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Theres isnt such thing as individual souls, differents between them. We are awarenesses, like droplets of water all of them are equal. Awareness, or consciousness is a phenomena that happens inside of us. Is just a mirror which the universe can look into himself.

Las thurday i had a har anxiety-attack at work. It was a very stressful week with lot of challenges, I took a coffe after dinner and all the afternoon I was dizzy, with hedache, nausea, my heart was racing and a lot of heat. When I arrived home vomited and had to take ibuprofen and go to bed. I work as a CNC mill, its creating complex metal pieces with computer and the execute it. I just studied a course of analogic milling and my friend said to me, come to where I work, dont worry about CNC I will show you. The first monthes he teached me, but now a year ago when I ask for help to him for some difficult things he asks me rude and say you should know it, and always with bad manners. I have a really bad time at work, nothing works fine, the machine break down and ask for help, and instead of helping me my friend give me a notepad with some instructions which obviously look like chinese to me. While current people go to work, I dont go to work, I go to fight against problems that exceed my level and this is draining me and making me sad. I dont contemplate suicide because Im actualized enough to be grateful and value life, but I actually hate my life. I win lot of money but its costing my health and happiness. last day I was gonna give up. sometimes I think Id be better in a shitty job like mdonadls or cleaning earning half the salary but with zero problems and responsabilities. Some advice will be appreciated. I dont give the job because I dont have anything.

Nahm and Ajasatya, I know what I want in life and what I dont want. My top values in life are freedom and self-sustainability, thats why my vision is a life in harmony with nature, growing foods from nature, and I'm glad that I'm not alone and every time more people has similar ideas. Something like this: For me that job is just a procedure, a tool to reach to the life I want. I just need the money to make my vision real. I dont want to be CNC miller all my life, in fact I hate it, I though I could do the sacrifice for some 5-10 years untill I save money, but now I think by that time maybe I'll get ill, got some cancer or something as far as stress, desperation and sadness can make you very sick.

What I usually see is that if you recommendfor example a carnivore diet because you experiemented well being and that works for you automatically vegans will have the urge to argument against. Its like the childish behaviour of 2 kids tryind to defen my nike ball is better than your adidas. Behind this behaviour is the need to impose your choices to others and then you "win".

Thats the illuminati's logic and why they behave as psychopats. They know that all is a game so they make fun of it killing innocent people, making rituals with babies, satanic cooking, sacrifices... in fact, drinking human blood high in adrenaline puts them in a altered awareness state.

Driving specially at night in lonely roads is a very relaxing mediation I can relate. The opposite as day where negative thought and road rage arises.

keep yourself away from politics and youll have a blissful existance. Politic trends,right and left are just a tool of the true gobernment elites to divide population, keep them enternatined, but in the end righ and left are two hands of the same head, a oligarchy that plays to be god. Choosing one side and deffending it will bring you suffering.

Its not red pill, its common sense. Why a sane human being with a little bit of love would bring to this world a baby to feed these cruel machine (the system) to be a unhappy slave? I guarantee you that If we were 100 years before with traditional values id be happy to have a wife and 2-3 kids.

Of course, if you hate your reality and cant do anything to change it you dont have self steem, and you are a embittered person angry with life. Which kind of woman would be attracted to that guy? And the system enslaves men via marriage and children, why would a man want to be involved in this slavery that will cost tons of money when being single forever you can retire earlier?

What kept LTR working in the past was the fact that when attraction and the "in love" process and hormonal high ended the conveniency between the two made the relationship work. For example in the past in wild and dangerous places the woman need the protection and hunting habilities from men, and men needed the nurturing, loving habilities from women, conveniency. But actually we live in a fake world where a woman can get protection from the police, food from her salary, and love from multiple men in a nightclub. men in the other hand can have massages from a therapist, sex from a prostitute but not love. So now relationships only last what the dopamine of knowing someone new and making his own mental masturbations. Also living in a big city is bad for LTR because we are exposed to new potential partners while in low populated areas we arent tempted to change our partner for a new one.

We are born in a world where a system is set up, the modern slavery that started in Europe in the industrial revolution. We arent asked if we want to participate in this system. We are forced to wage slave, to work 8 hours a day whenever if you are tired, not in the mood, depressed, sad or sleepy. Unless you are born in a wealthy family , or have a new epiphanic idea and you invent something valuable, or have the divine inspiration to create a good business that hasnt been invented yet, if you arent in these cases you will have to slave most of your life to pay a mortgage. We have no choice because we need to eat, to pay bills, in some countries insurances and healthcare. Yes, we have no choice, well the choice is to dye. That why we are victims.

The n1 rule of the actualized is: Dont talk about meta topics with family or friends or youll be labeled as the crazy/weirdo. they wont understand.

The ego desire to feel unique, to have a trait of identity taht nobody has

Leo has a gift to give to humanity, retiring forver meditating in isolation would be very pleasurable for him, but also very egoic. betraying the purpose that god planned for him(you planned it before birth) its like a bad karma.

Julien wins because of looks factor and he has more experience in this field.

Leo's videos are extremely long, science says that we cannot focus during long periods of time so the brain goes in sleep mode

When I've seen your fat pic the first thing I thought is its Jay Cutler when was a child. Your facial features and skull shape were very alpha. The fact that now your head is more like an inverted triangle may be related to your vegetarian-eggs diet. The less meat you chew the skinnier the maxillary muscles become. Head bones are in plasticity practically all our life.

If you live in extreme climates like iceland, norway, or the middle east yes it worth it. If not, its better to run in nature. Or if you got agorapohobia.

So people with OCD may be prone to develop every kind of addiction, from food, sex, porn, videogames... Im not a hard case, but lightly obsessive, and I've seen myself in these patterns. There is an underlying psychological cause and this addictive behaviors are just a coping mechanism to compensate the main issue.

I can talk about the case of Europe. Before the migration boom it was rare to see black and arabic people. Maybe in the countries with colonial tradition like France and UK you could see blacks and indians, but less than 1%. So you cant blame slavery, and cannot accpet the victim mentality theory. The majority of slaves serving aristocracy in the european imperial era merged into mixing with whites having mulatto descendence or just died. Theres nothing to repair. Actually with the planned mass migration by the leftist elites, most of them come from africa, where they never were slaves. Id say today its a positive discrimination towards them. With the questionable argument of " they come from a different culture and we need to be tolerants" the most goodie-goodie countries like Sweden, Germany, Belgium are tolering everything from them. Positive discrimination may include: free rent for migrants, free homes, total impunity in front of the law, raping and murdering with ridiculous consequences, the police recieve orders to NO NOTHING against them. All I said is true. Sweden is the experiment you can look to see that integration is not possible. They make guettos (NO-Zones for the police). Thats why the alt right is rising in the world. Locals get abused, the laws arent the same for everybody, injustice is what makes people so angry.

and the akashic records what would be in your computing metaphore?

So intolerant! stop masturbating your ego! there isnt a forced migration agenda. There isnt a Kalergi plan. TV advertising promoting racial mixing are just your own projections. Elites blaming white man for genre violence? ah these are conspiracy theories. Refugees raping white woman are just fake news. You need to meditate more and go vegan!

What leo didnt had in account is that certaind diet can be the cause of clinical depression and autism. Read about Mickhaila Peterson and Natasha Cambell studies. The second brain is in the GUT. And maybe is more important than the first.

Op could you explain the context of your topic? Unless you are really hot or have lots of money or a nympho girlfriend you cant have an extense sexual practise daily. Dont you mean porn addiction?

Op can you tell esxactly and detailed what you eat?