Marianitozz

In his book "the new primal scream" he mention that using pshychedelics can be dangerous for you'r mental health (weaken the gating of reppressed emotions) I wonder what are your thoughts on this?

@max duewel Yeah thats the majority of people, but here he says that if you abuse those chemicals/poor childhood experiences the gates that keep your "bad" stuff in unconcious, begin to rotten, this means you are anxios(or other neuratic symtom) in constant time even when you don t need to be.

Hey! I have some of this symtoms as well, I don t know, this can be genetics (my sister have some issues with forgetting stuff too and we have 20 yrs old) your diet, your social life, stress, trauma your life style overall. I have no friends due to my obsession for self improvment, and the lack of socialization affected me mentally in the long term (maybe you are the same). So I think you got to introspect a little bit your life and see what you lack and seek profesional help eventually if this thing persist.

I am excited to try 5 meo after i heard that is a great tool for personal development, but after i done some research i found that in my country (Romania) is prohibited this chemical and I don't want to mess around with law too much. What's your thought about it, i am too paranoid?

@legendary Bufo is approved because is natural, but i'd like to test on my own, the plugging method in gradation, i understand that is better than smoke it

I really recommand bioenergetics, your shadow part is in large part in your muscular system, by not being able to express/process the emotion in that moment, and by doing those exercice you can clear old baggage. Good luck mate!

Meditation can help but your trauma is trapped in body in muscular level I recommand to reaserch bioenergetics are a great tool for spiritual and trauma healing. Check this guy channel have some exercises that will help you on your journey. Peace and love <3

I am in you'r position right now. I feel that everything i do it's just a distraction from being now, including life purpose and all the social stuff. I really think about to become a monk to be present all the time, but i'd like to hear an opinion from @Leo Gura he got to have an idea why to stay in society and have a purpose, after his awakenings.

I know that in the long run nothing external will bring happiness\fulfillment so i want to pursue enlightenment. I want to hear you'r opinions. Thank you!

@Leo Gura i'm a little bit afraid to go in a monastery 'cuz i freak out when i meditate my whole body start to shake..

Sure

Thank you @Key Elements for you'r opinion!

Just to see others points of view.