aniss

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  1. please i want everyone in this thread to give me any advice to cope and heal from this issue and is there any benefits from this issue thanks
  2. i think rsd lately getting collapsed because of leo's how cult works video maybe !
  3. haha i'm from morocco we're arabs
  4. @RawJudah yes man ,alcohol or any other mind altering substences even cigarrets not for me i find myself happy when i eat healthy meal or go to the gym or be with a cute girl it's been 7 days since my last panic attack thank god i'm no more panicing still not out of the water yet but with all the advice that i internalized trough these days i can say that i'm good wish me good health becouse i'm gonna change the world
  5. yes it sucks but yeah ! welcome dp you're made my mind fragile weak for a reason to show me the real fear to teach me how to get stronger in life you gave me the third aye thank you and welcome and i know once i become free from fear you'll wear off i don't like to be high i love being sober but you gave me this chance to socialize and ground my being for real i'm grateful for it
  6. As-salamu alaykum i was a normal dude going through life fighting newbie i don't know what to do or how to begin i slack off about everything i became sick of that and one day i decided to step up in this life and resist learn and find a job and i did i'm now 22 i discovered actualized.org in 2014 and sense then i changed a little till i smoked weed once in an ramadan evening becouse i was exausted and i didn't slept enough and i were fasting and i thought if i do i'll go sleep like a baby ,of course it's my first experience i've never been taken a drug and i wasn't knew back then that weed is a drug so i rolled a joint [i watch how to do it on youtube] and i smoked it as a cigarette i overdoses and went to hospital that event changed my life to the worst that doctor said to me that if i keep smoke that crap there's a chane that i way develop Schizophrenia please this is scary i'm afraid to lose my shit i talked to everyone about this none of them helped i don't sleep at night and i fell asleep 2 to 4 or 5 hours max and when i decide to go to sleep i keep dreaming and rationalize that i'm gonna lose my shit and it's because some guys lost their shit because of weed and i think that i have many false beliefs there please help me understand what's going on with me i quit my job and i went back home with my parents [...] sucks right ! my problem is a emotional problem i feel something missing sth isn't right about me i'm no longer that previous person that i used to be and this is scary for me one day or multiple days i panicked i thought that i'm going to lose my mind after i watch leo's video about what is reality without any based knowledge i just watch it and it brain washed me in some way i felt craziness and deluded personal info might help to understand my case : -i do pick up as a means to challenge myself and learn more about my self i got girlfriends but always the relationship end up in the same dramatic way -no new learning sticks -i'm not able to make any commitment in my life -i became lost -i think or rather i fear to lose my mind -i think or rather i fear to lose my mind -i think or rather i fear to lose my mind -iv'e been dabbling on taking leo's lpc
  7. hello folks i have learning challenges when it comes to take a course for exemple- i found a huge resistence for taking any course i can't follow up with the course that i take you find me slacking off doing this then jump to sth else i don't know whats wrong with me i mean learning is good there's nothing bad in it how its even possible that i find all this resistence please help
  8. existential crisis this one how to cure it and how it gonna look like if i meditate and how to meditate properly and effectively so i do the right techniques to fill the void and become more productive and achieve more
  9. Hello guys I face a problem that I begin sweating when something happening for example when I see my crush my hands feet exactly my my comfort-hand begin sweating so I want to ask if that has an connection with anxiety or fear please your insights .
  10. yes i got it and im in my way towards a change
  11. @sarapr nope it is a problem ! imagine if you change your t-shirt in the middle of the day in cold weather ...
  12. i face an issue these days always i wake up from my sleep tired barely open my eyes i have no energy please advice me on how to make my sleep better and work double for me ??
  13. guys sometimes you don't know what the hell is wrong with you i'm asking you guys to give this post his way and give us the right method to understand in the first place your emotions ... so you could easily know and solve them thanks
  14. here's my problem i love a girl and she gives me every sign that she's love me too , i did the first move and i just pm here in her fb profile [ hey X i'm Y i need to meet you at the time in the place ... ] but she didn't reply to my msg i sent her bunch of messages but she kept just give me eye contact in the college saying i'm here come to me i know that she love much more like i do ,never reply to my msges ,she kept give me eye contact , her girls mates always look at me [ i know that a sign of we're know you we're interested in you *boy ] she don't give up her girls mates , i tell to my self i know that i can approach her when she is lone in her home way but never saw her alone the problem here is i can't approach her next her girls... i will when i see her lone ,i can go towards her and i will tell here everything guys time will over i can't stand until see my self next to my first *love in this era every time i encourage my self to go towards her i feel like a kind of fear and resistance help me to see my self next to her
  15. @Emerald sister ,can we talk about this issue in private coz there are lot of personal information ,i don't want to put it right here in the comment... by watching your video some things pop up in my mind that can change this Erotomania shit its look like it but you gotta now the situation to come up with the right understanding so if you want we could talk private and convince the issue its more than 3 years and it continue like this i can't cut her out of my mind
  16. @Toby i'm i genius now ! or something ?????
  17. @SFRL ok and ko here man but she will be mine @Toby how do i know ?? what comes in the article 71% maybe is true , i faced many issues like that
  18. @Toby nope man i did it one day but only i said to her my name and [hey are you X she told yes ,who are you : me ; i'm Y i sent you messages on fb ...; she refused that she knows as a form of wow here you are bb ]
  19. nope i sent here ridiculous messages like hey him i'm .... she isn't know who i'm in the first place the one who isn't interest wouldn't give you eye contact every moment you glimpse to him no she's interested in me but the problem is fear and resistance to approach her and say something in the actual life and yes eventually she replied and only said who i'm and she don't know me and get fuck out my face and don't send another msg [i thought it was boring on me coz 3 yeas in the college we had this ,...]