aniss

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  1. i think rsd lately getting collapsed because of leo's how cult works video maybe !
  2. haha i'm from morocco we're arabs
  3. @RawJudah yes man ,alcohol or any other mind altering substences even cigarrets not for me i find myself happy when i eat healthy meal or go to the gym or be with a cute girl it's been 7 days since my last panic attack thank god i'm no more panicing still not out of the water yet but with all the advice that i internalized trough these days i can say that i'm good wish me good health becouse i'm gonna change the world
  4. yes it sucks but yeah ! welcome dp you're made my mind fragile weak for a reason to show me the real fear to teach me how to get stronger in life you gave me the third aye thank you and welcome and i know once i become free from fear you'll wear off i don't like to be high i love being sober but you gave me this chance to socialize and ground my being for real i'm grateful for it
  5. please i want everyone in this thread to give me any advice to cope and heal from this issue and is there any benefits from this issue thanks
  6. As-salamu alaykum i was a normal dude going through life fighting newbie i don't know what to do or how to begin i slack off about everything i became sick of that and one day i decided to step up in this life and resist learn and find a job and i did i'm now 22 i discovered actualized.org in 2014 and sense then i changed a little till i smoked weed once in an ramadan evening becouse i was exausted and i didn't slept enough and i were fasting and i thought if i do i'll go sleep like a baby ,of course it's my first experience i've never been taken a drug and i wasn't knew back then that weed is a drug so i rolled a joint [i watch how to do it on youtube] and i smoked it as a cigarette i overdoses and went to hospital that event changed my life to the worst that doctor said to me that if i keep smoke that crap there's a chane that i way develop Schizophrenia please this is scary i'm afraid to lose my shit i talked to everyone about this none of them helped i don't sleep at night and i fell asleep 2 to 4 or 5 hours max and when i decide to go to sleep i keep dreaming and rationalize that i'm gonna lose my shit and it's because some guys lost their shit because of weed and i think that i have many false beliefs there please help me understand what's going on with me i quit my job and i went back home with my parents [...] sucks right ! my problem is a emotional problem i feel something missing sth isn't right about me i'm no longer that previous person that i used to be and this is scary for me one day or multiple days i panicked i thought that i'm going to lose my mind after i watch leo's video about what is reality without any based knowledge i just watch it and it brain washed me in some way i felt craziness and deluded personal info might help to understand my case : -i do pick up as a means to challenge myself and learn more about my self i got girlfriends but always the relationship end up in the same dramatic way -no new learning sticks -i'm not able to make any commitment in my life -i became lost -i think or rather i fear to lose my mind -i think or rather i fear to lose my mind -i think or rather i fear to lose my mind -iv'e been dabbling on taking leo's lpc
  7. hello folks i have learning challenges when it comes to take a course for exemple- i found a huge resistence for taking any course i can't follow up with the course that i take you find me slacking off doing this then jump to sth else i don't know whats wrong with me i mean learning is good there's nothing bad in it how its even possible that i find all this resistence please help
  8. existential crisis this one how to cure it and how it gonna look like if i meditate and how to meditate properly and effectively so i do the right techniques to fill the void and become more productive and achieve more
  9. yes i got it and im in my way towards a change