having any hindrance within myself) relaxed, carefree individual..happy, just laughing laughing laughing, laughingggggggg... i want to express desire in myheart to the person i care, like my parents and my brother, being able to hug them. I want to be the gift for everyone you feel me 3. Being capable absorbing what i want to learn, understand and being able to focus on what i want to do with my life in the future, i want a brain that can handle life and not to fall into a dysfunction. 4. Sex Sex Sex Sex Sex (great sex, different experiences in sex,) but not only that , i also want to encounter girls that will give me different experiences of life & different experiences within the relationship. And enjoy the moment of living ( i want a BOND & Different Experiences) i'm like walking in a club or in any place where all people there i can give my quality then after that all people surrounds me they want me to be part of their life and will invite me or introduce me to other activities of life.. or just being part of their life having a relationship either friendship or if that is a girl then relationship per se.. or other stuffs we could possibly do when it comes to girls i just want to have a relationship where we share pur time to a different experiences within the relationship... ( THE STORYYYY) 5. Lastly i want to give a service to people

Is this kind of approach also nice each time you talk to one girl each day? Especially in relationship building where you and your girl communicate each day Isn't it in that case that the girl gets fed up with that? Like i imagine myself all the time all i can communicate is about myself is something annoying to the girl

? okaaay noted

Ah i remember Steve Jobs.. so you think is this a sample of Marketing Plan? i understand what you told me as so in the video he invited people to make them see the new product alot of them is a fan and supporter or potential buyer and the plan is getting them to join that day? Am i right on this one?