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Have you ever watched these documentaries where people go to work in Alaska mining or fishing crabs? Thats a huge sacrifice. Think that every animal or human needed to accumulate resources in the proper season. Summertime is a great momentbecause there are lot of jobs. watch it as a sacrifice, in autumn youll enjoy your time. Dont be cranky about dont having time for you, your meditation, your hobbies. Just get involved in the process and dont overthink.

You are right and I came to your same conclusions time ago. I told these ideas an the people of this forum and leo sais that there are lot of enlightened people that lives in society a normal life. For me that's impossible. We live in a society that pumps our ego every second of the day. When we go to work we are expected to interact like egos with the subject-object relation, that breaks all the non-dual improvements. In relationships with friends, family or lovers we are required to act like an independent self, you'll be very socially successful if you have a strong ego, personna, boundaries, self respect, self-trust, self steem, me me me. Against all inlightenment improvement. How is it supposed to achieve the unity whith the universe when we are constantly rewiring our brain to be more ego-centered?

i think the next step is a universal rent that guarantees a decent life for everybody, where the machines will do all the work( still can do it) but big corporations and rich people wont let it happen becvause they are in the throne

I'm afraid to remain in a dark and void space all the eternity

homeostasis will make you go to the base point of laziness, ignorance and duality so the fight never ends

My theory is like individual consciousness (people) are mirrors where the universe is looking himself

Its no getting older what makes the year pass faster. Is being stick to adult routines. When we were kids every day discovered new things, learned, lives new experiences. And the summer vacations felt like a year. When every day you do the same the mind percieves the time very fast because there arent reference experiences to measure time. Do diferent things, new things, new places and your perception will change a lot.

I think Nofap is a bad idea if you have zero skills and practise of how te escalate to have a sexual intercourse with a girl. Unless you know sexual transmutation and want to channel it to your main purpose. The point is to nofap enough to gain interest in life, things and other girls. But if you dont know how to seduce a girl to go to bed, the impotence when you cannot finish and release the sexual energy leads into frustration even depression. In my case y relapse on purpose in day 7 when theres a testosterone peak, otherwise I experienced insomnia and anxiety.

When we are kids we dont even think about it, that day looks so far away, but when we get older and our mother pass the 70 the unevitable looks closer. There arent words to describe the love of a mother, the only person that really care about us, the one who would give her live for us, the defender, the lover and in the other side the gratitude and tenderness we got towards them. Without a doubt when the day come it will be the most shocking experience ever, especially if we live in the same city or house like her and have a close relationship. So when "the winter come" I want to be the prepared squirrel and have a strong psychology to cope with that huge void. I faced the loss of my grandma 3 years ago and found help in self-actualization and the idea of the true self, the death of the body and ego but the persistance of the consciosness. Didnt understand everything at all, invetigated most days about death, quantum consciousness, and had a little hope that the essence of my grandma would melt into eternity intead of being cold anihilated. Who knows what happens after... But I learned a lesson. Dont leave unsaid words behind, undone kisses or hugs, i love you's that i never said. I regret spending so much time playing videogames when my grandma was in the house in other room watching TV or sewing. But I was a young stupid dopamine junkie and now I would have spent more quality time with her. I think this is the key, be more gentle, avoid being angry with her, take her to visit places, and express your love before its too late. I would want to know your opinions.

No, the media misleaded the Rolls Royce thing to make Osho look like a greedy guru. The truth is the RR issue was a metaphore for sharp minds to make fun of the materialism of humanity, but masses cannot catch sublte irony.

I cannot believe that Leo accept the mainstream media version of Osho without investigating deeply tre truth. Its clear that was a government plot to discredit osho even a conspiracy to poison him and kill him. Leo do you know who owns the media channels and netflix right?

Im 35 yo and I feel like an old man. Loud noises disturb me, I'm going like in a slow pace, I prefer to chill out rather than party, stick to routines and when something or somebody breaks my timing I feel angry. My bbody is making me feel that way, even I eat healthy and exercise. Could it be chronic fatigue? Or I'm too nervous and get drainedfsuper quick.

When you fully realize the illusory nature of the self all their needs can be cut: self-steem, belonginess, relationships...

I can relate with OP. I havent had any absolute enlightened experiences, but a lot of times reached the samadhi state of oneness as a no-self experience. Although the arent life changing events after that you take value in other things. What hapened the other day is I went to a birthday party, it saddened me how cold were the strangers to me, how stupid and shallow their conversations were, this made me depressed, I felt out of place. I dont know if really being in meditation retreats alone made me less socially skilled or if it was my no-self experiences, but I had a really hard time finding the fun on their jokes, or the interest in their void conversations. Am I becominga a autist hermit or what?¿

It may sound a bit egotystical but I prefer the actual Leo rather than some entranced autistic Eckar tolle that has to go down to earth every time somebody makes him a question and lasts 3 minuted to process it

7 signs that your'e an indigo, 5 signs that she's your twin flame, 6 signs that you're having an ascension... blablabla the new age community have good things but some are complete bullshit to make you feel "Special" imo that reinforces the ego.

If you perform a experiment in a closed room without a conscious expectator but filmed with camera, possibly you'll get the same results like if it was viewed by a conscious witness. I thought things appeared like a rendered object in a videogame only when the mind is conscious and the rest of the time didnt existed, but the "camera thing" ruins the theory.

You haven' lost your will to live, you are tired of livingthey way this society dictates. Think that another lifestyle is possible and fully acceptable, remove all social conditioning inside your head. Get surrounded with people like you and start a no-slave life.

this is called oneitis have a read https://heartiste.wordpress.com/2010/09/21/curing-oneitis/

Regulate your exposure to social interactions where you can get overstimulated. Admit that you need breaks being alone and resting your mind to recharge batteries.

In my experience, I practice lot of sport and go to the gym, I cannot live with a exclusive vegan diet. because I cannot reach the needed amount of nutrients I need only by plants. For example to meet the same amount of protein of a steak or turkey you have to eat 1 entire big broccoli, or a jar of lentins and this makes me the entire day in the WC or farting.... somehow my guts arent used to eat so much fiber

I'm quite nervous and I've also have cold hand and feet vs hot face and chest. Maybe anxiety make your hands sweaty and this can refresh them. Alco enxiety makes circulation harder because the muscles are tense. Chinese culture says that for people with cold hands is good to eat spicy food and drink lots of water.

I take 3 pills of spirulina, for chlorella you can take 5. Dont expect to feel physical benefits, I take them for heavy metal detox because I eat lot of tuna and blue fish in general.

Yes, the main mistake Leo makes when he defines himself as absolute infinity is that this is a mind trick. When you take some psychedelic that removes the parte of the ego, the perciever effect disappears, and by association there's only perceptions without perciever so the mind gets identified himself with the perceptions. But what happends after death? We cant say we are absolute infinity because after death we wont have a body able to percieve. We wont be able to percieve nothing. By the same logics when we die will be nothing, and when we are alive we are everything.